What killed you ironically, did not make you stronger. Whoever thought up of such bollocks obviously must have never seen the woes of heartbreak and the onset of pain shortly there after.
The feeling must be benign to them because if Draco was sure, he just wanted to die even further. No not die because dying as too simple for what he felt right now. It was weird.
He didn't want to die but he wanted to exist. He had built up his entire being on a now completely baned existence and he didn't know what to do. He did not know what to do.
Draco Malfoy did not know what to fucking do after having his heart shit on by a…BEAUTIFUL fucking prude—no never prude! She was justice! She was the meaning of life to him but apparently it would never be reciprocated because he was just a piece of parchment in her fucking diary of—fuck! He didn't even know what he was saying!
So he just screamed it. Not screamed it but he let it out somehow.
Covered in the most elegant but now useless of linens, he whispered something dark and hated which chilled anyone who heard it in a small distance to the bone.
"You fucking broke my heart, you goddess of gorgeous hate. I hate you so badly. I fucking hate you Hermione. You tore me to fucking shreds after I let you cry on my shoulder. I don't even know what to fucking do. I loved you and—"
He focused.
"I will never forgive you and you swore to me you've never do to another what Ron supposedly did to you but what the fuck? He died you silly bint! You fucking liar. All this shit—I loved you. I FUCKING LOVED YOU!"
FUCK! He had put so much FUCKING work into this and…gods so fucking stupid.
"So much disappointment, years of blind following and hatred…I come out of it a new man and what the fuck happens? Hah—I was fooled! Another case of the Voldemort shite!"
He pulled at his roots and prayed it hurt just as much as his heart did. Even if someone asked him about it, they wouldn't understand the hurt of a first love rejected so rudely as his.
"I'll stay here and just fucking die."
He had a solution and hoped it went through.
