BLACK IS MY SUN

I am posting without my Beta, she has been very busy, so until she is free I am posting without her, if there are any mistake I apologize, please over look these flaws they will be fixed as she returns…thanks huggs.

This story starts out with Twilight and into New Moon, then goes into my own little world.

I own nothing that has to do with Twilight; the characters in this story belong to Stephanie Meyer.

A/N: Special thank you to my new beta Stella don'tcall me LeeLee you rock girl…thanks...huggs

CHAPTER FIVE

ASHES TO ASHES


It had been a few weeks since Jake returned from his training, I was still on the reservation and I had missed a lot of school. Jacob told me he would go to class with me, but I knew if he did that he would be missing a lot of work and I couldn't let him do that, so instead he offered to take me to school to talk to my counselor to see if I could make up the studies I had missed.

We headed to Forks, we arrived at the school, and sat down to talk to my counselor, she informed me that not only had I missed a lot of my studies but I missed a few tests as well, it would be up to my professor to allow me to take the missed tests. I told her that I hated to drop out of school that I had worked so hard to get as far as I had, I couldn't tell her the reason that I had missed classes and that it would be awhile before I could return to school. She looked at me puzzled. She could see school was important to me, but wondered what could be so bad that I couldn't attend classes.

"You know you could take your classes on line," she told me as I perked up, hoping there was a chance at not missing any more classes.

"I can?" I said with wonderment, as Jake reached over and squeezed my hand.

He knew school was important to me, and we couldn't be married till I finished my schooling.

After a few more questions and my counselor setting everything up for me on the computer, she told me I was all set, she told me she would personally talk to my professor and if he agreed to allow me to take my missed tests then I was all set to finish my schooling on line. I thanked her whole heartily and Jake and I left for home.

That afternoon she called me and told me that my professor agreed to allow me to make up my tests and they would be on my manifest on my computer, I was to take the test first before I was able to continue my classes on line or at school.

The next morning after seeing Jacob off to work, I grabbed a cup of coffee and settled myself in front of my laptop, to start taking my tests, there were only two that I had missed, the tests were easy and I had them done in no time, I sent them in and immediately the class was opened to me.

From then on I was able to continue my and I had little time together, with his work and double the patrols, he barely got enough sleep much less spend time with me, but when we did we made the best of it. We would take walks on the beach or I would go to the shop and sit and talk to him while he worked on cars.

One day he came home, and I was sitting on the sofa reading a book. He grabbed my hand and pulled me up to him wrapping his arms around me and gave me a soft kiss.

"Come, walk with me," he said, pulling me out the door and into the woods.

"Where are we going?" I asked with a giggle.

"Not far, " he said, as he walked me deeper into the woods.

He stopped and pulled me up against him and leaned us both against a tree we were so close I could feel his arousal he crushed his lips to mine, he nibbled on my ear and whispered.

"I have been thinking about you all morning," he said, continuing to kiss me down my neck.

"Jake," I moaned, feeling a shiver run through my body with his touch.

"Isn't that so touching," a voice said from behind us. We turned to see who was there.

There stood six men, with skin of alabaster, and beautiful to look at. I knew they were vampires as I took in a deep breath and began to shake in fear. They stood in a half circle in front of us as Jacob took stance in front of me in a protective mode, I heard him growl as he took a few steps away from me but kept himself between me and our attackers. When he thought he was away from me enough to phase, he did so as the rustic wolf stood there growling ferociously guarding me until help would arrive, he knew he couldn't win a fight alone with six vampires and he hoped that the pack would get there before they attached, for if he had to fight alone that would leave me open for them to grab me.

Tears began to fall as I slid down the tree my back was against, I sat with my arms around my legs as I began to shake uncontrollably, I could feel my body becoming warm once again and beads of sweat rolled down my face and mixed with my tears, I closed my eyes not wanting to see my Jake taking on so many attackers, then I heard more growling and I could tell we were not alone, I opened my eyes to see the pack standing behind the vampires, the heat from my body became more intense and my breathing became shallow, I swallowed hard in trying to contain myself, I squeezed my eyes shut as the energy shot out from my body, I opened my eyes to see a much confused pack.

The vampires were gone only thing left in their wake was six piles of ash. My body calmed but the tears still ran down my face, the pack phase back to human not knowing what had just happened. Jake ran back to me and pulled me in his arms.

"It's okay baby, their gone," he said, turning to look at Sam. "What the hell just happened?" he asked Sam.

Sam stood there with a shocked look on his face, "I, I don't know, I've never seen anything like that before," he said.

"Well, vampires just don't disintegrate before our eyes," Jake said, a little annoyed.

The pack was disturbed at what had happened, I knew I had something to do with it, when I felt the push of energy leaving my body I had a feeling I had caused them to disintegrate before their eyes. The pack hadn't seen anything, they didn't see the energy leave my body and find its way to the vampires causing their destruction. I was scared how was it possible for me to do such a thing, but I was even more afraid to tell anyone, what if they turned me away, afraid I could cause the destruction of their tribe, I knew I couldn't hurt any of them but they didn't, just like I knew that Jacob would not leave me alone and then he would have to take on whoever was after me by himself and he would die to protect me and I could never allow that to happen.

"I need to see the elders, let them know what has happened, then I think we should call a meeting. My house, tonight, six o'clock," Sam said, turning and walking off taking the pack with him.

Jake looked down at me, taking his fingers and wiping away my tears, hugging me closer to him. "I won't let anything get to you," he promised, kissing the top of my head and leading me back to the house.

He took me into the house and sat me on the sofa, sitting himself next to me with his arms still around me trying to console me the best that he could.

"Why is this always happening to me?" I asked him.

"I don't know baby, but I'm sure we will find out soon enough," he said confidently.

"Why don't you go lay down for awhile before the meeting," he continued.

I got up and walked to my room and laid on my bed, thinking about what had happened, and finding it hard to comprehend, I would go to the meeting with Jake, I knew he wouldn't leave me alone again, especially since the vampires came on tribal ground to get me. Sleep over came me and I awoke to Jacob whispering in my ear, that it was time to leave for the meeting.

I sat in the corner of the room at Sam's house while the pack discussed what had happened today, Jake looked over at me every once in awhile, I could see the worry on his face each time he looked at me, weather it was because he seen the fear in my eyes or the coming event, I didn't know. I kept my mouth shut and listened to what they had to say, but no one came up with a thing to explain how vampires could just combust.


Time would pass, day by day I completed my classes, as Jake worked and patrolled, he had one of the pack guarding the house at all times. It had been months and nothing had happened. Even my abnormalities had stopped.

Sam thought that whoever was after me had moved on, he still kept the patrols going except not as extentfully. Jake and I went out more, he took me to a movie once in awhile and took me to visit Charlie, Dad wanted me to come home but Jacob said it wasn't visible for me to be in town just yet, but of course he wanted me to be with him.

I still had another year before I graduated. Jake and I started planning our wedding, buying this and that and putting it away for our special day. We had set a date for May 28th of the following year and had the invitations made up.

We had seen Angela while in town. I was excited to see her. I hadn't seen her since we graduated high school, we had been close in school and I missed her company. She had been away at college at U.C.L.A. studying to be a teacher and was in town for spring break. I invited her to come to the reservation for dinner so we could get caught up on what we had been doing this past year.

Angela showed up and we ate and talked, she was excited about Jake and my up coming nuptials, and offered to help in anyway she could while she was at home, I gracefully accepted. Jake felt confident enough to leave us alone in the house to get caught up, but he did have one of the pack, guard the house but he was to stay hidden in the woods.

Angela and I filled out invitations while we talked and laughed, I talked her into spending the night because of the late hour after finishing the invitations, she agreed and called home to tell her mother. I gave her my room and slept in Jake's room with him.

The next morning I woke up and went into the kitchen to start coffee and breakfast, I was there a short time when Angela came into the kitchen and offered to help. I always made more food than normal because some of the pack was always showing up to have breakfast with us, and sure enough the front door opened at Quil and Paul entered.

"Hey Bella, what's for breakfast?" Quil shouted, walking to the breakfast bar and sitting down, Paul joined him with a smirk on his face.

Jake had gotten up and came in and took a seat next to his brothers."Who's you friend?" Paul asked as Angela turned to look at the two men.

Paul looked at Angela, they made eye contact and it was like they froze in time.

I heard Jake and Quil chuckle as I introduced the two guys to Angela, when she didn't move to greet Quil I looked at her and then at Paul, and knew he had imprinted. I walked over to a Jake and whispered in his ear.

"Did they do what I think they did?" I whispered in his ear.

"Afraid so baby, he said with a quiet chuckle.

I shook my head, and didn't say anymore, knowing that I couldn't tell Angela what had happened, but told her to go sit next to Paul and talk while I finished breakfast. I wanted them to get to know each other before he told her anything about the packs secrets, I knew Angela and although she had an open mind to a lot of things, she might take it better if she knew him a little better.

Jake and Quil sat together and talked, I couldn't hear what they were saying but I was sure it was about Paul and Angela, so I gave them both a knowing stare to get them to stop.

After breakfast Quil took off and Jake and I along with Paul and Angela went for a walk on the beach, they seem to be getting along really well, and you could tell the pull of the imprint was working on Angela, she even let him hold her hand as they walked along the beach. Jake and I walked ahead of them a little ways.

"Jake I'm worried," I told him.

"About what baby?" he asked."Angela's suppose to go back to school after spring break, what will happen to Paul if she leaves?" I asked him.

He looked back at them and then to me, "He will have to tell her before she leaves, or he will suffer until she returns, but she won't be able to leave him, not now," he said.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"She feels the pull of the imprint, she will start to miss him the minute she goes home, she won't be able to be far from him and him to her," he said.

And he was right, Angela showed up the very next day, telling me she missed Paul, she didn't understand how she could meet someone in one day and miss him as much as she did. I told her she needed to sit down with him and talk, that there was things she needed to know and if she needed to talk afterwards I would be there to answer any questions she may have. She looked at me puzzled, but agreed to talk with him.

Jake called him and met him outside and told him he needed to explain to her the secrets of the tribe and tell her he had imprinted on her. Paul walked in with his eyes lowered afraid of how she would take it, he sat down next to her on the sofa as Jake and I went out back and sat at the table and cuddled while he listened to what was said incase Paul needed me to intervene.

She took it well as I figured she would, she had a few questions but nothing to serious to worry about, we talked for awhile as Jake went in and talked with told me she couldn't be away from him that it felt like her heart was breaking into, I told her it was the pull of the imprint.

"What are you going to do about school?" I asked her.

"I don't know, my parents will have a melt down if I don't return to school," she told me.

"What about transferring to Forks?" I asked her. She looked at me as her eyes widened and a smile spread across her face.

"Yeah, that would work, I think I can talk my parents into that, they would love to have me close to home, plus I will be able to finish school," she said, excitedly.

Angela talked to her parents and they agreed, they were excited as Angela thought they would be, she would be able to stay close to Paul and her parents.

Paul and Angela spent a lot of time together getting to know each other, we had a couple of double dates together and she was helping me and Jake with our wedding. We had another bonfire to welcome Angela into the family and the other imprints were excited to have another girl in the family.

Things still stayed quiet on the reservation, no attacks and no abnormalities with me, although I still wondered what had happened to me, I was beginning to feel happy once again.