Disclaimers: I cdon't own naruto.
Warnings: incest, mention of rape, yaoi in later chapter(boyxboy)
Im not sure if Sasuke acts a little differents from a 5 year old but he is and uchiha and we all know how smart they are from birth XD
Itachi pov
Finally sasuke was asleep. Damn this night had been rough. The clock had just reached 11 pm and my head was swimming with thoughts. Sheila had left, but she knew I was hiding something. And when she had met Esuska… god I didn't think I would start breathing again.
Flashback
Kisame, pien and Sasori had left. Only Deidara had stayed back to help me keep esuska hidden. Sheila had asked if she could see the house, but of course it was just an excuse to look after adult sasuke. I had just smiled and shoved her around. She looked completely disappointed, when she hadn't been able to find him.
She had almost reached the front door when sasu- Esuska had stormed down the stairs, laughing and screaming that he wouldn't sleep before me.
Sheila looked surprised and so did esuska when he hugged my leg. I slowly went down to pick him up and place him on my hip. No one said something until Deidara broke the silence by running loudly down the stairs.
"sorry ita! He ran from my and locked the door. " Esuska started to laugh loudly, but stopped when he saw my disapproving stare.
"that wasn't very nice Esuska. You know I said you should go to bed, why aren't you asleep yet?" Esuska buried his face into my neck and I only heard every third word;
"nii san… sleep…. Tired…" I sighed and lifted him of me to hand him over to Deidara.
"Sheila this is my cousins-step farther´s-sons- half sisters- little brother. He is going to be here for a while. Esuska say hello." Esuska waved a little with his small hand, face pressed against deidara´s shoulder. His black eyes closed and Deidara smiled before he went back into the bedroom.
"so he is your sort of cousin?" I smiled. The confusing relation to esuska was enough to not make any unwanted questions. The Uchiha family was still big and we were spread all over the world. So my new discovered cousin was not so hard to believe.
"yes, he came from America, but does only speak Japanese." She nodded understanding.
"well I should leave. Call me if there is anything you suddenly remember or if anything happens. Anything."
I tried to kill her with my glare, through the door. A hand on my shoulder surprise me and Deidara smiled once I turned around to see him.
"he won't sleep, until you come and say goodnight." I just sighed as an answer and left to go upstairs. So what would happen now? We had to hide Sasuke as long as possible. Would he ever be normal again? I defiantly had to change something that happened, so he lost memory?... well technically it never happened to him now since he is only 5, so the whole deal is to change his life, because that way sasu- ehm esuska can have a good life, a happy life.
But would he age? What if he was stuck as a 5 year old?
Esuska´s bedroom was completely dark, except the light I had slipped in through opening the door. Esuska was sitting on his bed so small – I still couldn't understand his small frame size – he smiled tiredly at me and stretched out his arms, begging me to take him up, like when we were kids.
I smiled softly and sat down beside him.
"aniki?"
"yes?"
"why is mommy not coming in and say goodnight?" how should I explain this? God just the thought of him crying gives me Goosebumps. I didn't want to hurt him anymore…
"aniki?"
Sigh.
"Sasuke we are going to make through no matter what right? Im still here understand?"
Sasuke or esuska… it didn't really matter just as long as people though he was esuska when we were out or had someone over.
Sasuke looked pretty confused. His forehead made a tiny little stripe across it.
"Sasuke… mom and dad they got hurt a little while ago and… you cant remember it right now, but you will maybe another time… they didn't make it at the hospital so we have been together, just the two of us since…"
I couldn't look him in the eyes, while I said it so I tried to stay focus on the sheets. A little sob made me change me mind and I turned to see Sasuke, filled with tears rolling down his cheeks.
His small fists were clenched around the sheets and his knuckles were turning white.
Sob.
I could see how much he struggled to keep his voice down. I slowly rapped me arms around him and pulled him into my chest. Finally he let it go and Sasuke cries filled the room. Damn my eyes! Mine too was starting to itch, because of the tears.
Sasuke cried into my shoulder, while he whispered;
"mommy… don't leave me…*sob*.. no…." I hugged him closer and we sat there for so long, just holding on and crying together. After a while, he stopped crying and he felt lighter against me. he had fallen asleep.
I laid him down on the pillow and pulled the sheets all around him. I sat there just looking at him for a moment, before I kissed his cheeks and forehead. i gently touched his cheeks with my fingertips, but to feel the soft skin for a second.
Flashback ends
God! Why did I do that, Sasuke was so small and fragile and- shit stop! He is your brother and he needs you! When I come down and walked into the living room, Deidara sat on the couch and drank peach tea.
"is he asleep now?" he smiled and stood up. Deidara was the motherly type. I understood Sasori. He was nice to look at and defiantly cute, but I would rather do sasu- okay enough.
. . .
Sasuke pov
I woke fully rested, but the sun had barely raised. I slung my little legs over the bed, but I couldn't reach the floor. So I had to jump down. Where was my drawer? Oh well, my shirt was still the floor. I went and opened the door and walked down the hall. Where again was my aniki´s room? (A/N I´m not sure if 5 year old is so smart or not, but he is an Uchiha XD)
I went down the hall because I remembered the black door was aniki´s room, but it was pass my parents room…
The light door was opened and the sight of the empty room, made tears in my eyes. The big white bed, the beautiful desk with mom´s roses placed in grandma´s vase and the furry carpet I would fall asleep on in the summer afternoons.
Before I knew it, my cheeks were wet with tears running down, dripping from my chin. Sobbing a sat on the floor, waiting.
Waiting on what, I didn't know, but I hoped sleep or maybe-
A sudden sound coming from the door made me look up from the pace in my hands. my brother stood in the door. The confusion swimming in his black eyes, washed away and got enhanced with the sad smile on his perfect lips. He was beside me in a matter of 2 sec. holding me tight to his chest, our knees and shoulders touched.
"Niiisan…" I cried. I hugged him with my small arms, barely reached around his Neck. His hands trying to stop the tears from soaking my shirt.
"niisan!" aniki kept me close, softly humming to me, I understood that niisan wasent as sad as me. he had had time to grieve. Why couldn't I remember that? Think… think! My birthsday was a small memory… a walk once in a while… but that was all.
All the thinking was giving me a headeche, so i used the time to burry my head into his chest. "niisan…" I wished my aniki would never ever leave me. I could feel his heart against my face. The steady rhythm drumming as a melody into my ear. Slowly, but oh so wonderfully I went into a dream, filled with laughter and the smiles from my brother.
Ita pov
Sasuke had stopped crying; now only my soft humming was noticeable, along with his breathing. His warmth hit my neck and I yarned. He was diffently in dreamland, when I lifted him up in bride style and took him to his room. His bed was un-made and messy, so clumsily with one hand I lifted the carpet off and placed him in the bed. The strong but chubby little hands had gotten a hold on my shirt. I was about to take his hands of me, but a thought hit my like a lightning bolt.
He shouldn't wake alone…
And maybe not. Would it even matter? With a smile, i moved him and layed down beside him.
Just for toninght…
Sasuke had moved back and was now laying across my chest. Till smiling I soon fell asleep too.
Xxx
As soon as a woke up, i noticed something was wrong. It was cold and my body felt ligther, more easy to move than last night. Still I couldn't open my eyes. Too damn tired- my left hand shifted across the other side of the bed, felt my way to the wall. No trace off the small child… Hmm… where was Sasuke?
I opened my eyes slowly. Looking around the human-emthy room. Still no Sasuke. Creaking the bed, I got up slowly, while my bones and muscles protested. I ran a hand through my hair and rubbed the rest of the sleep out of my eyes. What time was it anyway? I knew that most children woke up very early, but still… I got up and out the door, no sound.
My eyes zoomed on my parents room, please not again. but when I opened the door, a sound of metal against came from downstairs, so I didn't bother to check the rest of upstairs. And even from the middle of the stairs I could see back of the black head. Eating a bowl of breakfast, soundly on the couch. The television was turned on, but not very loudly, which explained the reason of my not-hearing. It was some sort of kidsshow, Scooby-doo or something else with a dog… I continued down and at the bottom, Sasuke had seen me in the tv-screen, so he stilled the small bowl on the coffee table and with a big smile he ran so fast into me, he almost knocked me down.
"aniki you´re awake!" Weird… he shouldn't been able to do that. I mean, I am after all stronger than him. I tried to take him up and yes, he had defiantly gained some weight, but this much on one night? This called for some expertise.
"Sasuke go over and stand up straight at the door frame." He happily skipped over and stilled with his heels against the frame and head held high. Yep, we would put him against a frame and put a big fat stripe, to keep an eye, if he really was growing.
"Like this nii-san?" I smiled and nodded, before I headed back to my room to get a pencil, and back again.
Could Sasuke really had grown so fast? Maybe, but what did I knew about this kind of thing? If you can suddenly grow back into a 5 year old, then wouldn't it be possible to regrown into a teenager?
I pulled a line, but still, could it be?
"Sasuke how old are you?" Sasuke looked a little hurt, I it could sound like I didn't care to remember his age. I smiled and poked him with two fingers in the forehead. He pulled his abused head back and pouted. God he was adorable!
"I´m seven years old niisan… don't you remember?"
Xxx
"okay, so he is growing, like every day now?" Kisame looked just as confused as I felt right now. I nodded while looking out the window. We – me, Sasori, Kisame and pien- was sitting in the living room on our couch. Sasori hadn´t said anything since he came; mostly he watched Deidara and Sasuke play together in the garden. I watch them too, but why Sasori was so deep in thoughts, I had no idea.
"so what are we going to do tomorrow? We can´t put him in a school, not if he grow so fast… and people will notice if you take him out-"
"pein, what are you suggestion? That I keep him locked up in here?"
"Maybe… you Uchiha aren't very good at blending in, not with those eyes and hair."
Shit he was right. But could I keep him in here and for how long?
Silence filled the room; we were all deep in thoughts. Suddenly for the first time that afternoon Sasori said something;
" guys I have something to tell you." He didn't continue even after he had our full attention. "what?" I asked.
"Deidara and me… after all this with Sasuke… we have decided to adopt. The papers are already filled out and accepted. We are going to get a baby in a few months."
Complete shock at first, but soon our house was filled with laughter, smiles and congratulations.
hey im sorry I haven't been updating a while someone in my family died not long ago, so…
But anyway, hope you liked the chapter, what do you think of dei and Sasori getting a child. If you are confused about anything just ask.
but now I have a really important question;
What gender do you want the baby too be ?
Review and it and which ever gets the most, it will be.
Good day/night to you all.
