Ally pov
Once I ran home I got my key out and unlocked the door. I opened the door and stormed to my room ignoring the started I got from my dad and Mimi. I slammed the door once I got in my room. I sat on my bed and let the tears fall. I cried myself to sleep.
Austin pov
I realldidn't mean what I said about Ally, about her being stupid. I just wanted to fit in. I didn't mean to hurt her feelings.I feel guilty that I said that. That's why I couldn't look at her.
" I want the bear'' cassidy said
Right now I am at the carnival cause she invited - wait no forced me to come with her. I couldn't say no.I really don't like cassidy or the other people I hang out with except dez of course. Dez: my best freind . He's really weird but I'm use to it, so don't be creeped out when he says random stuff...all the time...so anyway back to the carnival.
I signed. I walked to the owner of the stand and payed him $3 for 3 balls. I am trying to knock 3 monsters down. I'm not trying. I threw one week ,on purpose and it still knocked it . im just that good. i threw another one and knocked it down. I signed. I tried to not concertrate on the monsters so I closed my eyes and looked away and threw it . Then I heard I scream come from cassidy. Oh man . Its her happy scream. I must have knocked it down. I looked over to cassidy, who has the bear in her hand. Oh man.I signed and put on a fake smile. '' yah,I did it '' I said faking enthusiasm. Cassidy smiled and kissed my cheek. Ewwww. To much lip gloss. She grabbed my hand and put on over her played a couple more games before cassidys dad called and said she was needed at home. Yessssss! Thank you cassidy's drooped me off at the school to get my car . '' bye '' she said '' bye '' I said . '' I'll see you tomorrow '' she said getting closer to my face . '' um yeah'' I said uncomfortable. She moved closer to me '' cool'' she said '' yup'' I said she leaned closer and kissed me . I pulled away '' um ,okay um, bye '' she said. ''Yup'' I said. Awkwarrrrrrrrrddddddd! This is awkward. She got out the car and waved back at me . '' oh and cassidy'' I said . '' yeah '' she asked '' lay off of ally will you , please for me '' I said . She looked at me confused but then signed . ''Fine, but you owe me ,big time'' she said ''thank you '' I said '' yeah,yeah yeah'' she said. She got to her car and waved one more time. I waved quickly and drove off. Ahhh...finally...freedom! i drove back to my house and parked my car and got out my key ,ally's dad gave me . I unlocked the door and walked in . I said hi to my mom and Lester. i walked up to Alloys room to get this over with. I knocked on her door .no responce . I opened the door and seen that she was sleep. I went over to her bed and seen tears on her eyes. I killed me to think that she was crying. I never really came upon on how beautiful she looks in her sleep. I shook it off and sat there looking at her. I traced my finger over her cheek . She stirred a little and opened her eyes. She looked around happy and then saw me , her happy expression when into a mad expression. I signed here we go. '' why are you in her '' she said mad. '' to tell you I didn't mean anything I said '' I said '' just leave '' she said '' Ally , please '' I said . '' I just want you to leave , you made it clear that you don't like me '' she said hurt. I Felt really guilty. '' I didn't mean any of it , I swear '' I said . She signed . '' I need time '' she said . I signed for like the hundredth time today '' y-yeah I can give you, um time '' I said . She signed again. '' thank you , now ...um ...can you like ...um, leave ...please '' she said. Wow. That hurt. But I deserve it '' um...yeah ...well, bye '' I said walking to the door. I slowly trusted the door knob '' here I go , out in the big bad world '' I signed . She signed and laughed . I signed again '' okay ,I'm going and I'm not turning back '' I said twisted it slower. '' get your ass out my room'' she said joking, well I think. I opened the door and walked out and slowly closed the door . I walked to my room and sat on my bed . Why do I want to fix this so much with her . I have never in my life wanted to fix something so bad as I want to now . Why do I want to fix this ?
Ally pov
Once he walked out I got my song book from under my pillow and opened to the song I was working on . What just because I'm mad at him a lot doesn't mean I can't still write a song about him!
I thought about some more lyrics :
Now I don't know who you are
But you look like a star
And everybody here be thinkin'
Who's that boy?
Wanna take you home
And get you all alone
And everybody here is thinkin'
Who's that boy?
(OK that's good now what do I have all together)
I wanna get you by yourself
Yeah, have you to myself
I don't need nobody else
Don't want nobody else
He's special, I know
His smile, it glows
He's perfect, it shows
Let's go!
I've been starin' at ya
And I could do it all night
You're looking like an angel
With that kind of body needs a spotlight
Ain't nobody know your name
But looking like you do could be famous
I could see us making ways
From the back of the club
To a bed in the shade
Now I don't know who you are
But you look like a star
And everybody here be thinkin'
Who's that boy?
Wanna take you home
And get you all alone
And everybody here is thinkin'
Who's that boy?
