Jacob. "I didn't mean to scare you." I barely registered what he had said. I was seeing red. I turned back towards the closet totally disreguarding what he had said.

"You didn't call." I stated and I could feel his smile from yards away. "I'm sorry. Just, a lot is going on right now. I'm also sorry I lef-" I stopped him. "I don't need to hear it. Have you noticed that 'I'm sorry' has become your catchphrase?" And then my bedroom door opened.

It was Nathuel. Jacob just stared at him. His glare would be intimidating to anyone who wansn't angry with him. "Who're you?" Jacob stood up. "No one you have to worry about." Jacob stepped closer to him.

"Jacob cut it out. Your being ridiculous. You need something Nathuel?" I was still looking through my closet. "Yeah, Seth and Jared invited me to the little shindig tonight. I wanted to know if you needed any help finding something to wear." I smiled and looked at him.

"No, but a date tonight would be nice. Showing up to a party without a date is just a reputation ruiner." he smiled but Jacob growled. "I need to talk to Renesmee." He only says my whole first name when he's angry or super serious. Oh gosh.

I saw Nathuel step out and shut the door. Jacob's face softened. He put his arms out and I just stood still. He think he off the hook by giving me a hug? He wishes.

"Come on Ness. I said sorry. We had an awsome day when your parents were gone. Now your going to give me the cold shoulder?" I gave him a scepitcal look. "Yeah I will admit that was a really awsome day. Until you left and didn't care to call me like you said you would. Why're you here? Skip the riddles please."

Jacob sat on the bed. He sighed dramatically. "I'm here because I love you. And I missed you. Is that so bad?" I looked at him. Trying to find out why he's lying to me. And I saw it. A wristband. And it read 'K&J 4EVA". I smiled to keep myself from crying and screaming 'Why?!'.

I turned around and resumed looking in my closet. I swallowed over the swell in my throat.

"How's Kara?" I looked at him again. He looked down at the wristband. He took it off. "Ness, I'm not with Kara. I love you." I picked out the black and white flannel button up shirt and changed into it right there. Why not be a tease?

"Well Jacob, my dad had the right idea. You and I both know that on matter what we can't live without eachother...but we can be near eachother as friends. Hope you'll be at the party tonight. I doubt Sam would mind if you brought Kara." I went to leave but stopped at the door and looked at him. "Jake...I do still love you. I still want to be with you forever. Just remember that next time you tell Kara that you love her."

"Nessie stop! Just let me explain." I closed the now half opened door and turned around at him. "Kara just wants to be friends with me. I told her that I love you. I told her that her and I could only be friends. Strictly friends. And she understands. She's found someone else anyways. She put this on me to be clingy...I forgot to take it off after she left. I'm s...no I won't say that. You don't like it when I say that. Uh...forgive me my love?" I had to roll my eyes at his nonsense rambling. I already told him I love him!

I smiled and walked to him. I straddled him on the bed and he put his arms around my waist. "Does this mean you forgive me?" I just kissed him. His lips moved with mine in perfect synch. I tried to keep my breathing controlled but failed miserably. He pulled me down to the bed, still seated ontop of him, and I felt his fingers fumlbing with the buttons on my shirt.

I stopped kissing him and sat up straight. He groaned. "Is this getting a little hard for you Jake?" he just smiled and helped me get off the pesky peice of fabric around my torso. His hands roamed my body stopping just to graze my neck and kiss my breasts. I moaned without even wanting to.

"Nessie..." I stripped him of his shirt and ran my hands up his chest. He unbuttoned my pants button and I suddenly realized what I was doing.

I wanted this so bad! Why can't I do this now? Is it because I know I'm imperfect and he is a God? Or is it just my old cowardness coming back to ruin this most perfect moment of my entire life? "Nessie, are you okay? We don't have to go any farther. If you don't want too." But I saw it in his eyes that he wanted to. "Oh my gosh my dad is going to kill us." I tried to use that as an excuse.

"Not really. Your mom, the other day, wanted to talk to me about us. She gave us permission too..well you know. Make love." I blushed at the old fashioned way he was speaking. "Then lets get on with this." Now that I know that my father isn't going to kill Jacob for making love to me, it eases some of my fear. Some.

Jacob slid of my pants with ease and his own with much clumsiness. He hovered over top of me staring into my eyes and kissing everywhere on my face and neck. "Jake?", "Yeah baby." he was busy nuzzling my neck. "Are you a virgin?" I blushed like a maniac. "Your blushing." he chuckled. "Yeah, I am. A 26 year old virgin. I guess I've been waiting for the right girl....woman." So Jacob and I get to share something with eachother. Our virtues.

I felt Jake's fingers on the top of my panties and I shivered with joy and nervousness. This is it. Jacob and I can be together. We've only been dating for like four days. But for us thats more than enough.

Jacob was looking at my for permission. "No, we'll just make love with our undergarments on." he laughed at my sarcasm and continued to slide them down my legs. Once they were off I traced my fingers along the top of his boxers. Wondering if he knew this was going to happen.

I slid them down his legs with much ease and blushed at his size. He pushed me so I was laying on my back and kissed my stomach. Lightly nipping and licking around my hips.

"Are you ready baby?" he whispered to me and I couldn't answer him. My mind went completely blank. Liar Liar started playing on Jacob's phone. He didn't get it so I reached over to the nightstand and answered it. He seemed annoyed with me.

"Hello?" Jake was still kissing me. "Hey...uh Jake there?", "He's not, can I take a message." Kara groaned. "Sure. Uh, tell him I can't make our date tomorrow. Tell him to call me." Oh no. I hung up and set the phone down. I pulled him up to kiss me. And moved to his ear.

"Jake, I want you so bad. I'm aching for you...oh and Kara canceled your guys' date for tomorrow. Now leave." he got up and put his jeans on. "Ness, it's really not what you think." then why're you leaving?

"Sure it's not. I can't believe I almost had sex with you. Big mistake on my part." I covered myself with the blankets. He was about to leave. "Oh, Jake?" he turned around looking hopeful. "Don't come back." and he left shirt in hand. I guess I'm not going to that part tonight.