Disclaimer: I am not SM, but I wish I was! Sorry its been so long, I went on a ski trip in Colorado, and it threw me off of schedule a bit, but I'm back! I will post every Wednesday and Saturday from now on. But, I REALLY need reviews! They help so much, and inspire me to write more! Thanks to those who do review! Hope you enjoy, she meets Jacob (FINALLY!). Sorry for all the vocabuary and grammer mistakes. I had to do this on a friend's Dell computer, and it messed me up a bit. I'm getting a better computer soon, and I will make the next chapter MUCH better. The next chapter will be up Saturday.

I calmly walked into my room, and shut my door. Once the door was shut and locked, I grabbed my sweatshirt and changed into some black sweatpants.

I go ready half vampire speed and at the end, I put my hair in a high, messy bun. I needed to get moving before the Cullen's would notice that I was gone The human family I was staying with before couldn't hear when I left, but I had to be more careful with the Cullen family. They could hear my footsteps, and my heartbeat unless I was extra careful and calmed my heart and quietly stepped on my tip toes when I stepped.

I needed to hurry. I was going hunting all night. I planned to be back by 6 or 5am, before the Cullen's caught me.

I finished up, then Tip-toed to my window. I opened the curtains to reveal a beautiful starry night. I slid the window up, and instantly I felt the cool air brush against my already cool face. It was so refreshing and peaceful. I sat there and closed my eyes in happiness.

After jolting out of my daze, I silently hopped out the window. My feet hit the ground silently, and softly. A few stray curls popped out of my bun, so I snuck them back in before sprinting off into the animal populated forest.

The feeling of running was so exilerating and fun. I held my breath and smiled. Tonight was a happy, gun, and exciting night. It felt like I was rebelling in a way. I've never really done anything bad, so this was intense for me. I almost always followed the rules.

I ran for almost 2 hours until I smelled a delicious mountain lion. I followed the scent until I found it, and hid in a bush. I took off my sneakers so I could be quieter. I knew I has to be careful. I was more fragile then a regular vampire, so if a cougar tried hard enough, it could easily bite through my arm.

When I was little, The Denali Coven took me out to hunt more than gave me human food. Even though I preferred human food, hunting with Tanya was always fun. Once when I was hunting with Tanya, we decided to go for a large buck, but when I lunged for the buck, the buck hit me aside with his antlers. The hit sprained my arm, and it really hurt. I will always remember how Tanya comforted me and reminded me of a mother figure I once had. I always wondered who my mother was. Over the years I grew up, Tanya came the closest to being that motherly figure to me. I couldn't lie, I really wanted a mother, but I knew that would never happen.

Esme is trying really hard to be a mother to me, but I just don't feel a connection to her, I know I'll find my real mother again one day.

I got ready to pounce on the lion. I crouched down low in the bushes, and stared deeply at my prey. Then, I pounced. I lunged towards the lion and landed on it gracefully, and quickly. The lion grew mad, and started to attack me. I fought back. I grabbed the lion around the neck. It grabbed my arm in it's mouth and bit down hard. I tried to pull it out. But then, I heard it. The most horrifying, cringing, loud snap I've ever heard. The I felt the pain. first it shot up my arm, then a warm liquid oozed down to my fingers.

I ran from the lion and got away before it could attack me again. I ran as fast as my legs could carry me. I didn't dare look down at my arm. The pain was almost unbearable, but I had to keep moving. Why did I do this? I was so stupid. I should have just told the Cullen's about my vegitarian habits. They would've listened, and this wouldn't have happened. Why was I so damn stupid?

The tears in my eyes almost blinded me, but I blinked them away, and kept running towards the Cullen's.

I ran and ran. Blood was dripping down my arm constintly. The pain went away for a second, and it was a relief. I pushed myself a little harder. I was almost there. Almost. I was about an hour away. 45 minutes. 30 minutes. So close.

The pain came time worse. More liquid gushed down my arm, and I had no choice, but to look down. It was almost 3 AM in the morning, so light was barely visable. I looked down at my right arm as I ran, and I saw it. The most stomach churning, gruesome scene, I have ever seen. I stopped ubruptly and threw up by a near by tree.

My arm was broken. Blood oozed out of a large cut, and besides the cut was my broken bond. Sticking out of my arm. Almost Straight up.

After I threw up again, I felt dizzy. I was loosing a ton of blood, and I needed to get to Carlisle, and soon. I finally stopped 15 minutes away and collapsed on the ground. I screamed, and screamed, and screamed till I passed out. Everything went black.

I awoke again, still completely in pain, and dazed. I pushed myself as hard as I could to get up. My vampire side of me was healing, and making me stronger, but I was still loosing a lot of blood.

I pushed my feet on the ground and used all of my force to push the rest of my body up too. This was a mistake. It was very stupid, and it might cost me my life of I don't get to Carlisle soon.

I was only 15 minutes away. 13...12...10... I ran fast, but only as fast as I could without feeling faint again. 10...9...5... So close, so close. My tears went dry, and all I could do now was scream. 5...4...3...2...1...I finally reached the Cullen's house.

"Please be home! Please be home!" I thought to myself as I pounded on the door as hard as I could with my head. My left arm was holding my right, and my right arm, I couldn't even feel.

It felt like minutes, but was probably only millaseconds until the Cullen's came rushing out the door to help me.

Carlisle took me into his arms and brought me to his medical office in the house. He spoke fast, but it was understandable, " Renesmee, I need you to stop 's gonna really hurt your voice if you don't. I know it hurts sweaty, but you gotta try to stop. I'm going to have to break your arm back into place, so it will heal right. Just breath and think about happy things."

His voice was calming, but it pissed me off a bit. Try to think happy thoughts my ass! I was in so much pain, I couldn't even think. It hurt, and i didn't want it to hurt more. He didn't understand my unbearable pain. He counted down from ten, and got ready to break my arm. He needed to feel what I felt, so I screamed louder. That didn't help, so I took my hand and pressed it to his face.

I haven't used my gift in a very long time, and I learned to control it, but right now, I gave it to him full force. As he broke my arm, I showed him all my apin, and anquish I felt towarfs him for doing this to me. Deep down inside, I knew he was helping me, but I sure didn't realize it then. I heard him scream too, then it stopped. The pain was over. My arm was back in place, and my body was already starting to heal itself. I calmed down, and removed my hand from his face. He walked out of the room. I knew I was in deep trouble.

I hadn't realized that I had fallen asleep until I woke up to a beautiful, bright, warm sun hitting my skin through the large window beside me.

I had tons of tubes sticking out of me, some full of blood, and others full of extremely powerful pain medication.

I looked to a chair besides my medical bed, Edward was sitting there staring at the wall. When he noticed I was awake, he got up, and rushed to my bed. He grabbed my left hand, and held it gently, "Renesmee, how are you feeling?'

Practically perfect, dumbass! I chuckled to myself.

"Renesmee!" he scolded.

"What? I didn't say anything!" My voice sounded raspy, and harsh from screaming so much.

"Oh, sorry Renesmee. Well, since we're going to be honest from now on, I can tell you that I can read minds."

Oh Sh-ooot.

"Much better Renesmee." He patted my head.

Well, since you can read my mind, I don't have to use my voice. I'm sorry for calling you a dumbass.

"You are forgiven Renesmee. I should also let you know that Alice can see the future, Jasper can control feelings, and Bella can shield others from supernatural gifts."

So, if Alice can see the future, why didn't you guys find out I was hunting earlier?

"We couldn't help you earlier, because Alice has trouble seeing you. She tries, but it's only a blur. We didn't notice you were gone until I heard your thoughts when you got to the house. We got you just in time."

Thank you so much for helping me. Wait! What happened to Carlisle? I feel so bad for last night. Did y-.

He cut me off, "Yes, we know what happened. He's fine, just a little shocked. You sure surprised him. We know you were mad, and in pain, but that was still very wrong of you to lie to us. We would've understood because we drink from animals too."

"I'm so sorry for everything I've put you all through. I didn't mean any harm, I just didn't know what to do. You guys have become siblings to me, and I wouldn't want to loose you now."

"Renesmee, you'll never loose us. Your a part of this family now too." He looked deep into my eyes.

I was sincere, "I love you all so much, and thank you. So, how long 'till my arm heals?"

"Well, with you being a half vampire, probably only a week. It was a bad break. The bone cam eout of your skin, and that's a hard thing to do being that you have vampire skin."

Oh. It did hurt a lot. How long 'till I can get out of this bed?

"In about 10 minutes. Your arm is in a cast, healing up. You just have to be careful."

I looked down at my arm, and it was in a stiff purple cast. My favorite color. Can I go out today? I wanted to meet this Jake guy at the park. Seth said to call him if I could.

"That would be fine, but you have to be careful with your arm. Wait, who's Seth?"

A boy I met from the resteraunt. He knows Jake. He also lives on the res. Can I appologize to Carlisle before I go?

"Yes Renesmee. I'll call him up. After your done, Alice wants to get you all ready for your day."

Of coarse she does. We both laughed. A voice came up from downstairs, "I heard that!"

Edward left, and Carlisle arrived 5 minutes later, and I appologized for my actions. He understood and was very sweet about it. He asked me about my gifts, but I told him I would tell him everything later on. There was a lot to explain.

After Carlisle left, Alice took over. She dressed me in a beautiful summer dress, with cute blue ballet flats. She was extra careful around my cast. She applied a little makeup that looked almost natural.

Edward drove me to the park in his black Volvo, while I texted Seth and told him the meeting with Jake was still on. We arrived at the park at 12:30, and Edward dropped me off, gave me a jacket, and sped off in a hurry.

I looked around for this Jake figure I imagined, but I couldn't find anyone like him. I walked down the park sidewalk, and plugged my earphones in, and started to listen to the radio. I realized Jake wasn't going to show up, so I sat down next to a large oak tree and stared at the clouds. I hummed along to the music, and it made me feel really happy.

After about 30 minutes, I realized No One was around, so I started to belt the Adele song I was listening to. Then I heard a deep voice besides me. It made me jump. I took out my earphones, and turned around. Then, I saw him.

The most gorgeous, well fit man I have every seen. I looked into his beautiful eyes, and saw all the love I have every had, going into him. I loved this man, even though I have never met him before. I smiled, and he smiled back.

I realized he was talking, and jolted back into reality, "Hi. I'm Jacob Black. You must be Renesmee... um... what's your last name?"

"Nice to meet you. I actually don't have a last name. I'm kinda an orphan." I shook his which looked like a basket ball to me. It was huge to me. I was a tiny girl, and this was a huge man! Jacob was built just like his buddies from the res., but he was even bigger, and more powerful the the others.

"Oh, I'm sorry. Your tiny, but very pretty. How old are You?"

I lied, "I just turned 18. Thank you so much for saving me. The family I'm staying with says that you saved me."

"I did. Don't mention it. What family are you staying with?" He flashed me the biggest smile, and it made my heart skip a beat.

"The Cullen family. No really, thank you!"

He put his arm on my shoulder, "No really, don't mention it." I lauged, "You have a really cute laugh."

"Thanks. I hate it though."

He flashed that glorious smile again, "Well, I Love it."

We small talked for a while, then Jacob had to leave. Edward picked me up, and said I could invite Jacob to dinner tomorrow night. I kindly accepted, and texted Jacob.

When we arrived back at the house, Bella was the first to greet us, "Hello Renesmee. How'd it go?"

"Absolutly wonderful! I think I really, really like him." Bella was one of my best friends, and I told her everything.

"That's wonderful Renesmee!" She sounded really excited for me. We laughed when Edward gave us a look as he walked by.

I talked to the rest of the family, and told them all about Jacob. They were very interested in what I had to say, so they asked a lot of questions. Edward was the first to ask a question, "So Renesmee, so it seems you have a bit of a crush on this Jacob?"

I couldn't lie to them, "You know it! He's cute, sweet, kind, he likes wolves just like me, he's romantic, athletic, hot, has the greatest smile in the world, he-"

Emmett stopped me, "Renesmee! Breath!" I didn't realize I was not breathing until he stopped me. After I took a deep, obvious breath, he continued, "You really like this Jacob, huh?"

I nodded. Carlisle spoke, "So you like wolves Renesmee? I never knew that?"

"I love wolves! Their my favorite animals." I said over excitedly.

Jasper set a calm wave over me and put a hand on my shoulder, "Calm down Renesmee. It's okay, but if you don't calm down, your going to have a heart attack! How did you get so interested in wolves?"

"I actually don't really know. I just remember seeing a wolf when I was little. It's my only memory of being little." I started to tear up, they were about to spill out of my eyes, so I looked behind me to blink them away, "Sorry, I just get really emotional with that memory."

"It's okay. You should get some sleep," before I knew it, I was up in my bed in a flash.

"Wow! Alice! That was fast!" I gasped.

"Sorry I'm not used to humans. Get some sleep. We have a big day tomorrow," She appologized.

"What is it?" I asked eagerly.

"Can't tell you. You'll just have to wait."

"Ugh. Nighty night, Alice."

"Nighty night, Renesmee," she said as she walked out the door.

"Wait. Alice, can I ask you a question?"

She paused where she was, and sat on my bed, "Sure. Anything."

I sighed, "Am I ever going to find my real family?"

Alice gasped, "Of coarse! Is that what's been worrying you all along? If you believe it, you will."

I started to cry, but it came out as a sob, "All I want is my real family. You guys are so kind to me, and I know it's selfish to want more, but I can't help wanting to know who my mother is. Once i know who she is, I'll be able to give myself some peace in mind. I'll be able to not feel like a freak of nature, but a real person." I wiped my eyes, and took a deep breath, but it was to no avail. I was in hysterics, and I really didn't know why. All my feelings were bubbling out of me all at once.

Alice gave me a tight, but gentle hug, "Don't ever, ever, EVER say your a freak of nature! You are the most wonderful person in the whole world, and you'll find your mother one day. I promise. Now get some sleep. I also promise that you'll have so much fun tomorrow! Goodnight sweety. I love you." she released my hug and was out the door in a flash.

I spoke again, not specifically to anyone, "I love you to. Whoever you are." I pulled up my covers and fell asleep staring at the stars and listening to a loud, sweet wolf howl.

Edward's POV

Renesmee was in love with Jacob Black. We all knew it. It was so cute, but being her father, I dissaproved with my 7 year old dating my 24 year old enemy. He was a good kid, and I knew he would never hurt her though. Unlike some men these days.

Renesmee and Alice were upstairs talking. We tried not to easedrop on their conversation, but it was too unresistable. Everyone went silent and listened in.

"Wait. Alice, can I ask you a question?"

She paused where she was, and sat on my bed, "Sure. Anything."

Renesmee sighed, "Am I ever going to find my real family?"

Alice gasped, "Of coarse! Is that what's been worrying you all along? If you believe it, you will."

Our hearts almost broke when Renesmee started to sob,, "All I want is my real family. You guys are so kind to me, and I know it's selfish to want more, but I can't help wanting to know who my mother is. Once I know who she is, I'll be able to give myself some peace in mind. I'll be able to not feel like a freak of nature, but a real person."

Bella looked at me with a horrified expression. She opened her mind, to let me in, "All I want is for our little girl to be happy. None of us got to watch her grow up. All she wants is a family. Can't we just tell her?" She thought.

I spoke to her, "Bella love, we can't tell her yet. She must find out on her own."

"I know, I just miss our little baby so much." Bella said out loud.

I hugged her, then kissed her hair. She shivered.

"We all miss her Edward. She's our only niece," said Emmett.

"And our only granddaughter," said Carlisle and Esme at the same time.

Alice came downstairs looking more pained and more heartbroke then all of us, "We must wait Edward. She will find out soon enough. If someone tells her before she figures it out, we will loose her forever."

Esme sat down besides me and looked at Alice, "We know dear, we're just getting a little impatient."

Alice gave us a grave look, "I'm not joking! If even one of you tells Renesmee, it will cost her, her life."

I looked into Alice's mind and saw a horrifing sight. She was right. We had to be careful.