I woke up in the huge king sized black metal bed in Edward and my room. I saw Edward looking at me. " One question." I asked.

" Sure" He smiled his heartbreaking smile.

" What will we do with my house?" I asked.

" Silvia's already claimed it for when she's old enough." Edward chuckled. " Oh…ok. I need to get dressed, I'm starving." I sighed as my stomach rumbled. " Choose something to wear while I go and make something, I'll get Silvia and Ro over here as well" Edward smiled, I looked at him and realised he was dressed.

I walked into the wardrobe as he strolled downstairs, I unzipped one of the bags, inside was a short blue cocktail dress, I unzipped about twenty more and they were all glamorous dresses. I found one that wasn't quite so extravagant. I didn't even look at the skirts and tops and trousers. The one I chose was deep purple and strapless with a belt, I bent down and picked up the matching shoes, they were kitten heeled and actually looked quite nice… I wondered down the stairs and peeked through each door until I found the kitchen. " Find the room alright Mom?" Silvia laughed. I ran over and pulled her into my arms. I then scooped up Ro and walked over to the fridge to get her a drink of milk/blood. She gulped it down then fell asleep. I kissed her forehead and walked upstairs into her room and put her into bed. I turned the baby monitor on and took the second one with me so I could keep an eye on her. I strolled back into the kitchen and went to stand by Edward, I kissed his cheek the sat down on one of the stools. As I ate breakfast I realised I hadn't seen the outside of the house. "Can I see the outside today?" I asked Edward when Silvia went to get dressed and look round. " Sure, lets go now." Edward took my hand and I grabbed the baby monitor from the table and we walked outside. There was a large garage next to the house with three cars in it. A Ferrari, Mercedes and a Bmw. " Why do you need three?" I asked, Edward laughed but I didn't see what was funny. " Only the Ferrari's mine the Mercedes is Silvia's and the Bmw is yours!" He sighed.

" Oh… Is that a pool?" I looked through the large glass wall into the walled back garden. " Well I thought you and Silvia might enjoy it." He smiled and instead of answering I flung my arms around his neck and kissed him tenderly. " Thank you!" I laughed.

Silvia's POV.

Edward and the rest of the family had gone out hunting that night, I came back early to be with mom and Ro. " Silvia, Look after Ro for a while I need a break." Mom jogged down the stairs, the outline of her eyes were red as if she had been crying. " Mom? Are you ok?" I asked. She just nodded and jogged into the garage and drove away. Something's wrong, she's depressed. Post Depression. She wasn't back in the morning when I woke up, I got really worried. " Momma?" I heard Ro crying from her room. " Momma isn't home yet baby." I wiped a tear from my eye, something really must be wrong mom wouldn't be out so long normally. I scooped Ro into my arms and walked to the main house. Everyone was there including Edward. Did they know where mom was? They were just chatting they obviously didn't. More tears fell from my eyes where was she? I clutched Ro closer to me and I walked inside. I broke down in tears. " Silvia! What's wrong?" Alice cried running over to me and wrapping her arms around me. " M…m…mom." Was all I could mange to say. " What's wrong with her? Where is she? Let Rosalie have the baby." Alice cried, I saw Edward turn round a scared expression on his face. " No! she told me to look after Ro! She went out at about six last night, she's still not back. She had been crying." I wailed holding Ro closer than ever. " I'll go look for her." Edward jumped up.

" I'm coming as well." Alice scooped her phone up and the two of them raced away closely followed by Jasper.

Eliza's POV.

My heart was breaking, I didn't feel cut out to be a mom. I know I have Silvia but she was 12 when I met her. I'd always wanted to be a mom and have a baby and stuff but now I was I don't think I'm right as Ro's mom. I had left at half six the night before, I was going to Alaska I had to get away from the baby. How could I do this to Silvia and Edward though? How would Rosice survive without me? I parked out at the top of a cliff. I was mile's away from Forks, it was mid-day they would be on their way to look for me. I didn't want to go back! I slumped down on the bonnet of my car and cried. A car pulled up behind me. Jacob Black climbed out.

" Look what we have here. Where are your baby and your precious Edward." He cooed. I jumped from the car to face him.

" Why should I tell you! It's your fault I lost a child! You've done enough! There probably all on their way to find me so scram!" I yelled at him, his expression turned to shock.

" I thought you had a child? Why are the looking for you?" Jacob asked stepping closer to me. "I was having twins you idiot! When you pushed me from the car I lost my little boy! They're looking for me because I ran away from my baby!" I wailed sliding to the floor.

" I didn't know. I didn't mean to push you I got angry. Why the hell did you run away from your little girl!" Jacob yelled.

" It's ok, I still have Ro. I've wanted to be a mom forever but now I am I don't want to be!" I let the tears roll down my cheek.

" It will pass. Their almost here, I better go see you around." He waved before climbing into his truck and driving off. Great help he was. I leaped into a tree and sat on a branch hugging my knees.

" There's her car." I heard Alice below me. She looked up when I sniffed.

" And there she is." She sighed and Edward climbed up the tree to scoop me into his arms and jump back down. " Where have you been! Silvia's worried sick!" Alice yelled. Edward quieted her. " Why did you just leave love?" He asked me I broke down in tears " I couldn't be around her…if I was I would have killed her." I cried. Edward stroked my hair. He pulled my face up so I looked at him. " This is quite serious you know Eliza, wanting to kill you baby." He sighed.

" I always wanted to be a mom…" I cried.

" Then what's the problem?" Alice demanded.

" Alice! You're making it worse." Edward stared her in the eyes, she was just worried. " I just don't feel I'm cut out to be a mom. When I'm around her I just cant handle anything and I loose control. I cant be a mom." I murmured. " Liza…We need to go home. We can talk about it there." Edward sighed and Alice climbed into my car to drive me home and Edward drove his Ferrari. " Liza…I'm sorry I was just so worried about you. You are a good mom. You know it. Rosice love's you. Oh by the way I love the name. Rosice Esmeree." Alice smiled at me.

" Thank you Alice. I guess I just wanted a break." I sighed.

" Depression is serious though Eliza." Alice sighed.

"I'm not depressed I just needed some air. Why does everyone keep saying its depression! I'm honestly fine." I moaned. I felt fine I wasn't depressed at all.

" Were going to give you therapy anyway." Alice smiled.

" Oh no your not!" I was starting to loose my temper.

" Calm down, if you say it isn't then it isn't." Alice sighed patting my hand. We parked in the garage of the main house and Alice led me inside.

" Mom!" Silvia cried tears rolling down her cheeks.

" Sorry to scare you baby. I wont do it again." I smiled stroking her hair.

" Ro's been crying ever since you left, she's been crying out yelling for you." Carlisle said softly. When Silvia and Rosice were asleep I was able to explain what happened. We all sat in the living room to talk.

" Eliza…What happened?" Carlisle asked.

" I just couldn't be around her. Its not serious so will everyone please stop making a big deal out of it? I'm not depressed." I sighed and Edward pulled me to his chest on the sofa. I exhaled louder than normal. " Love, it is quite a big deal, we had no idea where you were." Edward said. I was getting annoyed that everyone was making such a big deal of it. My phone buzzed and I quickly picked it up. " Hello?" I asked.

" Hey depressed girl." Jacob answered.

" Will you just piss off Jacob?" I yelled then stood up and ran from the room into the forest. I dropped my phone in the living room so I was sure someone was talking to Jacob. " Liza. Calm down love." Edward was behind me. I spun round. He caught me as I tripped I fell into his open arms and he held me there. " I'm sorry, I just can't handle anything. I'm and awful mother." I cried into his shirt.

"No your not. Don't say that, Silvia is proof you are a good mother." Edward hugged me tightly. " Thank you." I smiled and kissed him. His eyes were black as if he was having to make a painful decision.