A/n: Hey here is chapter 7! Sorry I havent updated in a while, I was really busy, and had writers block. Anyway hope you enjoy! REVIEW!
Also sorry fo any mistakes in here.
After our hug, I go upstairs to get my things. I'm not sure how long i'll be staying , so I just grab a bag full of clothes. I grab a few other needed items, and then sit on my bed.
I'm scared about having to stay with Rachel, because I'm not sure I can hide the facade I've been holding up for so long. Rachel is the kind of person that if she knows something is wrong, she will drag it out of you. She won't just ignore it. I know that It will eventually come out ; I'm not happy.
She'll start talking about New York, which will lead to Kurt, which will lead me to become sadden at the mention of his name. Then she will know, and then she will force all my feelings out. I don't want that to happen, but I know It will.
I grab my bag, and head downstairs to where Rachel is waiting.
" Hey are you ready to go know?" Rachel's asks. I nod my head yes, and follow her out the door.
Once were in the car, Rachel turns on music. The song that comes on is not one I want to hear, it reminds me of him. It was the song that started everything. I quickly turn it off. Rachel looks at my confused, but doesn't say anything. We drive in silence in till we get to her house. I look up at her house sceptically. I sigh and un buckle my seat belt, and follow her into her house.
" So Blaine I was thinking that I could order some pizza, and then we can bring it to my room, and have a talk about...things. Sound good?"
" Oh uh yeah that sounds good." I say quietly.
I stand there awkwardly, not knowing what to do, or what to say. When did I become so awkward and shy?
" Well, I'll go order the pizza, you can get take a shower or something, and get settled in." Rachel says much to happily.
I nod my head, and head for her bathroom. It's strange showering in someone else's house. I'm not sure why, but its just feels weird.
I quickly take a shower, and grab some clothes. I slowly put them on trying to take my time so I can delay my "talk" with Rachel.
I take as long as possible in her bathroom, and decide that if I take any longer she'll get suspicious. I walk out of the bathroom, and head for the kitchen where Rachel is. I stand in the kitchen not sure what to do. Rachel turns around and says,
" Oh hey, the pizza is here, lets go upstairs now!"
She pulls me with her, and starts walking to her bedroom before I can say anything.
We get to her room, and she puts the pizza on her side table, and sits on her bed motioning for me to sit as well. I sit down, and stare through her window.
" Blaine, you've been really quite. I know you didn't plan on coming here, but I wanted to talk to you. I've talked to Tina, and the others. They all said that you barely talk, and the you have been withdrawn from everyone. There all really worried about you, and so am I." she says
I don't know what to say. I don't want to say anything, but maybe if I do things will be better. Maybe talking to someone will make me feel better.
