Normal POV

Kendall was determined to leave. James was following him and trying to convinced him to stay, he didn't care about the rain; he just wanted to make his friend stay, but he didn´t know what to do. He was trying his best, but it was in vain.

Kendall was walking fast, without even caring or hearing what James was saying. After a few minutes James realized there was nothing he could do, so he said:

"Fine I will leave. I just hope you change your mind before it's too late"

Kendall didn't even look at him.

James was devastated: he felt defeated, and at some point guilty as well; he was convinced that this whole situation was his fault.

And now he had to tell the other guys that Kendall was gone, that he had left the band. It was not going to be easy, not at all. First of all, because he felt it was his fault; he was convinced of that. And at the same time he was feeling bad for Kendall; he knew it was not easy for him to go through it. He knew he was hurt and it made him feel even more miserable.

Of course it was not really his fault, but there was no one who would tell him he was wrong; therefore, in his mind he was the cause off all this.

A few minutes later, James was once again at the house.

The guys, plus Katy were in the living room, talking and waiting for them.

"What took you so long?" Katy asked.

James didn't answer, and a few seconds later Carlos asked:

"And where is Kendall? And why are you soaked?"

James didn't know how to tell them that Kendall was gone. It should be easy for him, but it wasn't. First of all because he knew his friends wouldn't be happy, and also because he was feeling really guilty; he was convinced it was his fault.

"I-I have something to tell you guys" James finally said, after a few seconds.

"Fine, but change your cloths first, you must be freezing" Logan told him.

"No, I need to say it now, it's important"

James was serious, really serious and as soon as the others guys realized it, they knew it was something really important; therefore, they start to worry.

"James, what's going on?" Carlos asked really concerned.

James looked at them, but he was speechless.

"James just say it" Logan almost screamed.

"Ke-Ke, Kendall is not going to come back; he-he is leaving" James finally said.

"What?" They all asked at the same time.

"Te-tell me you are joking, it's not true right?" Logan asked.

"I knew something was going on, but I didn't even imagine he was going to leave. Now tell us, why did he leave?" Carlos was angry.

Katy didn't say a word; she was surprised, of course. She was Kendall's sister and she knew nothing, but she felt it was not his business. It did concerned her, but she was sure there were other things involved in this conflict, and she didn't feel part of it. It was something between them. So she slowly started to leave the room.

"I-I won't say anything, I tried to convinced him, but it was all in vain" James said.

"Why James? Why is he leaving? Say it, I know you know it" Logan said.

James didn't answer.

"Come on James, say something" Logan said.

"I-I can't" James look at Logan, and at moment everything made sense for him.

"Ca-Carlos, can you leave us alone, please?" Logan said, once he was over the shock.

Carlos was going to complain, but something in Logan's voice told him he really needed to leave.

"Fine" Carlos said, and left the room.

Once James and Logan were alone, Logan started to speak.

"James, please, tell why did he leave, and tell me the truth"

James looked at him, but said nothing.

The last thing Kendall told him was:

"James, if you still consider me your friend, don't tell Logan the truth, please"

"Please, James tell me it has nothing to do with me"

James only looked at the ground and started to go to the front door, but Logan stopped him.

"James, just said it. Why are you acting like this? Just tell me why Kendall left"

"I won't say anything; I've fucked it up once already, I won't do it again" James was almost crying, he was not feeling fine. He said those words without really wanting to say them, and after saying that he left the house.

Logan was paralyzed, what James had said was enough to confirm him everything. Kendall was gone, and it was because of him.

One tear rolled through Logan's cheek. He was still paralyzed; squatting on the floor.

Meanwhile

Katy was in the kitchen, impatiently waiting for the talk to be over when suddenly she heard someone, she turned around and realized it was Carlos. She was a little confused.

"What happened?" Katy asked.

"I don't know. Logan asked me to leave"

"Oh, this is so strange"

"Yeah, I suspected something was not right; now I know I was not wrong, but I still don't know what's going on. James didn't say anything. Did you know Kendall was thinking of leaving the band?"

"No, he didn't tell me anything; I'm a little angry with him" Katy said.

"By the way, Logan and Kendall have been a little more distant than always lately, do you think it has something to do with it?" Katy asked.

"I really don't know, but I have notice that too"

A few seconds later they heard the front door close; they looked at each other with clear confusion, and decided to go where the guys were.

When they were finally there they saw Logan; alone looking at the floor.

"Logan" Carlos said.

There was no answer

"LOGAN" Katy screamed.

Logan was still in the same place, without even noticing he was not alone.

"Hey Logan" Carlos said, getting closer to him and touching his shoulder.

"What happened? And where is James?'" Carlos said a few seconds later.

At that moment Logan realized he was not alone anymore, he stood up and started to go to his room.

Katy and Carlos looked at each other again really confused. They started to follow him, but Logan told them:

"Leave me alone, please"

Logan's POV

What's that feeling on my stomach? And why my chest is hurting like this? It seems as if something was constricting my chest. This is so horrible; I want to stop it.

I know why I'm like this; I feel betrayed. Kendall left us, a few days before starting the tour.

Why? He is so childish and egoist.

That is why my chest hurt this much, it has to be that. And besides I fell that at some point it's my fault, because I can't return his feeling. Well, actually it's not my fault he didn't even had the guts to tell me in the face his feelings. He just left without even saying anything; what a coward. I thought he was different; I tough he was braver, but he is not.

Agh, he is an idiot I shouldn't be feeling like this because of him. If he wants to leave it's better for me. We don't need him. We will replace him easily.

Normal POV

Katy and Carlos were on the couch with the TV on, but they were not really paying attention to it. They were lost in his thoughts. Too many things had happen on this day; they couldn't be relaxed.

"Carlos"

"What?"

"I was going to stay out of this, but you know what? I'm Kendall's sister. I want an explanation; I won't sit here and do nothing. Let's go and find James. And if he doesn't want to tell us anything we will have to go and find Kendall on our own. Are you with me?" Katy said.

"You're right Katy. Of course I'm with you. Let's do it"

"Fine, let's do it now, we don't have time to lose"

Once they were outside the hotel; they saw James sitting on a bench with his head down.

"Look, isn't that James?" Carlos asked Katy; pointing to were James was.

"Yes, I think it's him"

"Hey, James" Carlos said.

James looked at them, stood up and started to walk once again.

"Wait, we are not going to stop until you speak to us, so don't even try to leave" Katy said

James stopped and looked at them.

"What do you want?" James asked.

"The truth" Carlos said.

"We don't care what happened between you, Kendall and Logan, But Kendall left, and we want to know what's going on" Katy added.

"I don't want to excluded any of you, but I can't tell you, please understand; I'm not doing it because I think it's funny" James said.

"Then, tell us where Kendall is, you must know that" Carlos said.

"I don't know where he is, but he told me he was going to leave for real. So I think he is leaving the town, not just the band"

"Katy, do you know where could he possible go?" Carlos asked.

"Well… let me think… OH yes; we have family in Minnesota"

"Oh yeah, that's right" Carlos said feeling a little stupid for not thinking about that earlier.

"Wait, where is Logan?" James asked.

"Oh Logan, he is at home. We didn't even tell him we were leaving" Katy said.

"Will you come with us?" Carlos asked James.

"No, I don't want to be in the middle of this"

"What? You don't care about the band" Katy asked.

"I didn't say that, I Just- I. If Kendall wants to leave we should let him. It was his choice" James said.

"At least make us a favor and tell Logan we are gone, and tell him we are going to bring Kendall back" Carlos said.

"No, I'm sorry but I won't. Send him a message or something" James said.

"What's going on with you?" Carlos asked.

"Just leave me alone and go if you stay here wasting your time you won't find Kendall here in California"

"Fine" Carlos said.

"Katy, do you have you cellphone?" Carlos asked.

"No. I left it at the house"

"So did I. Well, let's go. Logan won't come out of his bedroom for a long time" Carlos said.

And just like that Carlos and Katy started his journey in search of Kendall.