Date: December 7th
Character: Edward
Stimulus: Cheer
Parting with Bella is even more painful now that it's the holidays. Everyone I see- every thought I hear- is positive, happy and downright joyful.
Excitement is in the air. Little kids are not-so subtly hinting at what they want for Christmas, adults happily buying such gifts, while also moaning at the cost, and families are home for the holidays.
Lovers are taking it all in and spending the holidays together.
All this ecstasy makes me more miserable, if that's possible. It definitely weakens my self-control. I want so badly right now just to go home back to my Bella. My body needs it- I feel like I'm being torn apart from the inside.
I've seen what I look like from what feels like a million different view points. Most people feel sorry for me actually, a tragedy during the holidays. Something is definately wrong with me- eben the humans notice.
How sad for him.
I wonder if someone died.
Did his girlfriend cheat on him, or something?
I know I'm hurting the family by being away, which makes this all the more unbearable.
"Mommy, can I have this?"
I wonder if my girl will like her gift...
Uncle Jimmy's home!
Mistletoe!? Oh God, I'm gonna die from embarrassment.
I hope Bella's holidays are better than mine.
