I'm Only Sixteen, I'm Not In Love
"This time, This place That I love you
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore"-Nickelback "Far Away"
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Sometimes wondering what person you're going to become,
Stops you from being the person you are.
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'No, no, no. Ha, no way.' He inhales her neck again.
"Can I take a guess at who you are?" He smiles.
"Are you sure you want to guess so early into the game?"
'I guess he's right. Plus I mean there's many other kids at my school who are considered to be geniuses…there's Sasuke, Shikamaru, me, Neji, there's lots of possibilites.'
"You're right. I should wait."
There's only silence in this meadow. There's just him and her. Nothing to disturb them. Nothing to break them apart.
"What are you interested in?" He chuckles. Sakura begins to love his chuckles and laughs and smiles and the breaths that he takes.
"Are you really that oblivious?" Sakura's cheeks start to redden. He smiles.
"You're cute when you blush." She blushes even harder.
More silence.
He inhales.
More silence.
He exhales.
More silence.
He inhales.
More Silence.
He exhales.
"Why can't I see you? Why won't you tell me who you are or how you feel about me or why you're doing this?"
More silence.
"Aren't you going to answer?"
More silence.
"Okay then. How about we come up with nicknames for each other?"
"I already know your name Sakura."
"True. But I don't know yours, and it feels weird asking you questions and trying to address you when I don't know your name." He nods his head in agreement.
"What do you have in mind?"
"Lost." He chuckles.
"Okay."
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It wasn't like he imagined. It wasn't slow and calm, innocent nothing like that, it was amazing. Kissing her was the best thing he could ever experience. He could finally let all of his feelings for her out.
In that one kiss…
It was pure heaven.
His lips and her lips, massaging each other.
Her arms around his neck.
His arms tightened around her waist like they were hanging on for their lives.
They are alone,
No one around.
They are together.
'Oh god.'
She gently nibbles on his lower lip, asking for entrance. He immediately obliges.
His lips part and they continue to share the fire they have for each other.
She slowly pulls away, he doesn't like that.
Their eyes are still closed and they're still so close to each other.
She whispers.
"Do you regret it?" He opens his eyes.
"Regret what?" She giggles.
"Losing?" He answers her question by slamming his lips back onto hers and immediately showing her,
He would lose for the rest of his life, if it meant having her.
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-Nodge-
Nothing.
-Nodge-
Nothing
"Shikamaru!" He jumps awake.
"What?" He looks up at the intruder, it's her.
"Class is over." She stands and rubs her eyes.
"Fall asleep too?" She nods.
"I guess your bad habits are wearing off on me Shikamaru." Sakura grabs her books and shoves them into her backpack. Shikamaru does the same. She asks.
"Have a good dream Shikamaru?" She starts walking towards the door, he follows suit.
"You have no idea."
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Push here and a push there. Walking through the high school halls isn't a great way to wake up after an excellent nap.
"What about you Sakura?" She turns her head around.
"What do you mean Shikamaru?" He chuckles.
'Wait,'
"So troublesome. What about your dream? Did you have a good dream?"
"I suppose. I mean it was rather confusing."
"What was it about?"
"Me trying to figure out who someone is." He chuckles again.
'Why is that so familiar?'
"Figure out what about who?"
"Trying to figure out about who this guy is. He wants me to figure him out. I really want to."
"How come?"
"I want to figure out who he is because, I think he's interested in me." Shikamaru didn't like this.
"Ah. Well, let me know how that one goes." Shikamaru leaves. Sakura yells.
"Shikamaru!" He turns around.
"Yeah?"
She doesn't know why she called for him. She has no idea to be honest.
"Nevermind. I forgot." He chuckles.
"See ya Sakura." And he leaves.
'His laugh is so familiar.'
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'It's just like his laugh. The guy in my dream.'
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Rewritten(4/09/09)
Dedicated to: animelove0713
Why: She really wanted one.
~Renaissance
