Chapter 7:What a catch, Donnie
Warnings: mental illness (bipolar with psychotic features) Self-harm, and attempted Suicide, Drug use and Spousal Abuse. One sided Yugi/Yami, Joey/Seto, Ryou/Bakura
Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh. If I owned the show it would be a lot more twisted, I don't own the song "Stay Alive" that is by Smile Empty Soul.I also don't own "what a catch,Donnie" That is by Fall out Boy. Story is unbated so all mistakes are my own and I own up to them. However if someone one wants to Bata for me that would be love.
A/N: this chapter goes out to a really good friend of mine that always gives me good feedback and who has believed in me when i want to give up. I miss you boo! Other than that I would love some reviews, they make me update more often*cough*
"You didn't call me to come get you.." Yami said looking slightly down at the floor
" i am perfectly capable of walking home.." Yugi said as he started up the stairs.
" I realize that, but you could have at least called.." Yami said as Yugi slammed the door to their small bedroom.
Yugi could feel the tears run hot down his cheeks. He knew that Yami and Tea where friends, but he didn't understand what she had that he didn't. Tea didn't see Yami as anything but a friend, and yet Yami was head over heels in love with her. Yugi did nothing but love Yami,despite all of his faults and yet it was her that held Yami's flopped down on his bed and stared up at the celing and dispite his best efforts the tears still fell.
"See.. I told you that he didn't want anything to do with you.. It seems that his heart belongs to Tea.. Someone that is not a freak." The voice said trying to sound comforting.] Yugi pulled out his phone and scrolled down to Ryou's name and began to write him a sad text message. He then reread it and delated it and started a new one.
"What are you doing?" Yugi pressed send A few seconds later he got a reply from Ryou
"Nothen much. enjoying the scilence. Getten ready to poke some smot."
"ha. sounds fun" came Yugi's reply to the message.
" I got the house to myself for the next day or so. You can come over if ya want." Yugi looked at the message for about a minute and then decied to go with it. It seemed like a better idea than sitting in the house fighting the tension with Yami.
" Yeah, I'll be there in a little bit.=]" Yugi sent, getting up to pack an overnight bag.
Yugi began to pack up a pair of jeans and tshirt for the next day and another pair of boxers and his body spray, where there came a knock on the door.
" Yugi.. can we talk about this.." Yami said opening the door.
"there is nothing to talk about." Yugi said smiling walking past Yami.
"Where you going?" Yami asked sounding some what appaled that Yugi was going anywhere.
"I'm going to Ryou's for the night." Yugi said walking down stairs.
" Well don't you think that you need to tell someone..' Yami said with his hand on his hip.
" Yeah.. your right...Bye Grandpa. I have my phone one me." Yugi yelled and smiled at Yami and he walked out of the door.
The walk to Ryou's wasn't a very long walk, with the music that he had to accompany him, he walked at a brisk pace and felt like he couldn't wait to see Ryou. He finally walked up to Ryou and Bakura's house and knocked on the door, praying that Bakura didn't come back early. Ryou finially came and answered the door, long white blond hair pulled up in a pony tail and eyes blood shot red.
"Yuge.. You made it." Ryou said hugging his friend.
"Yeah, I wouldn't let ya down." Yugi said hugging his friend back.
"Well come in, before you let the smoke out and the whole neighborhood gets a contact." Ryou said laughing as he closed the door behind Yugi.
Yugi walked in the tiny apartment that Ryou shared with his overly jealous boyfriend and walked back toward the bedroom, putting his stuff down he noticed how clean everything was. He smiled and then looked over at the wall by the door and noticed a hole what was there. He didn't want to bring it up to Ryou, he just assumed it was from a night that Bakura had too much to drink and took it out on the wall instead of his friend.
Yugi walked into the living room and sat on the couch and watched a Ryou rolled up a blunt and began to shake his head.
"So how are things?" Yugi said watching Ryou's every movement "Good, Kura is off at his mom's house for a while. Said something about how he needed to have some mommy time.. i don't know I didn't really listen to him." Ryou said licking the wrapper to the blunt to make sure that it was sealed "Have things calmed down since the other day?" Yugi said scratching the back of his hand, He hated talking about things like this with Ryou.
"Yeah, after I left the park I came home to a dozen roses and a romantic dinner. It was soo sweet, he told me that he was soo sorry. That he didn't know what came over him, but he vowed that he would never hit me again. even if he had to stop drinking." Ryou said picking up his ligher and running the flame over the seem before lighting the end.
" Well, if you believe him then i guess that is what counts." Yugi said reaching out for the blunt when Ryou passed it to him.
"I do, I really do Yuge." Ryou said smiling.
Ryou got up and and walked over to his computer and looked up some music, leaving Yugi to smoke. Yugi inhaled and held the smoke until he thought he was going to cough up his lung and blew out. He was starting to feel the mind numbing high that he didn't realized that he missed so much. He hit it again thinking of the problems that he was having in his own life and before he knew it, almost half of the blunt was gone.
"God Yugi.. you going to save some for me?"Ryou said crossing the room and taking the blunt from Yugi.
"Oh, man. I'm soo sorry Ry." Yugi said looking down at the floor
"Dude, its ok." Ryou said smiling and laughing.
They finished smoking and settled down to watch a movie and eat some pizza watching "Spiceworld" for the millionth time, they decided to head to the bedroom to get some sleep in.
Yugi awoke the next morning to a loud crash and a muffled scream. He looked over to his left where Ryou had fallen asleep last night and saw that he was not there. He walked to the door and slightly opened it. He couldn't see much of anything but he could head Bakura's voice.
" Why the fuck is there someone else in our bed?" He said grabbing Ryou by the shoulders.
" Baby.. it's Yugi.. he came over and hung out with me last night while you were at your moms." Ryou said crying "Did I say that you could have someone else in my house when I was gone?" Bakura said followed by a loud slap.
" You have till I come back from the store to get that fagot out of my house." Bakura said slamming the door.
