A/N: I am sorry that it took soo long… my profile wouldn't pull up. Because I didn't get many votes for my poll I will do Tanya… ALSO… if you want EPOV tell me or random lemons tell me…
Chapter 7: Dinner Parties and Girlfriends
I didn't know if I liked her with him or not. But its not like I have a say. I mean it is his girlfriend. Damn it why am I thinking like this? Its not like I like him or even care enough about him to think such things.
He grinned at everyone but didn't meet my eyes. Duh. I knew his smile would disappear if he looked at me. "Everyone Tanya. Tanya everyone."
I saw her lean over to him and whisper something that made him laugh. I really need to get a guy. A boy toy. Nothing serious. I don't want to have another Jake. Just a guy maybe. Someone random.
I saw her lean into him and he wrapped his arm around her waist. No one had said anything about or to Tanya. Emmett frowned and said " Tanya. You must be Edwards girlfriend."
She grinned. "Oh yes."
I grimaced as did everyone else. No one liked her but that didn't seem to tip off Edward. I stood and shook her hand. "Hi Tanya. I am Bella. Alice's best friend."
She shook my hand and frowned. She was letting me know that she didn't approve of me. I didn't approve of her either. So the feeling was mutual. I sat back down and watched Alice walk around her as if sizing her up. Please tell she isn't comparing her to me. She made this hmm noise and looked at me and shook her head. Shit she was.
I gave her a glare and she shrugged.
I rolled my eyes and went into the kitchen to grab me a drink. I didn't want to deal with the couple any longer.
I turned to see Edward in here smiling at me. He smiled differently at me then Tanya. "Do you like her?"
He was asking me? That was strange…. No one needed my approval. "I don't think it matters what I think."
"It matters to me," I heard him whisper. I wheeled around to face him.
"Listen to me Edward," I snapped. "I hate her. So does everyone else but it doesn't matter what other people think when you love them. Or like them. God stop trying to impress everyone!"
I turned and left the room with Edward gaping behind me.
We all sat down to eat. Edward and Tanya sat next to each other. It really bugged me. NO damn it I cant care. I shouldn't care. I don't care. But I might care.
I couldn't eat watching Tanya and Edward steal pecks on the cheeks or secret whispers. I gave up and stood to go to the bathroom.
I slumped down on the floor. I hate my life. I never want to move from this spot. I could hear Edward and Tanya. I could see their future. They would have kids and live happily ever after.
Well that's just shit for me. Who would I have? Jacob? God no.
I rocked back and forth trying not to cry. They would make each other happy. I couldn't do that for anyone.
I sighed. "Guess I better get out of the bathroom." I unlocked the door and tried to open it. Shit its stuck. "Ally can you come in here for a minute?"
"Yeah sure."
I heard her try to open the door. "Is it locked?"
"No."
"Damn its stuck." I heard Alice going to get help. I heard muffled laughs. Great. Someone kicked the door in. Well it wasn't stuck now. Then I saw who did it. Edward. Shit could he tell that I had been crying?
I didn't ask.
I walked out and sat down on the couch. Alice smiled. "Lets do a movie night!!" I frowned. I was the only one without a date and I hated being alone with couples watching movies.
Alice put in a random movie. She didn't care to show us. I slid down in the only seat with a pout. I wanted to be somewhere else. Anywhere else.
The movie started and I glanced around the room to see Edward and Tanya kissing. Okay that's it. I am done with this movie/date night.
I stood up and walked out of the room to my own room. I locked the door and slumped to the ground. I wasn't going to cry but I felt like it.
I don't remember if I fell asleep or if I just sat there but time had no meaning to me anymore.
I felt someone kick my door. For the strength of the kick it was Alice. I frowned. "Leave me alone Ally."
"But everyone is leaving."
"Let them," I muttered under my breath.
Next thing I know Alice is in my room and my door is shut again. She was standing over me with a grimace. "You have no idea how gross it was to watch Edward kiss that slut. I mean does he not know that chick sleeps with any guy she can get her hands on!"
"Apparently not."
Alice's eyes flashed to my face. "Your jealous. YOU LIKE HIM ADMIT IT!!!" she called as she danced around the room.
"Umm no I don't."
Alice raised an eyebrow at me and walked towards me. "Admit it or I will burn your books. Trust me I will."
I began to pout but decided against it. "Fine. I think I might like Edward."
Alice smiled at me. "Now that you've admitted it… its time to make you more 'appealing' to the average male."
Damn no!!!!
She grabbed my arm and pulled me to the bathroom. The torture will never end!
This is what I get for telling her who I liked.
A/N: Sorry for the short chapter… :P but I don't feel the need to update this story as much as others. I PROMISE TO UPDATE MORE!!!
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