Disclaimer: Whatever. See 1st chapter, or just ignore this..
Summary: The thoughts of certain mutants (and people, later on, MAYBE)…
Rating: PG (so far anyway)
Authoress: Katty
Note: Includes Season 1 and 2.
Musings
Why was I born like this?
Of course, with my mother being who she is, maybe God just hates me. And that asshole Magneto
doing what he did to me.. If I didn't land in a river and float down to my foster parents, maybe things
would've been different.. Maybe it would've been.. I don't know.. Different.
Huh. No shit, Sherlock. Of course it'd be different. I'd live with my biological mother, and..
Maybe I wouldn't be altered like this. But I'd probably end up in the Brotherhood.. If that's a bad thing.. I
don't know. They'd probably be mean to me if I was in it because of the way I look. That's what most of
them did when they first saw me.
Even Scott doesn't like the way I look. I know, how shocking! He shuddered when he shook my
hand the first time I met him. I felt it. He tried to cover up about it with that pathetic comment about his
"shades". That dumbass. He thinks he's so cool just because he's one of the oldest. Well, he's not. And the
way he's always saying I joke around too much? I just do that to cover up when I feel like breaking down
and crying. They think I'm such a happy guy; I'm not. Not usually, anyway. At least, I don't laugh as much
as I used to..
Now that I know who my mother is, I can't help wondering if she cares about me at all. I mean,
sure, she did try to talk to me at that construction site (A/N-boy, I'm bringing this up a lot, huh?), and all
that, and I'm sure she would have told me almost anything if the Brotherhood hadn't shown up. I really
don't think she planned that attack. Pietro said something about "higher orders", after all.. I suppose that
was Magneto. Bastard.
Then, with the Asteroid M incident, she disappeared. Just like that. I haven't seen her since. But
when that Arcade person turned the Danger Room on and with the professor saying something about
another intruder, I can't help thinking if it really was my---my---my mother.. It is her style, being all sneaky
and stuff. I wonder if it really was her.
I wonder if Kitty will ever like me..
I wonder..
...
I wonder if I'll ever be happy again..
*Fini*
BAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHA! Poor Kurtish... O well. For all you kurt fans out there *you SO know who
you are*, hope yer happi, and if yer not, well, JEEEEEZ BE HAPPY I DIDN'T DO MAGNETO FIRST
CUZ I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE TORTURING YOU AND I DIDN'T WANT TO BE TORTURED MORE!!!
*ahem* ok. Well, bit of a dilemma here.. I think I'll do Magneto next, even tho he isn't an X-man, but he
does turn out to be "good" in the comix anyway, so I think I'll just put him up next.. And for all you people
who've been requesting certain characters, they'll come up later, so don't worry, I haven't *koff koff*
forgotten about you.. just yet.. just kidding! ^_____^ R/R!
Wow. That was long.
-Katty
Summary: The thoughts of certain mutants (and people, later on, MAYBE)…
Rating: PG (so far anyway)
Authoress: Katty
Note: Includes Season 1 and 2.
Musings
Why was I born like this?
Of course, with my mother being who she is, maybe God just hates me. And that asshole Magneto
doing what he did to me.. If I didn't land in a river and float down to my foster parents, maybe things
would've been different.. Maybe it would've been.. I don't know.. Different.
Huh. No shit, Sherlock. Of course it'd be different. I'd live with my biological mother, and..
Maybe I wouldn't be altered like this. But I'd probably end up in the Brotherhood.. If that's a bad thing.. I
don't know. They'd probably be mean to me if I was in it because of the way I look. That's what most of
them did when they first saw me.
Even Scott doesn't like the way I look. I know, how shocking! He shuddered when he shook my
hand the first time I met him. I felt it. He tried to cover up about it with that pathetic comment about his
"shades". That dumbass. He thinks he's so cool just because he's one of the oldest. Well, he's not. And the
way he's always saying I joke around too much? I just do that to cover up when I feel like breaking down
and crying. They think I'm such a happy guy; I'm not. Not usually, anyway. At least, I don't laugh as much
as I used to..
Now that I know who my mother is, I can't help wondering if she cares about me at all. I mean,
sure, she did try to talk to me at that construction site (A/N-boy, I'm bringing this up a lot, huh?), and all
that, and I'm sure she would have told me almost anything if the Brotherhood hadn't shown up. I really
don't think she planned that attack. Pietro said something about "higher orders", after all.. I suppose that
was Magneto. Bastard.
Then, with the Asteroid M incident, she disappeared. Just like that. I haven't seen her since. But
when that Arcade person turned the Danger Room on and with the professor saying something about
another intruder, I can't help thinking if it really was my---my---my mother.. It is her style, being all sneaky
and stuff. I wonder if it really was her.
I wonder if Kitty will ever like me..
I wonder..
...
I wonder if I'll ever be happy again..
*Fini*
BAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHA! Poor Kurtish... O well. For all you kurt fans out there *you SO know who
you are*, hope yer happi, and if yer not, well, JEEEEEZ BE HAPPY I DIDN'T DO MAGNETO FIRST
CUZ I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE TORTURING YOU AND I DIDN'T WANT TO BE TORTURED MORE!!!
*ahem* ok. Well, bit of a dilemma here.. I think I'll do Magneto next, even tho he isn't an X-man, but he
does turn out to be "good" in the comix anyway, so I think I'll just put him up next.. And for all you people
who've been requesting certain characters, they'll come up later, so don't worry, I haven't *koff koff*
forgotten about you.. just yet.. just kidding! ^_____^ R/R!
Wow. That was long.
-Katty
