Chapter 7: Lust

Light had always had very good control over his emotions. It was necessary. Being unable to control ones own self meant that one would only be that much easier to be controlled by someone else. Besides, if Light had not acquired extreme control, he would have exploded in the face of every moronic human he had ever come across. The idea always struck him though, he would not deny it. There were just so many stupid people, how could one avoid them? One of Lights greatest dreams was to beat some complete idiot around the head with a metal chair. Of course, he controlled himself. Now though, controlling himself around stupid people was not the problem Light was having. In fact, that control seemed like a cakewalk compared to what he was enduring now.

"Ryuzaki could you please put your shirt back on!" His voice nearly cracked when he tried to stop from yelling his plea.

L smirked secretly.

"Don't be so uptight Light-kun. I'm simply taking my time to figure out what shirt I'm going to wear today."

Light's scowl deepened.

"Very funny, Ryuzaki. I know what you are doing."

"Oh really, am I trying to give you more time to figure out that last sin? Lusty lust, lust, lusty lust! How about we go to Misa-san's room and have her do a little striptease, see if I react?"

L was having the time of his life. The looks that were appearing on Light's face were worth anything. He himself was having a little control issue stopping himself from laughing. Especially when Light got a very disturbed and appalled looks on his face at L's last idea.

"Hell no!" Light shouted. Light shuffled around the room awkwardly as L continued "picking out his shirt" with an aggravatingly calm exterior. Finally Light growled,

"Come on Ryuzaki! We need to get started on today's work. We've been distracted by this bet all week. We haven't done anything. Kira is out there right now, L!"

L frowned, now he was getting annoyed. Sure, at first Light's shyness had been cute, now it was just frustrating. L pulled the chain connecting them and Light was pushed against the far wall. L placed two hands on either side of Light's head and leaned in saying,

"Light-kun, if there is one thing you need not worry about, it is working today."

L sighed.

"I sent the others away. Misa-san to. We are alone. Do you know why I did this? Of course you do. Now tell me Light-kun... why would I have done this?"

Light's mouth was dry and his eyes wide as he barely murmured,

"You are lustful... I won the bet..."

L smiled. It was not a cute smile. It was a conniving, mysterious smile that sent shivers down Light's spine.

"Correct, Light-kun. Now another question: do you know why I am lustful?"

He doesn't give Light a chance to answer. Which was probably good because Light was having a difficult time breathing.

"Lust... is a very simple sin. Sexual attraction. Why in the world why I be sexually attracted right now Light-kun?"

L stopped and looked off into the far side of the room for a moment as he said out loud but mostly to himself,

"Actually... That is quite the question. As you are the only one here, it is safe to assume the one I am sexually attracted to is you. Therein lies the problem. You aren't just Light-kun, you are also Kira-kun. Therefore it is equally safe to assume that if I am attracted to Light-kun, I am attracted to Kira-kun as well. So... which one am I more attracted to?"

L sighed and looked back at Light who was eating his every word like his first meal then continued,

"You are the most interesting person I have ever met, Light-kun. Many things I say may be a lie but that, I swear to you, is not. I believe the answer to that previous question is: I am attracted to all of Light-kun. I want all of him."

Light would never be able to explain why all of L's words sent a fierce fire coursing through him. They were not loving words, they were barely nice. It may have just been the way L was saying them. He made every single syllable seem a needle that pierced Light's heart and made it beat faster, as if trying to stay alive. When L's eyes sparkled with his growing mischief, another needle struck Light's beating life organ.

"Light-kun... don't you remember? I'm greedy. Greed means that I get what I want."

L's intention was to lean down and forcefully kiss Light, even if the younger opposed. Luckily, that was not necessary. L and Light's minds had always been very in-sync. This was no exception.

They met in the middle.

Light had lost his well worked for control at L's final words. He wanted nothing more than to devour every inch of the man who caused him so much weakness and utter turmoil. He was lust as well.

Their mouths fit together like a sort of miracle. There was no fragile beginning kiss. Both felt as if they did not have time. Light wrapped his arms around the still shirtless L as the detective moved his hands lower, sliding them down Light's waist and hips.

L soon craved flesh and moved his lips down to suck Light's sensitive neck as the Kira suspect moaned his approval. L fumbled when rapidly ripping off Light's tie and tossing it to the floor. The soft cotton shirt soon followed. As L began teasing his nipples and chest Light found enough sense to groan,

"Bed..."

L instantly stopped. "You do realize that you are on the bottom, yes?"

Light froze then opened his mind and thought about it for a moment. He gulped and nodded, although not completely sure.

"It's fine, Ryuzaki. I'm not going to say I trust you but I do think that would be most appropriate."

"Call me L."

L did not know what made him say it. Just those three words were dangerous. If Light only looked farther into that one special letter, he could find everything. L felt regret seep into him then it vanished as Light smiled.

"Yes... L is better for this..."

A sudden and surprising emotion overcame L and he all but threw Light onto the mattress.

"Oof!" Light puffed as he fell on soft sheets. He stared up at L from under his bangs.

Even with L's highly accelerated intelligence and quick thinking brain it took him nearly a full minute to take in all of Light's appearance. His disheveled hair flying like feathers around his cherub face that was flushed and panting as though he just ran a mile. His almond eyes narrowed as he gave L the same lustful expression L was giving his entire body. Both Light's arms were spread out and his hands balled into crisp fists. His bare chest gleamed in the small bit of light creeping into the room. L let his eyes slide down smooth flesh and rest at where only a moment ago he had been undoing the button on Light's khaki's. Light subtly reached down without his eyes leaving L and undid the zipper. L watched him then they locked eyes. Light barely blinked and L was on top of him, teasing his pointed nipples and licking at his lips for entrance.

Light was surprised at how easy it was to submit to L. L made it feel so good there was no time for him to think about how he should be embarrassed. Even if he did have the time he would not be embarrassed. He thought that being embarrassed was a foolish thing to be and made one seem weak and insecure anyway. He only realized how embarrassed he should have have been when he let out a strangled cry like that of a wolf in heat.

"Aaaaa AAH!!"

Light slapped a hand over his mouth at the sound. L's face was blank as he slid a hand around Light's neck and wove his fingers into his silken hair. He leaned forward and nibbled at Light's ear, causing the younger to stop himself from crying out again. L whispered into Light's sensitive ear,

"Why stop? Afraid of being too lustful? Light-kun I believe we are both already going to hell, why not go in style?"

Light's chest heaved and he hid his eyes behind his hair for a moment then a smile splashed onto his face. He looked up and his eyes filled with an innocent lust that made L's heart forget for a moment that Light was Kira. He smiled as well as he leaned in and captured Light's lips passionately.

Light felt as his erection grew in the steamy atmosphere. L too could sense that it was time to move things along. He slid Light's pants off then next his underwear. Keeping his face blank he took in all of Light. He knew why Light was so cocky. The boy had something to be proud about. Light smirked and L just raised an eyebrow. He slid his own pants off and Light's eyes widened. L even thought he saw him shirk back a little on the bed. L could barely contain a grin.

"I'm starting to become not so sure about this... L."

L leaned over Light and kissed him gently as he reached into the drawer next to their bed. Light eyed the small bottle he pulled out.

"I had Watari get this the day we made the bet. I had a... feeling."

"Never hurts to think ahead." Light swallowed.

"Something we agree on."

"Strawberry flavored..." Light read on the label of the lube.

"Not that it's really necessary. You already taste delicious. A bit like burnt sugar or cotton candy." L murmured erotically.

L's voice sent an electric shock down Light's spine and he wiggled under L. His erection was beginning to hurt from no stimulation. L flipped the cap of the lubricant open then reached under Light and flipped him on his stomach. He then slide his hand below Light and began stroking him, causing him to lift up his hips and give L just the image he was looking for. He stopped stroking Light's front and spread the younger's cheeks. Light remained firm and kept his stance as L spread the lube on his fingers and placed them at Light's hole.

Once again, as L pushed his finger inside Light, the latter found it amazingly easy to submit to L. He just wanted the pleasure. It was all too good. Who cared if they were both guys? Who cared that he was on the bottom? Who cared that L was huge and it would probably hurt once the man was inside him? Right at that moment Light felt so good he could scream. L placed a second finger inside and curled them, tapping the mysterious place inside Light and he did scream.

"L!!!!"

L added a third finger quickly and hurried through preparing Light. Everything about Light was drawing him and capturing him in an amazing dream of ecstasy. His taste, his smell, his feel, and especially his voice. His voice was so heart wrenching and it was just made that much better when that voice was used to call out L's name. He wanted to be inside Light as soon as he could. He wanted to do a number of terrible things to Light to make him break down to his very core and L would take that too. He wanted everything of Light to be his and he wanted to destroy it all.

It was such a fragile yet tremendous feeling L worried about his sanity for a moment. When Light began moving his hips back to make L's fingers go deeper L couldn't stop himself anymore. Just the feel of Light's tightness around his fingers was making him want to cum. He removed the finger and Light instantly sat up, panting and staring at L with lidded amber eyes.

Light crawled across the bed like a wild animal and pushed L down. He sat on L's chest and bent over the rigid manhood in front of him. He wrapped his fingers around it and played with it like he'd never seen a penis before in his life. He couldn't help it. It was a magnificent member and needed to be fondled over. He was breath so hard that L almost wondered if he was ok. L completely forgot about that when Light wrapped his mouth around the length. He didn't know what made him do it. he just wanted to taste it. He let his tongue soak up all of it then he took it out of his mouth and decided that he wanted it inside of him that very instant.

He spread himself over it and as L watched him with calculating and wide eyes he lowered himself onto the rock hard staff. Once he was completely on it he lifted himself up and then slammed back down. Light threw his head back as a shock of pain and pleasure coursed through him. He wanted it again and he lifted himself up one more time only to feel L's hands on his hips. He turned behind him to see L looking at him with some amusement.

"Backwards cowgirl(in this case cowboy) is one of the most impersonal ways possible to have sex. Turn around at least, Light-kun. You're facial expression are very arousing."

Light was panting and afraid his voice would shake if he spoke so he just nodded. He lifted himself completely off L's rod then positioned himself so he was looking down at L held his hips as he settled back onto the stiff member. He let himself enjoy it more this time. He brought himself down slower and heard L groan. The fingers on Light's waist tightened.

L felt Light's warm walls move all around him and heard Light's screams of pleasure as he increased his pace. L bucked his hips, making sure to go as deep as Light would let him. He felt as if his entire manhood was buried in Light when his pelvis hit his ass. A fast-paced smacking sound coursed through the room and over the sounds of loud yelling and groaning.

Light's hands fell on L's stomach and scraped the skin there as the pleasure in his body increased. Sheer wildness was coursing through Light. He had never been this way before. Not with anyone. It was L. It had to be L. Everything about the man was intriguing and mesmerizing to Light. He was so different and so difficult to get through. They were so similar yet so different. It didn't help that their relationship was beyond taboo. Not only were they both men but they were suspect and detective. It made L and their strange relationship so much hotter to Light who had never done anything against the rules like this before.

Every time L slammed into him was just another shock of life. It felt as if L was making him live for once. Just the pleasure was enough to turn his mind into mush. He could barely hold out much long. When L began stroking his front he screamed at the top of his lunges, not caring that his voice would be gone the next day, not that he would have been able to stop it if he cared. He was so caught up in the pleasure that when he finally felt like he was about to come he even had tears flowing down his cheeks in his frenzied passion.

L felt Light's body shift and knew the younger was about to release. He couldn't take it anymore. He flipped Light over onto his back and pounded into him as if it were the last thing he would ever do. He sincerely wished it would be. He shoved in one final time as Light released his seed onto his chest. L filled him with everything he had, wanting at least something to lay claim to that body. If fucking Light until his last breath was all he could do, L would not cease until it was done.

Light had no strength left in him. If someone told him that he could find Kira and all he had to do was walk 10 steps, he would probably not be able to do it. L was in a similar situation. He was panting heavily next to Light, their breathing nearly matching until both relaxed and calmed down. L turned to Light and saw how perfectly sculpted the boys face was. There was no mistake made when producing this person. If their were angels... Light was crafted from their mold. L sighed.

"It is a good thing lust is not the same thing as love..."

Light turned to him and met his monotonous face with an equally passive expression as he answered,

"Yeah. The great L cannot fall in love with his prime Kira suspect."

L did not hear any accusation or sarcasm in Light's voice, because their was none. He replied in the equally relaxed tone as Light had,

"No... I don't suppose I can."

L and Light glanced at each other, amber orbs locking with obsidian crystals. They both knew that they probably did love each other.

But... It was the kind of love that was complicated. The kind of love where neither admitted it, even to themselves. The kind of love where nothing changed between them. The kind of love where, if one of them died, the other would not be upset.

The kind of love that was a lie.

Then again, lying was not one of the 7 deadly sins, was it?


The End!

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