Hi guys! Sorry for not updating for a while. It's just that I had writer's block and I was stuck but now I'm flowing with ideas. What I really want to say is thank you for being patient with me so thank you guys a bunch! Other than that, I hope you like the next chapter, so enjoy!
Disclaimer: I don't own the rights to Sailor Moon but the lovely Naoko Takeuchi does.
Usagi Past
*Flashback*
"Mother, why do I have to marry the Earth prince when I do not have any feelings for him," said the young princess while looking at her mother lovely eyes.
Especially when my heart belongs to another.
"Oh honey, we already had this discussion before. It's the only way we can have peace among the earth people and for us, Lunerians. We don't want to cause a war so we made a compromise with the Earth Queen, Gaia, your hand for an alliance with planet Earth."
But it feels so wrong.
"Mother, I just can't do it. I can't marry a man that I don't love."
For my love belongs to Sailor Pluto.
"But you'll grow to love him just like I did with your father," said her mother with a small smile playing between her lips. "Just give it some time and you'll see that everything will work out for the best. It always does."
No it won't mother, for I'll never love another person as much as I love her.
"Now go along. I got a wedding to plan."
"My wedding to be precise," thought the princess bitterly.
"Yes mother," and with that she left the room without sparing another glance towards her mother who had a sad expression on her face.
My daughter please forgive me but that was the only way I could have spared everyone lives instead of putting everyone in danger or else I would have let you be with your beloved, Sailor Pluto.
*** At the rose garden ***
"Why was I born as a princess? Why couldn't I've been a senshi fighting right beside with Sailor Pluto just like Sailor Uranus does with Sailor Neptune."
"They watch each other back and if one of them is hurt they'll do everything to save them. That's why they're perfect for each other, for no one can beat them not even the Inners can match their skills no matter how hard they try."
"I envy them," thought Princess Serenity as she stared at the bright blue sky, "and yet they seem so lonely for no matter how hard Uranus and Neptune try to put a strong façade you can see straight through them."
"I wonder if I too would feel so lonely if I were an Outer even if I was with Sailor Pluto."
"I think I would for I would have to spend most of my time training so I can protect the princess and I could never settle down for I need to be alert in case any danger comes."
If only I was a stronger princess who could protect her own people instead of relying on others. Then my wish would be fulfilled.
My senshi would be free from their duty for they'll all can follow their dreams and find true happiness. Now that's my greatest wish of them all.
But then why haven't it come true? Do I need to marry the Earth Prince and become just like my mother before my wish becomes reality?
Then if so, what will happen to Sailor Pluto?
Will she leave me? Will she fall in love with another person that isn't me? And finally could I let her go even if it does break my heart?
…
I …
I think I would even if it will cause me pain but as long as she's happy then I'm happy too.
After that Princess Serenity smiled for the first time ever. She found her life purpose even if it means that she has to give up her happiness for others she'll do so in a heartbeat. That's why she was born as the moon princess.
It's so she can release all her senshi from their duty so they will no longer be bond to her. That's the destiny of the moon princess, to free everyone from their chains and start anew.
And also it's the reason why many people are after her life or hand for she has the power to change the whole world.
That's why Queen Serenity is doing all her power to protect her daughter for no one can know that Princess Serenity is the Messiah who can save them all.
A/N: I hope I answered some of your questions about Usagi having to marry Mamoru. It's kind of shocking that Queen Serenity had to go through the same thing as her daughter so she knows how her daughter feels about this but she's doing everything to save her daughter life. That's how far a mother devotion will go for her children.
So I hope you guys loved it as much as I did and if you could please leave a review I'll deeply appreciate it so thank you! XD
