Cali: Sorry for the late posting...school...
Amu: Yea...school...hate it
Cali: So anyways, I'm having a bit of writer's block right now so this chapter might be a bit suckish...
Ikuto: *Scoff* Your chapters are always suckish
Cali: *Smiles sweetly* Aww, Ikuto-kun, you're such meanie
Ikuto: Um...what's with the mood change?...
Cali: Oh nothing, which reminds me, here's a mood change...*Yells at top of lungs* NOW LISTEN UP, TSUKIYOMI. YOU BETTER SHUT THAT DAMN MOUTH OF YOURS OR ELSE I WILL NOT PUT ANY AMUTO AND MAYBE INCLUDE THE KIDDY-KING, TADAGAY, AND MAKE THIS A TADAMU STORY!
Ikuto: You wouldn't...
Cali: Oh yes I would...
Amu: I'll be happy to be with Tadase-kun! Because he's smart, nice, *glares at Ikuto* and polite.
Iktuo: B-but honey...
Amu: Don't you 'honey' me mister...
Cali: Anyways... I don't own anything! And please review! And help come up with good chapters 'cause I dunno what to put for my next chapter...or this one...
Recap
But what Amu didn't realize was this was all part of Ikuto's plan to save her. And that this was also paining him too. As for Midori, she just gave up after always seeing the door locked.
End of Recap
Amu POV
I woke up with red, puffy eyes and baggy eyelids from the lack of sleep and the WHOLE lot of crying. I stayed in bed for a little while after I was awake, trying to rub the redness and sleepiness out of my eyes. I then got out of bed and checked the mirror.
Eh, looks good enough. I hope Ikuto doesn't notice...WAIT AMU! Stop, he doesn't like you. I'm pretty sure he hates you now. Just give it up. I thought, sighing.
I suddenly fell over, clutching my stomach but I just tried to ignore it and grabbed the counter, trying to support me. I pulled myself off the ground using the counter. This was normal now. My hunger pains, weakening me. Wearing away at my life, bit by bit, day after day. I shrugged it off. To me, there was no point in living. I could go to Heaven, and I could go to Hell. I'm sure Hell isn't as bad as it seems. At least compared to my life now...The doorbell rang and snapped me out of my thoughts. Two familiar voices rang out. A small timid one, and a girlish yet still masculine voice. I sighed inwardly. I knew who it was and I knew I was not going to enjoy this day at all.
Ikuto POV
I got up early today but just sat in bed with my hands behind my head, looking at the ceiling while thinking. I then spotted two ants on the fan working together to lift a crumb.
So little and fragile, lifting up a tiny crumb. No matter how pathetic they look, they work together to get the job done. Working together. Like a family. I sighed to myself.
I'mthe one who feels pathetic. I can't even help one girl through her troubles. I guess we're just not the cooperative type. And I can't believe I'm just sitting in bed, looking at two tiny ants lifting a little crumb. How pathetic.
Ikuto. Deep down, you know that you're jealous. Yes jealous of ants. So what? It's not like you have the skills of cooperation. You're just a loner. Admit it. My conscience told me.
I shoved the thought away. I heard the midget and the crossdresser's voices downstairs. Today was going to be a long day. Let's see what kind of stupid plan they've got for us today. Sorry did I say us? I mean me. Amu's probably not coming. I was about to open the door, but turned, reached for the fan, and killed the ants on it.
Midori POV
I barely got any sleep last night from all Amu's screaming and yelling. The doorbell rang. I stifled a loud yawn and stretched, reaching for the door. I tried putting on a bright, morning smile, but I bet it just looked like a fake smile. Rima and Nagi's happy faces greeted my tired-looking one. I just hope they don't notice. They noticed. Remind me to thank Satan later.
"OhayĆ!" They greeted.
"You look tired Midori-san. You should go upstairs, we'll take care of Tsukiyomi-san and Hinamori-san." Nagihiko said, concerned.
"Arigato Nagihiko, Rima." I thanked.
"No problem!" Rima said cheerfully.
I smiled.
We've gone a long way to get here, haven't we Rima? It just seems like yesterday you were giving my those death glares at the breakfast table. I chuckled to myself.
"I'll be upstairs!" I said, a second later being cut off by my yawn.
I walked upstairs.
Let's just hope they can help Amu and Ikuto. And let's also hope I don't walk in on them being mushy together. Unlike a certain two somebody... I thought about the two 'love-birds'. *Cough cough Kutau cough cough*
Rima POV
I smiled as the tired Midori dragged herself upstairs. It seems like she was worn out. I remembered the old days when I didn't realize what Midori was giving up and doing just for us, the foster kids. I still admire her.
A clap interrupted my thoughts. It was Nagi.
"So, do you want to try to get Amu out? I could hear Ikuto getting ready right now." Nagi asked.
As if on cue, Ikuto walked out with a bored expression, but a hard glare in his eye when we made eye contact. I shuddered. It was a bit creepy. He looked away and I sighed, relaxing. All I hoped for was for Nagi and I to be able to help Amu and Ikuto. I also want to relieve Midori a bit too. I'm sure with all this stress she doesn't get any time to herself.
"Hey Ikuto!" Nagi's cheerful voice said, only to die down a bit when Ikuto gave his signature 'death' glare.
I just walked past Ikuto, not making eye contact and headed for Amu's room. I felt Ikuto stiffen up a bit, but he just relaxed after a few seconds and kept walking. He walked past Nagi and into the kitchen. I had a half-mind to run up to Ikuto and grab his shirt coller and say 'Listen up Tsukiyomi. We're just trying to help. So cut the crap and cooperate.' But of course I just pushed the thought away and walked on, flipping my hair out of my face.
I knocked on her door softly and said, "Amu? Please open up. It's me Rima."
No was no response. Then a few shuffles and out came a very dead-looking Amu. I kept my calm smile but I was kinda freaking out inside.
Oh my gosh. I have to help Amu.
"Hi Amu! Wanna go downstairs to eat?" I asked cheerful as ever.
She didn't reply but rather walked past me, going downstairs.
"I'll take that as a yes..." I muttered.
Nagihiko POV
I watched silently as Ikuto pushed past me, making me stumble a bit. I brushed it off. I knew I was appeasing him but he's been through a lot and probably blames us. It technically WAS our fault but, well, come on, we're teenagers! Don't expect us to be good all the time. Although that was a bit too far. I followed him into the kitchen where I found him sitting at the table, waiting. I'm guessing that would be breakfast. I felt him glare holes into my back as I rummaged throught the fridge, looking for something edible. I knew Rima and Amu would probably want some so I took out a few eggs and some bacon. (Yum!XD) I began frying them. After I was done, I poured out the extra bacon oil into a jar and threw it out. I took out four plates and pour some eggs and bacon into each of them. I turned to find Amu standing in the doorway glaring at Ikuto, who merely just looked away.
Well this is just going to make our plan a whole lot harder... I thought, still unsure of the plan Kukai gave us.
RIma came behind Amu and skipped over to me. She helped me with the plates. I sat next to Rima, forcing Amu and Ikuto to sit next to each other, for there was only four chairs. Rima, who beside me staring at the two, smirked. They looked like stone statues.
"Well...dig in!" I said, trying to break the awkwardness.
Ikuto began to chew slowly on the eggs and Amu picked at her food. After a few bites, like maybe three, Amu got up, and walked away. I ran over to her and sat her back down while Ikuto stiffened at the sudden action. Amu's eyes flickered with annoyance but went back to its dark pits a second later. It's still an emotion, whether good or bad.
"You will eat this food, young lady. Didn't your mother ever teach you manners?" I hissed playfully but then froze.
Uh oh, bad choice of words. I mentally smacked myself a few thousand times. Amu stiffened. She slowly turned towards me, eyes full of hate.
"You just had to say that didn't you." Rima hissed.
Ikuto glared at me as Amu threw her chair away from her and crashed through the door up to her room. Ikuto didn't bother to finish his meal but rather just walked away, hands shoved into his pocket. Rima glared at me.
"Plan B?" I said weakly.
Rima turned her back to me.
"There IS no plan be smart-ass. Just watch your mouth next time." And with that, she stormed off with me and my big mouth trailing her behind, ashamed.
Great, we didn't even start the plan and I messed this whole thing up. Four hours of dance practice today, Nagihiko Fujisaki! That's your punishment. I confirmed.
Ikuto POV
That boy sure got nerve saying that to Amu. Good going, good going. I wasn't as mad at him as Kukai and Utau but that just made me pissed off.I resisted my temptation to go to Amu's room so I swerved over to mine and shut the door pretty loudly...I pulled at my hair in frustration.
Damn it! Arg. I wish I can do the plan right now but I can't! I have to wait for the perfect time.
Amu POV
I can't believe it. He just HAD to bring up my mom, didn't he. I thought he was nice. I thought he was different. Sure it was a slip of a tongue but really? I clutched my stomach and tried to ignore the pains. The pains of hunger and the pains in my heart. In my childhood, I've always watched families and pregnant couples walk by from my window. The smile on their faces. The laughter they shared. I used to think 'what's the point of laughter? It's stupid' (I know, that's what Rima said in the anime...don't kill me) but I knew I really cared. I was jealous of their smiles and laughter. I was jealous of their happy family or their too-be child. I was jealous. I spent hours watching them, thinking about my own imaginary family. I could be happy. My mom would be there everyday, cooking my meals, laughing and having fun with me. Sure we can argue, but that's what'll bring us closer. The pain in my chest grew. Then my dad would come home and kiss my mother on the cheek then my mom would ask how was his day. People who have a family just let these things pass. But for me, I think they don't realize how lucky they are. That's because it's a normal 'routine' for them.
I sighed and looked up at the ceiling.
"God, if you're up there. Please help me through my troubles and let me have happiness. I just want all my friends to be happy. Lord, help me have a great family one day, and a house full of kids maybe and a wonderful husband who...loves me. Amen." I whispered.
Amu: *sniff sniff* Nagi! You made me sad...
Nagihiko: Well it technically isn't my fault...
Ikuto: Just shut up with your 'technical' stuff and apologize.
Rima: IT'S NOT NAGI'S FAULT, YOU BASTARD!
Ikuto: Talk for yourself, midget.
Rima: Oh, you just cross the Rima line.
Ikuto: *scoff* The 'Rima line'? What is that? The line between the world of midgets and tall people?
Cali: Okay that was just lame...
Ikuto: Yea it was...
Cali: Anyways, GO RIMA GO! KILL IKUTO!
Ikuto: Yea...WAIT WHAT?
Rima: *puts on evil yet sweet face* Oh don't worry Ikuto, this won't hurt a bit!
Ikuto: .
Amu: Go Rima!
(A/N Sorry there wasn't that much goin' on in this chapter. Hopefully there will be more in the next one or the 9th one. SPOILER ALERT! The next chapter is about the kid that Midori did't save. Read and review and try to give me some good ideas please!)
