By the time Justin and Brian got Gus settled both men were too tired and wound up to do anything but collapse on the bed. Brian pulled Justin close to him and held him as they slept.

They woke to the noise of Gus knocking on their door.

"Dad, are you guys awake?" Gus asked softly.

Brian pulled the duvet over them and called out, "Sure. Come in Sonny Boy."

Gus came in to their bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed. "Morning, Dad. Justin. Can we go to the diner for breakfast? I'm starving and you guys have no food. What do you eat?"

Brian laughed, "He really is related to you, Justin." Turning toward Gus, he answered. "Sure. It's Saturday and you don't have school. Go get dressed and let us grab a shower. We'll be ready in a little while."

"Don't take too long in the shower, Dad. I know you and Justin play in the shower."

Justin blushed and Brian smirked. "We'll be fast, sonny Boy. Now go."

"We've been caught Brian. Gus is no longer that innocent little boy." Justin got out of bed, walking to the bathroom where he turned on the shower.

Brian joined him a few minutes later. Justin kissed Brian on the lips then his mouth trailed down his chest as he licked his collarbone and then his nipples. Brian leaned his head back, enjoying Justin's attention. Placing his hands on Justin's head, he pushed the man toward his cock. Justin licked his flat abs as he played with Brian's balls. Brian moaned in appreciation. Justin moved down to the erect cock, swallowing it to the root. Swirling his tongue, he ran it over the sensitive head as he continued to play with his partner. Brian let himself enjoy the sensations, not holding back and soon he was shooting down Justin's throat. Justin swallowed and kissed Brian's cock as he let it slip from his mouth.

Brian pulled Justin up toward his mouth, kissing him and enjoying the taste of himself on Justin's tongue. He grabbed Justin's dick and started pumping it quickly. Justin arched into Brian's hand, relishing the sweet friction. Soon he came, shooting ropes of come over Brian's hand. "Love you," Justin breathed into Brian's mouth. Once his heart rate had returned to normal, he turned so that Brian could wash his hair. They finished their shower and dressed quickly, joining Gus in the kitchen.

"Not bad. It only took you 45 minutes. Come on, I'm starving."

They drove to the diner where Brian ordered his egg white omelet while Justin and Gus ordered pancakes.

"Dad, do I have to go back home? Can't I come live with you? I hate all the fighting."

"We'll talk about it. You can stay the weekend and I'll talk to Mel and Linds."

Gus took a drink of chocolate milk. "You know they will never say yes."

"Sonny boy, let's not worry about this right now. We have an entire weekend."

Their food arrived and Gus poured syrup over this pancakes. "So what are we going to do today?"

"Well, I was thinking that we could go buy you some new clothes. You're really growing like a weed."

"Actually Gus, I thought that you wanted to see the new Chihully exhibit at the art museum."

Brian smiled at Justin's thinly veiled attempt at seeing the exhibit. "You're just using Gus as an excuse to see the exhibit."

Debbie came up to the table. "Gus, how's my favorite grandson?" Debbie leaned in for a hug.

Gus complied and answered, "I'm great grandma. Dad's going to take me shopping and then we're going to the art museum."

"You've got a full day. I'll see you later."

They finished their food and paid the bill and enjoyed their excursions for the day. They ordered pizza for dinner and rented "The Night at the Museum 2".

After Gus went to bed, Justin and Brian went to the media room. Brian placed his head in Justin's lap and Justin started to gently massage his head. "How'd you know I had a headache?"

Leaning down to kiss his partner, he said, "You always pinch your forehead and squinch your eyes when your head starts to hurt. I'm just not usually in a place where I can do anything about it."

"Let's take this to our room, Justin. I'd hate for Gus to wander in on us."

As Brian got up, Justin gave him a big hug, wrapping his arms around his neck and kissing him. "I love you. Gus is asleep by now."

"Probably."

Justin smiled, a mischievous look on his face.

"What are you thinking, Sunshine?"

"Gus is asleep, there are no crises at Kinnetik, no burst pipes…."

"I like the way you think." Brian followed Justin up the stairs, watching his bubble butt as he ascended.

After locking their door, Brian assisted Justin in removing his shirt, kissing down his chest as each button was undone. Justin shivered in anticipation. Brian removed his shirt, running his hands over Justin's sides, and then unbuttoning his pants, pulling them down with his underwear in one movement. Walking Justin back to their bed, Brian gently pushed Justin down and he maneuvered himself to the top of the bed. Justin watched as Brian quickly divested himself of his shirt and pants, tossing them to the side of the bed, ignoring the hamper.

Holding out his arms for Brian, Justin positioned himself on the bed. Legs spread so that Brian could lie between them, extra pillows for later, and the lube nearby. Brian lied on top of Justin, fitting his slim body between his lover's legs, pressing his hard cock against Justin's equally hard cock. Leaning down, he moved his lips to Justin's, gently licking the lower one and then taking it into his mouth to suck on it. Justin groaned in appreciation as he arched his groin into Brian's.

The kiss that started out gentle soon turned intense, Brian pushed his tongue inside Justin's hot cavern, exploring the roof of his mouth and dueling with his tongue. Returning the kiss, Justin thrust his tongue towards his partner, returning the duel. Pulling back from the kiss, Brian made his way down Justin's chest, nipping and kissing his nipples, further arousing his partner. Justin's hands moved to Brian's head, pushing it down toward his cock. Brian moved his mouth from the sensitive nipples, but only moved to Justin's belly button. He licked all around the hole, dipping his tongue in and teasing Justin. Again Justin attempted to push Brian toward his aching cock.

Taking his hands, Brian moved them toward Justin's cock, stroking the hard shaft and cupping his balls.

"Briannnnnnn," Justin hissed at the new contact. "I need you inside me."

Blowing on Justin's cock, he cooled down his excitement and then engulfed the entire shaft in one swallow. He hummed in the back of his throat, an act that he knew often set off Justin with little warning and today was no different as he felt the unmistakable pulses of Justin's cum down his throat. Swallowing the load, he gently licked Justin's cock until he was certain all the cum was gone and then he kissed his way up the man's chest, sharing the taste with him as he gently kissed him again.

"Wanted to take the edge off. Now we can take our time and enjoy." Brian grinned as he looked at Justin's just fucked smile.

"I like the way you think."

They lay in bed, Brian's body wrapped around Justin, his front to Justin's back, as they allowed their bodies to reset. "We're really going to do this?" Justin said out loud, no question in his voice, but rather a statement of fact.

"Having second thoughts?" Brian caressed his stomach as he talked.

"No, never. It's just…"

"Just what?"

Justin took a deep breath, trying to form the words in his brain. "We've known each other for almost ten years, a decade and so much has happened."

Brian continued to caress Justin's tight abs, silently giving his encouragement for the younger man to voice his thoughts.

"I remember the first time I asked you about not using condoms. You got so mad at me. You said, … I want you around for a long time." Justin pulled Brian's hand from his abdomen, kissing it several times and then returning it to its place. "Here we are. You're going to fuck me without a condom."

"Things change. I changed. I also used to say that marriage was for heterosexuals and we were fags and fags fuck."

"I know. You know I love you." Justin whispered, but said loud enough for Brian to hear.

Brian turned Justin towards him, bringing his face close to Justin's. "I said a lot of things in the past and I meant every one of them and I mean this one too. I want nothing more than to fuck you raw, but if you have doubts…."

Justin kissed Brian, silencing his talk. "No doubts. I've seen your love every day. You show me when you buy my favorite brand of paints, even though you have to go across town to buy them. You show me when you take me shopping, when you come to my openings, when you travel with me to New York, despite having a business to run here. You show me when you go out to lunch with my mom and when you indulge me and take me to a museum opening. But this… this is the biggest and most important thing we will ever do and I don't want you to have any regrets."

Brian took Justin's face in his hand, tilting it to look into his eyes, "I will never regret anything that I do for you and this is the most important thing we will ever do. I love you. Yeah, I can say the words. I just choose not to, but today I want you to know that without a doubt, fucking you without a condom is the last barrier. I'm ready and I want you."

Justin rolled over on top of Brian, kissing his lips with a force neither man had experienced. "I want you too."

They kissed furiously, rolling on top of each other, fighting for dominance, but both knowing that Brian would be the one to lead this round. Justin's hard on pushed against Brian's cock, spurring both men into a heightened state of arousal.

Justin grabbed the lube, flipped the top and squirted some on Brian's fingers. "Now!" He hissed insistently.

Brian flipped them both over so he was, once again, lying on top of Justin. He sat up, spread Justin's legs as wide as they could go, Justin grabbed his legs and lifted them while spreading them. Brian almost came from Justin spreading his own legs apart for him, like some virginal sacrifice, which was kind of appropriate because Brian took Justin's virginity, too… and now he was about to take him without a condom.

Carefully he inserted one finger, fucking his hole until it was well stretched. When Justin started moving his body toward Brian, fucking Brian's finger, Brian stilled his body and inserted a second finger and eventually a third. Justin hissed at the stretch but his breathing increased, becoming shallower, signaling his readiness for Brian's cock. Removing his fingers, he wiped them on the bed sheets and aligned his cock with Justin's opening. Gently he pushed, passing the initial barrier and then he was in.

"ohhhhhh." He exclaimed as he felt the warm, moist heat of Justin's tight channel surrounding his cock.

"That's…. Oh….. yeah…."

Brian couldn't believe the feel of skin against skin, his ability to feel every sensation around his sensitive cock head was a hundred times better than he ever envisioned. Pushing into the tight hole, he knew the sensations would quickly overwhelm him. He wanted to fuck Justin raw, the first time, face to face, but this was so much more than he could have imagined. He was barely aware of Justin's face looking up into his with more love, lust, and trust than he had ever seen before. And if his passion could ever be reflected into Justin's eyes, then right now it was a hundred times greater than all of their previous passion.

He attempted to go slow, make their first time memorable, but Justin's clenching of his cock with his ass muscles put a quick end to that thought. Placing his hands on Justin's hips, he grabbed them and used the leverage to pound into his partner. Soon he felt the unmistakable tingling in the small of his back and the rush of adrenaline as he pushed toward completion. Shooting his cum into Justin's tight channel, he felt the warmth of the liquid slide over his cock, bathing it in his own juices. Reaching down, he grabbed Justin's cock, pumping it only a few times until he felt his cum shoot over his fingers. He collapsed on top of Justin, laying quietly as his heart rate once again slowed to normal.

Brian ran his hands through Justin's hair, while Justin smoothed his hands up and down Brian's back. They were both feeling the ecstasy that finally being able to make love raw allowed them. And they both realized that Brian didn't have to pull out, he could stay inside Justin as long as he wanted, as long as Justin wanted.

Brian's cock was softening to the point where it slid out of Justin. They both so wanted a repeat of that, but they were exhausted, and they knew they had a lifetime to get their fill of such a tremendous, passionate, loving act.

Brian grabbed the towel, wiping his cock as he pulled out of Justin, and lay down beside him. Both men were silent, processing what they had just done.

"Thank you," Justin whispered.

"That was ….. Why did we wait so long?..."

"It doesn't matter. It was only time."

"That's settled. Now we have a shit load of crap to deal with the munchers tomorrow, so I suggest we get some sleep. Gus may be 10 but he still needs to be fed and watered and carted around." Brian leaned over, kissed Justin on the lips and pulled Justin towards him as he wrapped the man in his arms and fell asleep.

The end