So i know its like literally nothing but my word expired so ive literally had to write it up on fanfiction edit thing and i didnt have enough time but i wanted to get something up so you wouldnt complain and lose faith in me but as soon as i get word i'll keep writing. Enjoy x


Almost as soon as Wanda managed to stop shaking enough to put her shorts back on, there was a knock at my door. I glanced at her quickly, and then grabbed my guitar, improvising a story in my head. Dammit, she was still twitching! How was I ever gonna explain that?!

"Stop twitching," I muttered under my breath, "Come in!" I said, louder, putting my hands in positions to play chords.

"Hey Jamie, whatcha up to?" Mel said, walking in, attached to Jared as usual.

"Wanda? What are you doing here?" Mel asked, surprised to see her there. Of course, she was expected to be with Ian since he was going on a raid tomorrow. I had a mental block and a stuttering attack as the anger threatened to overwhelm me.

"Jamie's playing to me," she said quickly, still sounding slightly shaky and breathless.

Mel frowned at her, "Are you okay?" she asked. Wanda nodded once real quick. Great. Way to make Mel less suspicious. I thought Mel was smarter than that actually. Shouldn't she have noticed that my hair was all messed up? Guessed that Wanda had been pulling at my hair? I restrained a shiver; the pain was still there, the reality alive. I, subtly, ran my fingers through it, trying to avoid the piercing look Jared was giving me.

"What you playing Jamie?" Mel asked, suddenly. I looked up. Jared was shaking his head at me behind Mel. Argh, he made me so mad, I wanted to punch him. Grr.

"Free fallin'. I needed Wanda's help to choose which way to play the bridge," I emphasised the needed, looking directly at Jared. He shot me daggers.

"O...kay," Mel said, looking between Jared and me. There was a long silence while Jared and I had an unspoken argument. I could feel Wanda getting fidgety next to me and I had the urge to put my arm around her but I couldn't. Not with Mel there. Something must've changed because Mel cleared her throat uneasily. Then I realized I was standing. Oh. She must've freaked when I advanced. It wouldn't be the first time breaking Jared's nose.

"I'm sure you didn't need it that much Jamie," Jared said through gritted teeth.

"Yes. I did." I growled back, equally as ferociously. Neither girl got our innuendo. We continued to stare each other off. Wanda and Mel exchanged nervous glances. Jared caved before me. Relaxing his gaze, putting his arm around Mel casually, he said, "So lets hear it then."

I blinked, surprised.

"Well, can't we decide? Let's hear both ways," he teased me tauntingly. I so badly wanted to hit him. I'll get him back later. Right now I had to improvise. Mel was watching me expectedly and Wanda was still trying to hide the fact that she was twitching. I shot daggers at him then started playing. I tried it with a falsetto, making Wanda stifle a gasp again and then tried it in a monotone. I saw the corners of his mouth curling.

"No choice Jamie, falsetto all the way," Mel said, high-fiving me enthusiastically. I responded with no such enthusiasm. She gave me a weird look. I smiled, reassuringly at her, with difficulty. Then Wanda shuffled next to me and the smile became genuine. That girl makes me go insane but I wouldn't have it any other way.

"Anyway, Wanda you comin'?" Mel asked. My protective side immediately came in.

"Where?" I shot at her before Wanda could speak.

"Um...I need to talk to her? Why? Do you still need her?" Mel questioned, accusingly.

I shook my head slowly.

"Jamie, I need to talk to you," Jared said, staring at me.

"Me too," Wanda added.

"Me three," Mel inserted.

I stared at the three of them in shock.

"Well I guess we know who's popular," I muttered when I managed to speak.

"Wait, what do you need to talk to him about?" Mel asked, looking pointedly at Jared.

"Guy stuff, what do you need to talk to him about Wanda?" Jared shot out, gritting his teeth. Wanda blushed furiously.

I cut him off with a glare so powerfully icy that he was rendered speechless. No one and I mean no one can mess with my girl.

"Okay, you guys can talk and I'll take Wanda to the kitchen. Jamie, you have one hour," Mel reminded me.

"Til' what?" I asked, baffled.

"Till you're performing," she said.

I nodded then waved them out the door, brushing my hand across Wanda's back as she got up. Her blush increased but thankfully, nobody noticed. Then the door shut, leaving me and Jared alone.

"I have nothing to say to you," I muttered, picking my guitar back up and strumming.

"Well, I have a lot to say to you," Jared yelled, "What the hell did you do?!"

I ignored him.

"You don't need that," he said, going back to the point I made earlier. This just made my anger overflow. I threw the guitar down on the bed and slammed him against the wall.

"Yes I do! She's the only thing that calms me. You have no idea how much I am messed up here and don't even try to tell me everything will be okay because it won't. It won't ever be okay. And you aren't anything to do with me. You aren't family so don't try to kid yourself that you are because you aren't and you will never be anything to me so just leave. Me. ALONE!" I yelled. I literally threw him out the door and slammed it behind him. I fell heavily against the bed and curled into a ball, letting my emotions pull me in all directions. Slowly, I managed to fall asleep. I hadn't actually slept that much to be honest and I was exhausted. The next thing I knew, a small hand was pressing against my cheek.

"Jamie. Jamie. Jamie, Wake up. Jamie," The voice was so soft, so angelic. I thought it was a dream. I didn't want to wake up.

"Jamie, you have to perform. Wake up," she whispered again. Her lips softly pressed against mine and my eyes flew open.

Her perfect face was inches away from me.

"Is this a dream?" I asked softly.

Wanda giggled and shook her head. I kissed her back hungrily.

"Not now Jamie. Everyone's waiting. You have to perform," she murmured, reluctantly pulling away. I swung her back to me and hugged her tightly. No way were we going anywhere until she gave me a proper kiss. I looked at her sternly. She sighed and reached her head up to reach my lips. I met her half way with so much force that she was knocked backwards. I rolled over till she was pressed against the mattress. Was it possible to love someone this much? To be bursting with happiness everytime our lips touched. Heat filled my core and I felt like i was going to explode. This time, not from anger but from love and happiness. I really needed to go to rehab or something. These changes in emotions were just not good.

"Can you perform now?" Wanda whispered breathlessly around my lips. I shook my head, brushing them against jerked her head away from me. I tried to press my lips against hers again but she kept wriggling.

"Tonight," she promised. I sighed then got up off her.

"You tempt me too much. It's not fair," I muttered, irritated. Wanda giggled, pulling me out the room.


Yeah i know its crap and im sorry. but yeah. i did my best as usual. i swear, the next chapter will be longer. As an answer to .NewMoonFan., they want me to break up with him coz he's too protective and he punches people for just saying they like me. but i think thats utter crap really. coz its a good thing that he's protective. not that he punches people but yeah.

Anyway, i do think he kinda knows but he doesnt want to say anything coz he's too good friends with Ryan. argh i dunno. i might just like swear off guys. but then i'd be losing coz id have lost my best friend and my boyfriend. this is a conundrum. i really just need a holiday.

which i'm getting! i'm going to spain, just to totally relax. Except, guess who my mum invited to come with us because she doesnt know we're going out? David. yep. and. we're sharing a room. its gonna be kinda awkward. but at least i get to relax. She usually lets me and my brother invite someone each and Ryan hates it. He's the one who usually gets invited. He's the one who was always like another brother to me though and i think my mum thinks that he feels differently which is why i wasnt allowed to invite him this time. i dunno. its strange. on the plus side, i went to see jonas brothers and it was totally amazing!!!! i would advise you to go to see them next time they visit your country. Anyway, hope you enjoyed that chapter.

Peace out x