I love all of your guys comments and appreciate them all. Reviewers from last chapter..
Writergirl2011: I don't like cliffs either and while this update's sort of short, the next update's longer. (:
amy: It'd be nice if they had that conversation on the show, wouldn't it?
futuresurgeon: I know. Meredith and Derek talking is amazing!
Torie: I'm glad you like this story. Yeah, seriously! Twilight madness 3 weeks earlier!
Lourdes: I love Mer and Der talking too!
MerDerGirl: Thanks! That makes me smile!
This stories almost over guys.. 2 more updates to go! (Including this one.)
I SWEAR I'M WORKING ON WCB!
Maddie
Disclaimer: Um.. have you seen the new tv guide scans? Well, they're kind of amazing. Season 5 pictures of Meredith and Derek smiling and happy and kissing... aww I just love it. So Shonda, well done. Season 5 looks like it will be off to a good start. So this pretty much means Shonda has dibs. It's definitely not mine. I don't own Grey's Anatomy. (I have the scans so if you guys have any questions and want to know what's in it I can tell you. I have the website of where I got the pics too so just tell me!)
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PART SEVEN
Tension. That was the one word you could use to describe what the atmosphere was like in the room. Blissfulness that they were talking, finding comfort in eachothers arms, but one word, or really one name, turned the whole atmosphere upside down.
Addison.
"Mer.." He started. He didn't want to talk about her. She was his past. He wanted a future; something to look forward too, not about a failed marriage his wife had ended the moment she jumped into bed with his best friend. Or really that's what Derek told himself. But he knew their marriage was never about love. It was about need.
It was about the need of eachothers company. They weren't in love. Maybe she thought she was but he knew. He was the guy that believed in finding the one. And he knew Addison wasn't for him.
Ah.. you're ignoring me.
Trying to.
It was that moment that he realized what he'd been missing. Her. This women. All of the past weeks that had been hell for him, could all be washed away by this women. His doubts, his fears; everything.
You shouldn't ignore me.
Why not?
Because I'm someone you need to know to get to love.
How ironic. He had ended up meeting the love of his life in a bar; his one night stand. She had captured him. He had drowned into her; melted by her smile and giggle. She had given him hope. She was probably the reason he was still so optimistic.
So, if I know you, I'll love you?
Oh, yes.
But to reach this destination.. to reach this happy ending with the women of his dreams, he knew he had to take the journey. The ups and downs, the downs were inevitable with them, but it would be worth it.
You really like youself, huh?
Just hiding my pain.
It would be worth it because she was her. She was his Meredith. No one could replace her. Not Addison, not Rose, not anyone.
So, what's your story?
I don't have a story, I'm just a girl in a bar.
I'm just a guy in a bar.
But he didn't want to settle anymore. He wanted her. He needed her. Now it was time. Time to settle the past and finally discuss that evening when his wife had walked up to them and crushed it all. That night he had broken Meredith Grey.
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I'M SORRY. I know that was short.. and when I had written it for an old board I was behind so I wrote this as sort of a filler. I promise to update the last part tomorrow. So get excited!!
