Hello Minna, having a nice day? :)

Well I'm finally back, sorry I had the last days of my school, with a big project going on, and math, I passed, though it was narrowly, hehe XD Now I have vacation, and will update/read more. I hope at least, my inspiration is hard to find lately. T-T So if any of you has idea's feel totally free to tell me! Hehe

About all the reviews I haven't replied on, I wanna thank you all, my amount of time was too short to answer so I'll just thank you here! All your reviews truly make me a happy writer, I always smile while reading, and they make me wanna write more! So thanks ^-^ Hihi

And Noor, since you're a guest I can't PM you, but I really wanna thank you for the reviews, and I'm glad you like my storie(s) Thanks for following them, and I hope you gonna enjoy the rest as well! :D XX Kim ;)

Well one thing, another reason for my late updates is that my laptop hates me, I've got this expensive thing for not even a year, and it goes off by it's own, in the middle of my writing. Meaning that if I don't save it on time, I've lost all I wrote, and I can tell you that's a lot by now... -_- Sometimes it goes off every two minutes and the other time I can write for like two hours.. It's annoying!

But enouuuuuugh talk, jeez I can't shut up, here is the next chappie, I hope you gonna like it ^-^


"Wake up, sleepyhead." Suzuno heard someone giggle while she got gently shaken back and forth, the person was clearly laying alongside her in bed and felt warm, the feeling she got was old and familiar. She didn't open her eyes, no instead she turned back and hit the blanket around her again.

The person sighed, nevertheless friendly and then climbed upon her out of bed, after some rumbling in the room, the door eventually opened and someone came inside.

"Reina, can you wake up Suzuno, we're about to eat."

"Can't we just let her sleep? She is almost impossible to wake up."

"Hm.. well let her just lie down then, she'll eat after."

"Hai Hitomiko." And after that both women left the room, leaving the silver-haired girl with teal-eyes behind in the now empty room. Suzuno now knew that she was alone, slowly opened her eyes. She lay moving-less, but just stared into the space in front of her. Despite that everyone was helping her, she was feeling so empty. A kind of empty that was new to her.

"When you try your best but you don't succeed.
When you get what you want but not what you need.
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep."

After several minutes staring into the emptiness, she slowly raised, but then remained sitting on the edge of the bed. With her elbows on both her knees and her hands together, her head pointing to the ground and her eyes wide open, she just remained there. Seconds became minutes and minutes became hours. As she felt how the sun started to shine higher and warmer, she just sat there, spending her Saturday morning.

"And the tears come streaming down your face,
When you lose something you can't replace,
When you love someone but it goes to waste.
Could it be worse?"

Hearing the clock, sent her back to reality. Her eyes were dry from staring, so she blinked several times. Until she fully realized that the day was already half over, she quickly got up and got dressed. Out of all the rush she stumbled over some junk on the floor and a bang echoed hard throughout the orphanage. As she crawled up slowly, she felt a shooting pain in her knee, but before she could look at it, the door flew open. Hiroto was the one standing in the doorway and watched her with concern.

"Are you okay Suzuno?" He asked as he walked towards her and helped her rise slowly.

"Hehe, yeah I just tripped." She smiled awkwardly. Hiroto sat down beside her on the ground, but when he lay down his hand, he felt a warm sticky liquid on the floor. He looked at his hand and saw that it was blood. "Suzuno is this your blood?" He asked anxiously.

"E-Eh? Oh I think my knee." She said as she looked down.

"Since when are you so clumsy." He chuckled and with one sweep he lifted Suzuno in bridal style. "Let's just put a bandage around it." He winked.

"Y-You don't have to lift me, I can walk." She said with a red head.

"Oh no, a brother must take care for his sister anyway!" He smiled, making Suzuno to stare at him. She somehow gave in, something she would never do in the past and lay her head against his chest. "All right then." She whispered with a sweet smile, her innocent eyes made Hiroto think like she really was his little sister, she wasn't but sometimes, it really felt like he couldn't wish for better siblings, yeah he had to take more care of them.

There was no one down stairs, since it was good weather and everyone was outside. Hiroto carefully wrapped the bandage around Suzuno's knee, with her feet resting on a chair. "How do you feel?" He asked then.

"Fine, I don't really feel it." She replied.

"Good!" He smiled back. "Shall we get some ice cream, it's sunny weather after all!" Suzuno knew some distraction would be good for her, since she had nightmares all night long again, the dark bags beneath her eyes where proof of that.

So without thinking, she said, "Sure!" He helped her up again and supported her during walking. Till she after a few minutes indicated that she could walk on her won. They walked to the ice cream stand together when she suddenly realized that this was where the ice cream stand Nagumo had declared his love for her.

She froze right there on her spot when she saw the two of them sitting there in front of her, she knew it was a memory, but damn it looked real, only this time a golden/sepia glow covered the scene.

"Y-You love me?"

"Yes, I do. I know for certain now. I don't regret anything we did last night, and I hope you don't regret I as well with whole my heart. I just hope yesterday meant something for you. I hope you didn't just used me for experience. I... I h-hope-"

Suzuno saw how she kissed him, just taking his head in her hand and turning it. She saw how he widened his eyes in surprise but then he looked so happy, tears started to form in the corner of her eyes, they slowly dripped down to where they fell to the floor.

This memory of him and her, it just was... too much. Suddenly she felt two hands on her shoulders which shook her to and fro, she shut her eyes and when she opened them again she saw a total freaked out Hiroto, concerned for her. Her eyes as wide as possible with tears still streaming down, she was trembling like crazy, and bit on her lower-lip.

Her legs couldn't carry herself any longer, and she sank through them and landed with her knees on the ground, not caring for the pain that stinged in her knee. "I-I'm sorry, I-I just.." She tried to apologize through her sobbing.

Hiroto lay his hand on her face and wiped her tears away. "It's okay, I understand, just let it go." He said calmly and wrapped his arms around her, letting her cry on his shoulder. "You saw him, didn't you?" He asked just as calm as before.

Suzuno just nodded. "Do you wanna go somewhere else?" But this time she nodded 'no' She released the hug and looked at him. "No, let's just stay here." She weakly smiled.

"Good, you're still as strong as ever, you know!" He said, wiping her tears with both his hand away again. "Let's go get some ice cream then!" He smiled and helped her up. He wanted to turn, but Suzuno stopped him by holding his shirt. "Thank you." she muttered softly.

"Don't worry about it." He smiled again as they both walked to the ice cream van.


~Couple days later~


Suzuno walked through the school hallways, her books in her hands and her music in her ears. The green lockers next to her, summarized in a long line, as she followed them to her own locker.

But once arrived at hers, she saw Kozue busy cleaning up from Suzuno's locker... While Neomy and her friends walked away giggling. Suzuno sighed, it was obvious that they wanted to humiliate her again. Luckily she had a good friend like Kozue. She walked to Kozue and knelt beside her on the floor.

"Oh Suzuno, good morning!" She said cheerfully, she was clearly hiding her fury with a fake smile.

"Good morning, what has happened?"

"I-I saw that Neomy and her dogs, were empty it your locker, so I cleaned it up a bit."

"Thanks Kozue, let me help!" Suzuno smiled thank fully and calm. After a while they had lean up the locker and grabbed the books they needed for their next classes. School lasted as long as always, hearing the teacher talk, but not really listening to it. Both girls were bored as hell.

"Psst, Suzuno?" Kozue whispered.

"Yes?" Suzuno whispered back.

"Neomy is going to far lately, maybe we should inform a teacher?"

"Neh, she's still afraid." Suzuno smirked.

"What do you mean...? ooh! I know, oh but that's good!" She smirked even more devilish then Suzuno. "Since when you realized?"

"I walked into her on my way to the hospital a couple of days ago, I realized that she is still afraid, but she acts likes she isn't, I can take advantage of this! Maybe I can even stop her once and for all now!"

"YOU GO GIRL!" Kozue screamed jumping up from her seat.

"Kozue! Sit down!" The teacher dared.

"G-Gomenasai sensei!" Kozue went to sit back with a red-head. Making Suzuno giggle softly.


~Time skip~


Suzuno was back on her way to the hospital, but.. she knew she would have a visit from a certain girl, before she would reach the hospital. But this time she didn't mind, no, she now finally found the only thing to make this all stop for once and for all. She had prepared some things this morning.

Flashback:

"Hitomiko? Can I ask you for something?" Suzuno approached her caretaker.

"Of course you can, what do you want?" She replied friendly.

"I have to take care of some thing, this might sound really weird but I need my old-

End flashback.

An evil smile scattered on the silver-haired girls face. She had it all planned out, Neomy had one weakness against Suzuno, what only Suzuno could use against her. No this plan couldn't fail, Neomy was going to feel what the real Suzuno! The scary Suzuno!

After some minutes Suzuno's expectation became true. "You still go? Do you never realize?!" The hateful voice cut back inside as usual. Suzuno turned around, but this time with a decidely devilish smile.

"You better quit while you still can Neomy, I'm not going to allow you to kick me down this time!" It noticed Suzuno that Neomy was alone this time, as if it was all too easy.

"Whatever, I won't take advice from an ugly geek and you won't scare me away with all that talk! Why don't you just jump for a train or something, it will take your pain away and ours! I say a win for everyone!"

"You should not make me more angry Neomy! You've been afraid for me once, remember?" Suzuno smirked, her teal eyes ready to slay. A dark cold aura surrounding her, a freezing blue glow around her, a dark power lingering in the heart.

Neomy gulped upon remember what she said, it's true that Neomy was once terrible afraid of Suzuno. Once Suzuno had beat her to a pulp. "Don't think I changed Neomy, that terrifying person still lays within me!"

"Y-Y-You won't s-scare me!"

"Oh really?" Suzuno sarcastically giggled. "Don't you remember... the ice cold darkness!" Her voice so cold and scary that chills ran down Neomy's spine.


Well that's it, I hope I update the other one soon, but a bit luck even tonight, since I feel like writing more, but I can't promise anything!

Anyways, thanks for reading, I hope you liked it ^-^