Hello my lil chickadees! So I am still smiling like an idiot from all the Kyderness in last weeks episode. It made me really sad that Kitty and Ryder had to go through those experiences, and if that ever happens to you or to a friend, please tell someone. Get help. I may not know any of you, but I care about you. So please, notify someone immediately. Anyway, I hope you all enjoy.

Disclaimer: I do not own Glee or any of it's characters.


"Ryder, honey, I think I see Kitty over there," his mother said, a sweet tone to her voice.

They were attending a friend's wedding and now receiving refreshments.

He smiled at her statement and whipped his phone out from his pocket. After hitting Kitty's contact, he started to send her a message.

Ryder: Hey Kittykat

When it sent, his eyes searched the room for the blond girl.


Kitty was chatting with a family friend, when she felt her phone vibrate inside her clutch.

She talked a few more minutes with the girl, before sitting down at the table and checking the message.

A grin appeared on her face when she saw the text.

Kitty: Hey. Where r u?

Her eyes darted across the area in seek of him. She knew he would be here, but wasn't sure when he was coming.

She spotted him on the opposite side of the room, and saw him staring down at his lap, a smile on his face. Kitty giggled and shook her head.

Ryder: I'm on the right side.

Kitty: Meet me at the bathrooms.

She tucked her phone into her bag and headed to the bathroom area.

Kitty had been meaning to talk to Ryder about the feelings she'd been having, and the moment just felt right to do so.

Ryder arrived soon and greeted her with a smile.

She returned the warm gesture and tucked a strand of hair behing her ear.

"Hey."

"Hey," Kitty shook her head, "Do you wanna go outside?"

"Yeah."

They linked arms and went outside, getting hit with a cool breeze.

The outside of the church was beautifully decorated with colorful assortments of flowers, and a small fountain symbolizing youth.

"They did a really nice job fixing it up."

Kitty nodded and stared at the leaves on the ground, seeming preoccupied.

He took her hand and led her to the fountain, where they both sat on the edge.

Kitty traced circles on the water and stared at her reflection. She had so many things she wanted to discuss with him, but she was lost at how to start.

"So what's wrong?"

She snapped to attention and shook her head at him.

"Nothing. I'm fine."

"No you aren't. I know you, and whenever you're sad you never meet my eyes."

He was right. She hadn't looked him in the eye the entire evening.

But who was he to think he knew her?!

"You don't know me," she glowered.

"Oh really? I know that the reason you're hair is straight, is because you were too tired to curl it this morning. Most likely, because you stayed up late watching Pretty Little Liars."

"Seriously?"

Ryder nodded and turned to face her.

"Really, so what's wrong?"

Kitty sighed and grabbed his hands.

"Where are we going with this?"

Ryder shook his head, his eyebrows knitted in confusion.

"With what?"

Kitty met his concentrated brown eyes.

"Us."

"Wherever we want. Our relationship is ours. We control it."

"Things get in the way and you know that."

He ran his thumb over her palm that was enclosed in his hand.

"Not if we don't let them."

"Ryder, you don't understand! All of this is too perfect. One of us is gonna get hurt-"

He cupped her face and met her lips, stopping her from finishing.

"I would never hurt you," he countered, still holding her face.

She inhaled sharply.

"But I'd hurt you," she sighed and blinked back the tears that were forming in her eyes, "So that's why we can't go on. Goodbye Ryder."

He was astonished at her words, and he placed a gentle hand on her arm.

"Things don't have to end."

"They do," she said firmly, trying as hard as possible not to let Ryder see her cry.

Kitty stood and flashed a nervous smile before heading back to the building.

He set a hand on her shoulder, turning her around.

"So everything you said and did. Did you mean any of it?"

She stared directly into his hurt eyes.

"I meant everything."

"Then why are you walking away?!"

"Because it's not gonna work out! Don't tell me it is, because everytime I-"

"We're different. We're special. You know that."

A tear fell down her cheek and she brushed it away.

"I'm sorry, Ryder. I truly am," she sniffed, "but I have to go."

With that, she strode away and he felt a heart ache swell up inside of him.

Why was she walking away?

It didn't make any sense to Ryder and he stood there in defeat.

He watched her open the door and enter the alive with movement building.

She was gone.

Ryder sighed and trudged back inside to his family.

"Honey, where've you been?"

The last thing he wanted to do was explain to his mom that Kitty had broken up with him.

"I had to go to the bathroom."

"Oh."

He sat down just as the lights dimmed. A man in front announced that they would be starting the dance.

A slow song started to play and the bride and groom, along with other couples, began to dance with one another.

His parents left to dance, while he stared at Kitty from afar. She looked so perfect and beautiful, despite the tear stains left on her face. Her teal dress complimented her features wonderfully and her cheeks had a rosy glow.

Ryder would do anything to dance with her. He already missed her touch and he knew it would grow worse as time wore on.

Sadness and anger mixed inside of him, when he saw a tall blond boy ask her to dance.

Although she didn't want to, she accepted his request and went to the floor with him.

Ryder turned away and closed his eyes shut, somehow trying to make the image he witnessed disappear.

Why had their once amazing relationship turned to dust?

He asked himself this question and never came up with an answer throughout the entire night.


A/N: I know this chapter was rather sad, and I'm sorry. But unlike Ryan Murphy, I like happy ending. ;) Thank you all for reading! Mwah! Bye! :)