The song is It's all over by Three Days Grace.

Warnings: Contains ALOT of angst, and attemtped suicide.

Your bottles' almost empty
You know this can't go on
Because of you my mind is always racing
The needles' breaking your skin
The scar is sinking in
And now your trip begins but
It's all over for
It's all over for


Josh was sitting beside Drake's hospital bed, holding Drake's hand, with tears in his eyes. Drake was dying....He had been in a coma for almost a month now. Drake had been starving himself for months......And if that wasn't enough, he also had been cutting himself. Nothing's been on Josh's mind, but Drake. Drake was all bones.....He only weighed 80 pounds. All the blood was drained from Drake's features making his skin look pale (paler then a ghost) and making him really cold. Josh looked at both of Drake's arms and saw all the healing scars covering his them, then looked at the death scar on Drake's wrist that he was holding. (Drake cut three veins and it was so deep you could see tissues.) He was hooked up to a bunch of tubes....Tubes to give him blood, tubes to give him nutrients, and tubes to help him breathe.

You
For you
When you're on the edge and falling off
It's all over for you
For you
When you're on the edge and falling off
It's all over


Josh knew Drake was already dead....He had been in a comma for a while.....And that wasn't good. Drake was done, he was never going to wake up, and Josh can't do anything about that....And it was killing him.

I know what runs through your blood
You do this all in vain
Because of you my mind is always racing
And it gets under my skin
To see you giving it
And now your trip begins but
It's all over for
It's all over for


"I hate you, Drake." Josh said.

He did hate Drake. He hated Drake for doing this to himself. He hated that Drake was putting him through this. He hated that when he found Drake passed out in their bathroom in a pool of his own blood, there was a note, saying:

'By the time you read this I'll be dead. You are probably wondering why I did this to myself....Well it's complicated.....It's just I been keeping this secret for so long.....A secret that could hurt everyone....You, mom....You, Walter....Even you Megan.....But especially you Josh.....I love you Josh.....And not in a brotherly way....In a way I shouldn't....I'm not normal....I'm sick for loving my brother like that!....I'm so sorry.....So can't you see why I had to do this?....I also couldn't take the pain that I couldn't be with you Josh.....I'm so sorry....I really do love all of you.'

~Drake~

"You're stupid." Josh said, stinging tears falling from his eyes.

"Couldn't you see that I loved you too?...You could of had me in a second if you would of just told me."

His eyes bored into Drake's closed one's. He hated that Drake was giving up. That he was giving in to the pain, when they could have been happy together.

"I've always loved you....I just never thought you would never love me back....Now I know...And your leaving me....You can't leave me....Not now...Not ever."

You
For you
When you're on the edge and falling off
It's all over for you
For you
When you're on the edge and falling off
It's all over


Josh brought Drake's hand he had been holding up to his lips and kissed it. He lost it then and there. He grabbed Drake's hand tightly with both hands and cried into it. He wasn't ready to let go of Drake. He never wanted to let go.

"I-I.....Can't.....Let....G-go....Not now....Drake....Not ever......" Josh cried in between sobs.

And now you're dead inside
Still you wonder why
It's all over
And now you're dead inside
Still you wonder why
It's all over


Josh's crying stopped and he gasped as the hand he was holding and that he covered in his tears weakly squeezed one of his hands. He quickly looked up to see Drake looking back at him.

"D-D-Drake?" Josh asked softly, in disbelief.

Drake just stared at him. Josh smiled.

"O-oh my god Drake your...." Josh said full of hope.

Josh touched Drake's boney cheek with the hand that wasn't squeezing his limp one, and smiled softly."I love you."

Drake's lips trembled before he opened his mouth to say something, but quickly closed it like it hurt him to speak.

"It's okay Drake, you don't have to say anything. Don't force yourself." Josh said.

Josh stood up, letting go of Drake's hand, and walked to the door.

"Drake I'll be back....I just need to go to tell the doctors you're out of your coma."

"N-no....J-Josh...." Drake said weakly, his voice raspy.

Josh slowly looked at Drake.

"But why Drake? They need to know your up."

Drake tried to find strength to talk again.

"D-don't....Leave....Me..."

Josh knew inside he should of still went to get the doctors, but Drake asked him to stay. He went back over to Drake.

"J-Josh.." Drake said, trying to grab Josh's hand, but he was too weak.

So Josh grabbed Drake's hand.

"I-I....Love you....I'm sorry..." Drake said.

"Hey! Don't be sorry. Just get better." Josh said.

And now you're dead inside
Still you wonder why
When you're on the edge and falling off
It's all over for (You, for you)
And now you're dead inside
Still you wonder why
When you're on the edge and falling off
It's all over for (You, for you)
And now you're dead inside
Still you wonder why
It's all over


Josh gasped as he saw tears running down Drake's eyes. "Drake?"

After minutes of silence Drake finally spoke.

"J-Josh- Josh....Just look at me....I- I....Don't- I don't think....I can..."

"Don't you say that! Don't say that to me!" Josh cried, his burning tears coming back. "You'll get better...I know you will....You got out of your coma Drake and that's a good sign...S-so please don't say that....J-just hold on."