I stare out to the ocean,
As far as all could be seen,
I hold back the rain,
As it should never see them.
They all fall internally,
Like planes getting shot down,
By the thunder above,
Crashing down into the abyss below.
I'd say all I have within,
But I don't want to frighten,
Worrying you'd freak out,
As I speak it all.
Nobody knows of this,
And I'd put my foot in,
But I know it's filled,
With danger I shouldn't cross.
For years now,
I try to back away,
But it brings me closer,
More and more every time.
I only thought it was temporary,
Like a kid admiring their role model,
But it only grew more,
Bigger by the day.
I know I don't have a chance,
So I try to walk away again,
This time I stop in my tracks,
Looking back at the blue sea.
I let go of the dandelion,
That I've held in my hand,
I watch it fly over,
The dark blue, sparkling ocean.
I look up at the moon above,
But I then look away,
Knowing that all I have to say,
Will forever be locked away,
Never to be revealed.
A/N: Most of the poems I do for the series so far has been for ships I really love, but I didn't want to leave this woman out even if it's unrequited love. I've hinted this at least once or twice, but I wanted to keep it highly ambiguous and mostly as subtext. Why keep it as subtext? Because I like to keep everyone thinking at least, unless nobody even noticed it was there and I had it be a little too subtle.
Though, either way, I hope you enjoy this. I apologize there's only one new poem instead of two this time.
