A/N: Thank you for the favorites and reviews! Sorry to leave you on a cliffy. My story rec. for this week is Near to you by Caitlinlaurie. It's a wonderful Bella/Carlisle fic.

Disclaimer: Still don't own anything but a coupla cars.

His touch burnt my skin, tantalizing my body, whispered secrets I could keep forever. We both leaned forward. The anticipation of what was to come sent my mind into chaos. The seconds it took for him to lean closer my mind was racing, going over every what if and what could be. Then his lips locked onto mine. Funny my first kiss was when I was a vampire, but the feeling of his lips, of his hands formed a solid memory in my mind. As soon as it started his lips disappeared.

"Fuck, I'm not doing this with you," I could feel the disappointment seeping through my body, the false sense of companionship leaving me as fast as it appeared.

"Well maybe you shouldn't hypnotize people. I didn't want this anymore than you!" I could feel the intensity of his stare, the anger that stained my voice.

"Hey, you came into my room, reeking of lust. Do you even know how hard it is to ignore that and concentrate on something else?" I looked sharply at his words. Our fight was escalating. We were circling each other like wild animals.

"Could've fooled me! You touched me! You were the one who initiated all-all of this." My hands fluttered in front of me trying to show him my point. I barely noticed the family as they gathered by door. I could hear snippets of whispers though I was concentrating on Jasper and my fight.

'Told you it would be fine, Alice,' Edward told Alice.

'I think he's finally met his match in Bella.' Emmett smirked.

'I hope they don't hurt each other,' Esme worriedly glanced at us.

"You are still nothing but a spoiled little brat who can't move on with her life. This is your life now. You can't go back and be with daddy and you can't go back and see your mommy. So you better buck up and start taking shit seriously, girl," he was now openly shouting at me, and that was when I jumped at him. Emmett immediately intervened grabbing me in midair as I growled and tried anything to get out of Emmetts lock, Edward came to one side of me to grab me and keep me locked.

"Enough!" Carlisle's face was anguished getting me to keep from fighting one of his sons.

"How dare you talk about my family! I absolutely loath you! You are such a bastard!" I still vainly tried to get out of both of the guys and felt the fight seep from me, disappearing as soon as it came.

Jasper had the decency to look ashamed at his words but didn't apologize, he simply nodded to Edward and they tugged me out of the room although I wasn't trying to fight anymore.

"Let's go fight outside sissy," Emmett tried to lighten the mood and I appreciated it. I followed him outside to the snowy wilderness, but it was still like I could sense him. I could feel him watching from his room. Although we screamed and fought I still felt tied to him.

The time passed quickly as we messed around, Emmett taught me how to control some of my anger and how to fight. Rosalie came out to watch for a while but went inside to work on her cars when it got too boring. After a few more hours Emmett deemed it time to hunt which I was grateful for, I felt like my muscles would be sore if they could, but now it was just my head. I couldn't stop thinking about the words he said to me. Even though Rosalie had said almost the same thing to me before they sounded so much worse coming from him.

After our meal and a few more rounds of fighting I could tell that Emmett was about done and ready to spend some time with his wife. It was about when Emmett started telling me he had to go back in that Alice bounded out of the house, the snow flying behind her.

"Bye Emmy! Bella, you wanted to talk?" She dismissed Emmett quick and he flew to his wife. I didn't know if I would ever get used to living with someone who could anticipate exactly what I wanted to do.

"I did, of course. I really wanted to know more about the move and about…Jasper," I tried to whisper his name hoping he couldn't hear me. I figured we were far enough away from the house that he wouldn't be able to.

"Well, first thing first. We aren't going back to Forks, we're going east to a small town in Massachusetts. I'm sure you'll love it; I have a ton of new things for you to wear.

"The second thing, Edward said I shouldn't interfere but I just can't see my brother hurting. I'm sure you haven't had time to read the entire Cullen history book yet, but Jasper has had a rough past. I know he's been anything but nice to you but it really is because he's scared to put himself out there. He doesn't want to get close to you or be friends with you, but at the same time he does. He feels it too, the pull to you. You guys are made for each other like Edward and me or Rose and Em. There's a lot of tension with you both but it's because you both feel it, the love."

I looked at Alice dumbly at the end of her speech. He could feel it too? It wasn't only me torn between hate and love. I had no clue how to process this besides the disappointment that I couldn't go home. I gave Alice a hug. Somehow I would get through this crazy new life even if I wasn't sure how. At least I had people who cared.

"Thank you Alice for talking to me. I needed it," I still couldn't believe that she thought we were destined to be together, it made fate seem so much more real to me. Maybe this all happened for a reason. For love. Me becoming a vampire and losing my family but gaining another. Alice smiled and disappeared while I looked at the clear stars in the night sky. I felt him approach before I had time to process everything. I wasn't sure if I was ready for him, but he approached nonetheless.

"I thought we should talk, maybe calmly," he looked at me hesitantly. I couldn't help but look back at him, the pull made sure of that. I saw his scars, his curly hair with strands of both light brown and buttery blonde aching to be brushed out of his eyes.

"Yea, I think we should," I had meant to say them with force. To get him to apologize for the things he said that hurt more than I could admit, but they came out in a whisper tinged with the want that filled me.

I know he could feel what I couldn't or wouldn't say out loud. I was forced to know that he was feeling the same things too as my emotions nearly doubled. I thought he had some control over smashing people with his emotions but it appeared that with me he had none.

Although we had both agreed to talk about our conflicts, talking was the last thing on my mind and I could feel the last on his too. I was thankful we were so far away from the rest of the family as I made my way over to him once again. An echo of what had happened so many hours ago. This time I reached up to brush his curls away from his face; I could feel the electricity pulsing through me again. It was something I wasn't sure I would never tire of. He captured my hand and intertwined our fingers together, his other hand winding around my waist and pulling me towards him.

I gasped at his want as he gave me physical proof that he never hated me quite as much as I thought. I felt his lips pass my mouth and move down to my neck, flames licking my whole body. A fire I wanted that burned me at every place his lips touched. His other hand left mine, winding itself into my curls. Soon it became essential for me to get closer. I didn't feel very much like a virgin as he stripped me of the long-sleeved shirt I was wearing. His hands moved at a speed only a hungry vampire could possess. He stripped me of my pants getting his shirt off at the same time. His mouth moved to mine encasing me in the taste of Jasper. My whole being belonged to him, every part of me aching to be with him in every way. I worked on his pants, trying to catch up.

"Jesus," I heard the twang of his accent as I felt him. He tossed me in the snow; it sprayed around us like a flurry, bringing a sweetness into our fevered need for each other. I giggled with him, soprano and bass perfectly in tune.

He tugged my panties off, throwing them somewhere behind me and leaned down kissing my stomach and moved back up to my breasts. I had never felt anything like it. The exquisite pleasure his mouth brought me. Even if I hadn't been a virgin I'm sure it would've never felt like this. His hands snaked lower getting to know every intimate part of me. I kissed his scars, the ones on his arm then the ones on his neck and chest. He gave me a surprised gasp and gave me a look that assured me I was probably the only one so tender with the scars of his past. He placed one finger inside of me and I moaned. I needed him inside of me, and fast. No fucking around. I growled and pulled his finger out, placing myself directly under him. He was hesitant before plunging himself inside of me.

I gave a feral cry, grabbing for his hair. The pain and pleasure twisted together before finally turning to pure bliss as he plunged in and out of me. He kept his lips locked on my breast, the other one finding purchase on my hip. I felt something build inside of me and I was nearly ready to explode when he flipped us over placing me on top of him so that I was straddling him. The intense feeling of how deep he was inside of me made me clench tighter, drawing him as close as I could. He devoted one hand to my butt urging me faster and I could feel the pleasure tighten as I was assaulted with not only mine but his emanate release. His hand moved forward touching parts of me I had only experimented with in my bed under the covers, his finger barely touched my clit before I felt my release, and Jasper's following almost immediately. I cried out clenching him around me and felt him release deep inside of me. He gave me a tender, sweet kiss and pulled me next to him. Talking was still the last think I wanted to do.