previously
"If im useless and worthless as you tell me all that time why not kill me! Huh? I want to know! IV asked you more than once for death! But you never give it to me! Why? So you can touchier me even more than I do myself! "I screeched.
" if you won't give me what I want I'm sure I have a lot of enemies that would love to do to! All I want is to end my suffering!" I yelled and ran for the door I only got a few feet when Felix wrapped his arms around my waist and stopped me. I just gave up and fell limply in his arms and he sunk down to the ground with me in his arms" Felix just kill me let me die please; I want to be with my baby! "I sobbed he just sat there with me head on his chest shhing me.
BPOV
Some how I ended up in locked in my room, sitting on my bed with my knees pulled up to my chest just staring at the blank wall infront of me. I had stopped crying hours ago, I don't know how long I have been in here. The only people that tried to come in were Felix and Dmitri, but they had finally given up on trying to get me out.
The words Marcus spoke kept replaying in my head over and over "you got you little brat killed it was all you Isabella!" over and over again that's all I heard but this time I stopped crying, something broke inside of me and I went numb .
The reason I think his words hurt so much was because they were true, I have waited over a hundred and fifty years for someone to blame me for my sons death and some small part of me was grateful for that.
I slowly got off of my bed and slipped on a clean black dress and cloak, I put my hair up in a tight bun much like Jane always did, and headed to the thrown room
When I got there their was yelling and arguing but I didn't stop to hear what they were saying I just pushed the doors open and walked in, the yelling had stopped as I walked in. The whole guard was there and the brothers as well. I walked up to the kings and bowed "masters" I said in a dead tone
"Isabella? What are you doing here?" Aro asked in a concerned tone.
"Why master Aro it is part of our deal and my duty to be here and serve you" I said still lifeless
"Isabella you need to go to your room and rest" Caius said in a soft tone
"NO im fine!" I hissed at him I felt bad but dismissed that thought.
"I would like to say something master aro if you will allow it" I asked
"Yes Isabella whatever you would like" aro nodded his head still concerned
"Maucus?" I called he wouldn't looked at me his face blank" I would like to thank you" I said finally with emotion sadness.
"What?" he asked confusion crossed his face very quickly.
"What you said earlier about…..mason and Edward, I was true and IV waited for over a hundred and fifty years for someone to say that to me so thank you" I said back in my dead voice. Shock flashed his face and everyone one else's. I walked over to my spot in the guard. The whole room was still.
soo sorry its short! next chapter by tomorrw mornin!Thanks yall!
