Staring at the knife in my hand

Wondering when my life will end

Walking to the mirror to see

Just a lonely girl staring back at me

Standing out in the rain

Watching night merge with day

Wondering which hour will end my pain

Hoping that hour hasnt came

Going to school, hiding behind a smile

While inside I am full of guile

Planning the day to spring my surprise

Just keeping an eye on the prize

The day has finally come

The hour I feel most unloved

Looking down at the blood

I smile, knowing soon I will be loved

Opening my eyes to a surprise

Who are all these people with tears in their eyes?

Whispering their sadness and grief

But cant hear it all...

Lights and colors bleeding together...

Forever...

Knowing I am gone when I hear that beep...

Beep...Beep...Beep...Beep...Beeeeeeep...

Sleeping forever in a tomb

Only light comes from the moon

Lighting me with its grace

Through time and space