Staring at the knife in my hand
Wondering when my life will end
Walking to the mirror to see
Just a lonely girl staring back at me
Standing out in the rain
Watching night merge with day
Wondering which hour will end my pain
Hoping that hour hasnt came
Going to school, hiding behind a smile
While inside I am full of guile
Planning the day to spring my surprise
Just keeping an eye on the prize
The day has finally come
The hour I feel most unloved
Looking down at the blood
I smile, knowing soon I will be loved
Opening my eyes to a surprise
Who are all these people with tears in their eyes?
Whispering their sadness and grief
But cant hear it all...
Lights and colors bleeding together...
Forever...
Knowing I am gone when I hear that beep...
Beep...Beep...Beep...Beep...Beeeeeeep...
Sleeping forever in a tomb
Only light comes from the moon
Lighting me with its grace
Through time and space
