A/N: Hey everybody! Not much to say this time but I hope you enjoy this kind of intense chapter!


Secrets Revealed

Kendall P.O.V.

As I looked over at the time, I couldn't help but wonder what James was doing. He had been gone pretty much all day. Logan was reading a book while Carlos and I were playing Biohazrd. Logan had suggested that we play video games to try and 'take my mind off things' as he called it. Even though all it really was is way to exert my frustrations.

I heard the door open and turned to see James walking in. He looked like something was bothering him though. "Hey guys." He said, as he put his hoodie that he was wearing on the hook. "Hey James! Did you have fun with Seleeeeene?" Carlos asked in a mock flirty voice. I noticed the unreadable look that James got at the mention of Selene's name, but it was gone in a few seconds.

"I guess. I wanted to ask you guys something." He said, with a thoughtful look on his face. "What's up?" I asked, noticing his thoughtful look. "Did I play piano or write songs before I lost my memory?" He asked curiously. I couldn't help but smile at that, remembering when we all were trying to beat each other at writing a song for our first album. "Yeah you did. You were great at it actually." I said, noticing the small smile that spread across his face at my words.

"Why the question James?" Logan asked, looking up from whatever he was reading. "While I was at Selene's apartment, I was kinda drawn to the piano. And out of nowhere I just started playing. I even remembered lyrics to a song." He said, sounding somewhat happy. "That's great James! That means you r starting to remember!" Logan said excitedly. I expected James to be happy about this but he still had that small smile on his face.

"Alright. What's wrong Jay?" I asked, noticing that he seemed a little upset about something. "You… you wouldn't lie to me… Would you Kendall?" I felt a surge of nervousness run through me at his question. "Of course not. Why do you ask?" I lied, hoping he wouldn't be able to read me. James and I had always been able to read each other. We could tell when the other was sad, upset, happy, even when the other was lying.

He was staring at me as if he was trying to read me, and I felt my heartbeat start to increase from my nervousness. I noticed the worried looks on Carlos and Logan's faces as well. James let out a sigh before responding. "It's nothing. I guess I was just worrying about nothing." I inwardly let out a sigh of relief at his words. "Hey James! Want to play Biohazard with us?" Carlos asked excitedly, running over to us, effectively knocking me over in the process. I let out a pained groan before I felt myself being helped up. I opened my eyes to see that it James who had helped me up.

I immediately turned to Carlos who had a shocked, guilty expression on his face. "Really Carlos?!" I yelled, immediately regretting when I felt a wave of pain wash over my head. "I'm sorry! I guess I got a little too excited." He apologized, looking even more guilty. "You think." I muttered. "Look why don't we just watch a movie instead?" James suggested, noticing that I wouldn't be able to play any games in this condition. "Okay!" Carlos exclaimed, picking a random movie and putting it in the DVD player. James and I walked over and sat on the couch as the movie started.

Halfway through the movie I heard somebody knocking at the door. I walked over to the door to answer it and instantly regretted it when I saw who was at door. "What do you want Selene?" I asked, not even bothering to hide the irritation in my voice. "Well aren't you just a ray of sunshine today?" She retorted, smirking when I let out a groan of annoyance. "Seriously, why are you here?" I asked, wondering wh she was here.

"Everything okay?" I turned around to see James behind me. "Everything's fine." I snapped, wanting to get the other blonde to leave as soon as possible. "No it's not. You're little friend here is being a jerk." Selene said, sending me a death glare. "I wouldn't have to be a jerk if you would just leave!" I yelled.

James P.O.V.

I watched in shock at the two blondes that were currently arguing. I knew that it would probably be best for me to stop this before it escalates. "Guys." I tried, feeling a slight pain in my head. They kept arguing so I decided to try again. "Guys." I said, a little louder this time. I felt like I was going to black out any second now so I decided to try one more time. "GUYS!" I yelled, finally managing to grab their attention. I felt myself start to black out. The last thing I heard was someone calling my name.

"You and I went to that science lab tour. You said your head started hurting so you went into some room and found a bunch of canisters. You accidently opened one and you inhaled some of the gas that was released. We went to see some more of the exhibits and when we were heading to the car you passed out." I heard Logan say. I wasn't sure if he was talking to me or no. I couldn't really see anything since it was kinda fuzzy.

"James stop. This isn't you, it's the gas! You have to fight it!" I heard Kendall say. The picture was fuzzy but I soon realized that we were in the apartment and it looked like we were having some kind of argument. "Stay out of this Kendall. This isn't about you. This about how Logan thinks he's better than everyone. I mean, we get that you're smart but do you have to point it out all the time? I honestly don't know why we're friends because the more I think about it… I think that maybe it is your fault that I have to suffer through these headaches and mood swings. If I hadn't gone to that stupid science lab with you I'd be fine. But if this hadn't happened I wouldn't have realized how much I don't want to be your friend anymore, let alone brother, because I hate you!"

Kendall P.O.V.

I didn't know what to do! Here I was sitting here with an unconscious James in my arms. I was getting ready to ask Logan what to do when I heard a pained groan coming from James. "James! Are you okay?" I asked as he started to wake up. He looked around the room but I was shocked when my eyes met his. His eyes held so much anger, sadness, hurt and betrayal. Which only meant one thing… he remembered everything.

"James, are you-" I heard Logan say as he walked over to us. But as soon as James saw him, he snapped. "Stay away from me!" He yelled, anger evident in his voice. "James, what-" Logan started, but was once again cut off by James. "You lied to me! You said that we were like brothers but we're not! You want to know how I know? Because I remember! I remember ending our friendship!" James yelled.

"James you don't understand!" I said, hoping he would let me explain. But when he turned to face me, that's when I noticed the tears in his eyes. He looked so hurt and betrayed I felt my hert break at the sight. "Just save it Kendall! I trusted you! All I asked you to do was be honest with me and you couldn't even do that!" He yelled, betrayal now blending with the anger in his voice. "James please just let me explain!" I said as I tried getting closer to him. "No! Just…stay away from me and out of my life!" He said before walking out of the apartment.

It was in that moment that I broke down into tears. Because I knew that this was my fault.


Done! So… yeah, James remembered the bad stuff. Next chapter will deal with the aftermath of everything. What's you guys think of the chapter? Let me know please! I'll try to update soon! Until next time!

-Epically Obssessed