Ahh!!! Yes, I have deided... I hope it's the right decision, I'm going to continue with Bella... I have an almost even tie with Bella and Edward, but I had a lot of 'not Edward' so that helped my decision.
Anyway... I know that this is a long shot and I am kinda joking, but if there are any rich readers that wouldn't mind buying me an iPod nano than it would be greatly appreciated. I picked out the purple one and even added free engraving. TO MY (hopefully real) RICH READER. I would love you forever if you bought it for me. Your name( if you want it) in every chapter, as a character in my story, on my profile and just about anywhere you wanted it. PLEASE!?!?!?!?!?!?
Now you may ask why I need this iPod. It's because for my birthday I got a $25 iTunes card. I set up my account and spent my money. I have a lot of songs I want, but come to find out, the song don't play on my MP3 player. SO I would love a new one. Just PM me or drop a review if this is do-able. Kapeesh(sp?)
Sweet anyway on with the story.
BPOV
I couldn't believe this was the end. It was official. I was leaving.
I had made a complete fool of myself going to Carlisle, I don't know what I was thinking.
I grabbed a good size pile of cash and I left. Only to be greeted by a very unexpected face.
"Bella I have to tell you, this isn't a good Idea. You mean everything to your family...and Edward.'' Carlisle said.
"Look Carlisle... if I really meant that much to Edward, either you or Edward would have changed me. He would have comforted me by his grave when I spent an immeasurable ammount of time there. He would have made it differently. He broke a blood pact that we had made. So don't tell me he cares, that I am important to him. Because I don't buy for a second that I mean anything to him. I never did mean anything to him. It was all a lie..."
"Isabella Marie! You mean more to me...I mean Edward than you will ever be able to comprehend. The reason that he didn't change you is because he..." I cut him off.
"STOP! I can't believe Sadie agreed to help you! Edward was that you or Carlisle in the hospital?"
He looked incredibly guilty. "Carlisle was at the hospital, but as soon as you left Carlisle called me and told me what happened. Sadie didn't want to help me but I had Emmett and Jasper kidnap Alex until she helped me. I said that if she called to warn you then I would steal all of her parachutes and burn them."
I was beyond words. "Your not the Edward I knew. The Edward I knew would have changed me. The Edward I knew, or should I say thought I knew, turned out to be a real jerk. A big, liar." I slamed the door in his face, and walked down to the basement and went out the cellar door. I ran all the way to the airport.
My mind was completely numb. I certainly had enough money for a ticket, but I didn't think that I could handle any interaction with a person. I knew it was wrong but I jumped on a random plane and tried to blend in.
The humans never suspected a thing.
I tuned out everything. I didn't take a single breath. Anybody could have attacked me, maybe the Volturi would have killed me. I wouldn't have noticed. I would have been relieved. I wasn't suicidal, but I wasn't totally turned off at the idea of death. Twenty-four hours ago I would have said 'what would Edward think if he knew I was thinking like that. But now I would do it just because Edward didn't want me to. I tuned out my hearing. I heard only silence. I felt the plane come to a stop. I slightly started to hear things again. As soon as the door opened, I flew out.
For some reason this place was too familiar, but I didn't care enough to figure out why. I came to a place and I suddenly realized where I was. I was at the graveyard where my grave stone is. The only problem was that I was 'buried' right next to Edward.
I had only been here once since my grave was put here. I didn't even have a service. Everybody I knew died of the influenza. I walked over to my grave and noticed something. While I was walking by the back of my grave, I notice words, extremely tiny words. A human would never notice them, but I read them, extremely intrigued as to what they were.
'Forgive me'
That's all it said. Two simple words, but yet they held so much meaning.
'Forgive me'
Could Edward have written this.
'Forgive me'
I was almost possitive that he did.
'Forgive me'
Was there a logical reason as to why he didn't change me.
'Forgive me'
I was confused. How long had those words been there.
'Forgive me'
Those two words were haunting me.
''Forgive me'' A voice said from behind me.
Anyway I hope know it's extremely short, but I think it's an ok ending. Next update probably won't be for a while. I'm leaving to go to Illinois for a wedding a week from tomorrow and I'm not gonna have much free time at moms. Anyway I was just joking about the iPod thing.
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