Create Me

A Final Fantasy VII Advent Children fan fiction

Chapter Seven: All Of A Sudden

By: Something Dysfunctional

Pairings: Cloud/Kadaj, slight mention of Cloud/Aerith and Cloud/Sephiroth

Disclaimer: Well, now. Our little Cloud is in a tie. Who is it at the door? Why was Cloud hiding from the mysterious person? Will Kadaj find out who it is at the door? All that and more will be answered- as soon as Seraphim the Muse works well with me along the story. All characters belong to SquareEnix and Tetsuya Nomura. I only own the yaoi that goes on between the hot guys. :) Yay for the hotness. Well, review nicely for this chapter, please! Happy reading and arigatou!

-NOTE: Songs I listened to for this chapter (and there was a lot) was "Noesis" by Gackt, "Sayonara Solitude" from the Chrono Crusade Anime, "Gravity" by Maaya Sakamoto, "Dirrty" by Christina Aguilera and several songs from her. What a selection!-


They stared.

It was almost as if time has stopped and Fate allowed this to happen.

All the while, soft, pure white snow fell around them like powder in a shadowed world that was so small and insignificant.

Cloud Strife trembled visibly and clung to the doorframe with both hands to hold his body up from falling, his knees locking together. The electric aquamarine eyes nearly glowed with the same passion as Cloud's. As though they were twins. A hand reached out and lightly touched a blonde strand of hair, rubbing it with the index finger and thumb, as if remembering the texture of it. "Well... it's good to see you again... Cloud."

The young man drew in a sharp breath the way the person spoke his name. 'So familiar... like... how it was.' His mind was racing, his heart pounding against his chest, his senses in over-drive. He didn't know what to do but only one thing crossed his mind. Do NOT let Kadaj see him. "Are you going to let me in or are we to stand out here? Speak to me, Cloud... I haven't heard your voice in so long." The blonde nearly whimpered at the rich baritone of the voice. He shook his head numbly and stood up straighter. "No. You're not welcomed here. Go away-"

"Whose at the door," came Kadaj's voice. Something seized Cloud's voice and as he whirled around to stop the teen, arm reaching out and blocking the doorway. Kadaj approached the door, his hair brushed, wearing a dark red long-sleeved shirt with khakis and black socks, no make-up gracing his beautiful face, but rather a curious look. "Whose this? A friend," the boy asked lightly, wrapping his arms around Cloud's strong one, staring into the aquamarine eyes. The stranger smiled slowly, something moving in his eyes, and bowed deeply at the two. "Yes. You could say that. I was simply stopping by to say hello since I hadn't seen Cloud here in a very long time," the deep voice said in an amused tone. Cloud glared at the man and felt Kadaj's grip on him tighten some. A fine line of possession ran through both men and Kadaj smiled brightly at the stranger, cocking his head to the side. "Well, isn't that kinda bittersweet. Now, if you will excuse me, I have to get back at cleaning the kitchen," the boy said cheerily and stood up on his tiptoes, planting a quick peck on Cloud's cheek. He sauntered back into the house, leaving Cloud alone with the unwelcome guest. Burning blue eyes met the man's face once more and he frowned. "Can you please leave? I don't want to do anything with you anymore. You're out of my life."

"Oh?"

"Yes!"

"And I'm sure Aerith is too?"

"As I thought. For now though, Cloud... goodnight," the man whispered huskily and swiftly bowed once more in the night, turning on his heel with a swift turn, his long, black coat turning around him like a pair of black angel wings. (1) "WAIT!" Cloud ran out to the man in the snow, flakes falling into his golden hair and his shoulders like a cold blanket. Once reaching the tall stranger, he grabbed him by the elbow, panting heavily, his breath swirling around him. The scent of leather, expensive cologne, and the faint scent of shampoo reaching his nostrils, reviving memories within Cloud's pushed back past. "Wh-why did y-you come back," he wheezed out, his face slightly red. The man stared down at Cloud and smiled some, an eerily one. "To see you." Cloud trembled under the hot gaze the man was giving him and withdrew quickly, blushing heavily, holding his hand to his chest. "Oh... right. I-I don't t-think that's that it was...," he mumbled quickly and started walking away. Suddenly, he was caught in strong arms and held tight against a burly chest, hot breath tickling his ear. Fear flooded his veins and he shook hard. "You're right. I still love you, Cloud... my little puppet. I miss not seeing you, feeling you, hearing you cry out my name every time I took you," he said, lips wrapping around the lobe and suckling it some. Cloud felt his heart flutter and his eyes lowered, a small moan escaping his lips;

"Sephiroth."

'...Cloud...!'

Eyes snapped opened at the voice that entered his head. He jerked himself out of the arms and turned around, furious. "No. No more. I'm no longer yours! I have someone now and I don't need YOU to ruin it for me," he yelled, hands curling into fists as he stood up to the man. Sephiroth leered at the smaller man and crossed his arms over his chest. "You'll always be mine. Forever. I took you in when no one else did. I made you what you are today, but I see that once more, you've failed to be the great artist that you WANT to be. Instead, you're fucking a little kid." A snowball sailed in the night air and nailed right in Sephiroth's face, making the older man sputter and stumble backwards, wiping away the icy flakes. Cloud turned around and saw Kadaj standing behind him, a triumphant smirk over his face, wiping his hands. "Well, that shut him up," the teen said, placing his hands on his hips. Faintly, in the distance, they heard the sound of a car and the two looked down the street, seeing a bright red Mustang, with Yuffie leaping out from the passenger side. "CLOUD!" Getting out of the driver's side was Cid Highwind with a grim expression on his face, lips pursed tightly around his cigarette. The girl ran to the blonde and hugged him tightly. "I told you NOT to open the door! That's what Daddy said! We saw him in town earlier and I knew that he was going to come and find you," she cried into Cloud's shirt, glaring at the tall man with silver hair. "For my protection, huh," the artist murmured, looking at Cid. The older gentleman gave a small smile and then turned his attention to Sephiroth. "Now, I think it's time you left, partner. Cloud don't need ya no more and I don' ker for the likes of you," the older pilot grounded out, staring Sephiroth down with icy blue eyes.

Yuffie detached herself from her uncle's arms in a flash and took stance, her fists raised and a determined look in her hazel eyes. Sephiroth snorted and walked briskly away, without going of course by giving Cloud one, long, lust-filled gaze. The younger man shuddered some and looked at Cid, jerking his head towards him. "Thanks. You didn't have to come all the way out here, though, Cid," he mumbled, turning to go back inside. Cid watched after him and a small, sad frown graced his stubbled face. "Haveta. Made a promise to a lady to watch you," he murmured. He looked at Yuffie and hugged her around the shoulder with an arm. "Let's go home, darlin'." Yuffie nodded her head and looked back at the house, hoping that her uncle wouldn't think about Sephiroth and his past too much. Once at the door, the blonde stopped when meeting the jade green eyes of Kadaj staring at him with large eyes, bangs partially hiding the questioning gaze. "What?"

"... nothing."

Cloud walked back inside, leaving Kadaj's standing in the snow with Cid and Yuffie. The ninja bit her bottom lip before leaving with her father, and approached the boy slowly. "Hey... listen. Cloud means no harm or anything towards you. It's only Sephiroth. The story behind their former relationship was dark. And... I don't think he wants to get you involved. Please, just... don't ask questions," she said lowly, kicking some snow with her boot. Kadaj frowned deeply, putting his hands in his pant's pocket. "Uh-huh... sure. Thanks for helping him though, you guys," he said, bowing his head some at Cid and his daughter. He went back into the house, closing the door and leaning against it, hearing the car drive away shortly. A dead weight settled within his heart and it pained him deeply. Silence rang in his ears and soon, the boy lowered his body to floor, hugging his knees to his chest, placing his forehead on the kneecaps.

"Why are you keeping things from me," he whispered hoarsely to the empty air.

"To protect you."

In an instant, the silver head lifted and saw Cloud standing above him with a sad expression on his face. "I never wanted you to meet Sephiroth, Kadaj. He's... trouble. He hurt me before and I didn't want him to hurt me again by taking away what was precious to me." Kadaj blinked, the tears that had formed in his eyes falling like raindrops down his cold cheeks. He stood up in a flash and grabbed Cloud's arms, bringing the body close to him. "Like I'd give myself to that man. Whatever. You're all that matters to me, Cloud. No one else in this world is matters to me than loosing you." With that settled to the teen, Kadaj stood up to his fullest height and kissed the man soundly on the lips. Cloud smiled inwardly and hugged the boy to him, parting from the sweet kiss to place little ones on Kadaj's face. "I kinda knew that." Cloud pressed his lips back hungrily against Kadaj's and thrust his tongue within the moist cavern, wrapping around Kadaj's as hands cradled the boy's head as if he were something delicate, strands of silver wrapping around the fingers like thread. Sighing happily, Kadaj leaned more into the kiss, slowly rubbing his body against the artist's.

The blonde pulled back before biting softly into Kadaj's plump, bottom lip. "Shall we continue this in the bedroom," he murmured, his azure eyes lowered, glowing a dark sapphire. Kadaj's body shivered with excitement and anticipation. "I've been waiting, idiot. Take me already," he purred and with a wink, scurried back into Cloud's room, laughing merrily. Rolling his eyes to the ceiling, Cloud smiled and followed, his blood racing within him. Reaching his room, he looked over the panel to see the boy already sitting on the bed, sheets encircling his already naked form, a large smile gracing his pale face. The lamplight shone on him in hues of gold, making Kadaj seem ethereal, making Cloud draw in a sharp breath.

'I really am in love with him... wow. God, please don't let him leave me soon.'

Stepping over the clothes Kadaj had strewn over the carpeted floor, Cloud crawled on the bed to join the boy and sat before him, grinning some. "What do you want," he asked lowly. Kadaj licked his lips as his eyes roamed over the form of the artist. "Oh, don't tease me now. You can't do this, Cloud. Especially to me," Kadaj moaned out, pushing his body near Cloud's, their heat feeding off from one another with hungry, lustful gazing.

"Okay. I won't."

Kadaj smiled warmly and placed his hands on the hem of Cloud's shirt, tugging at it some. The man grinned and raised his arms, allowing the silver-haired youth to take off the article of clothing, revealing a strong, muscled chest and arms that made Kadaj nearly melt into the mattress. His hands traveled up the arms, shivering at the softness of Cloud's golden skin and up to his collarbone, the finger tips tracing over the curving bone, up to his neck and then settling into the silken strands of sunshine hair. "I want to be like this with you forever," he breathed in a whispery voice, a faint blush gracing his cheeks. Cloud's eyes darkened more than they ever did and he pushed his face near Kadaj's, his breath tickling the boy's lips. "Then do so," the man said and kissed the boy with all the fire and passion he had bottled up inside for him, slow and meaningful. Kadaj felt his body being laid back into the clean bed and the sheets taken away from his naked form, the cool air hitting him suddenly. Hands groped everywhere between the two, the teen's own unzipping Cloud's pants and struggling to take them off. A faint chuckle reached his ears and he stood up and yanked them off, tossing them to the other side of the room. Kadaj panted from his spot, hair disheveled and eyes roaming over the artist's body, taking in the trim waist and endless long legs that were flawless and hairless, all pure muscle and power like a panther. Dark, sapphire eyes met with the longing jade and Cloud was immediately on top of the boy, smothering his chest with kisses, licks, and nips, making mewls and sharp exclamations drip from Kadaj's mouth.

The budding heat that started to form from Kadaj's groin made the teen stretch out his pale body over the creamy sheets like a cat as Cloud feasted upon him, lips capturing a coral nipple and toying with its twin. "Oh, Cloud," he gasped and arched his back as goose flesh crawled over him, his hooded eyes watching the golden head travel lower and lower to his straining erection that proudly jutted up and caressed the pectorals of the artist that slid down to wrap a calloused hand around the member and taking it in his wet mouth. Slowly, he suckled the engorged head, pressing his tongue against the slit, tasting pinpricks of something bitter and smooth. Eagerly, Cloud wrapped his lips tightly around Kadaj's length, taking more of him inside his awaiting mouth, hearing the boy gasp and moan above him. Kadaj gripped the loose sheets in his fists tightly, sweat trickling down the side of his face that was set in rapture, mouth opened and eyes fluttering shut. The artist bobbed his head up and down, increasing the suction of his mouth with each descent. Kadaj's hips rocked up, meeting Cloud's mouth. Cloud grinned around the turgid flesh and went back to the crown of Kadaj's cock. He sucked on the flared tip hard as his tongue flickered back and forth, sending unimaginable sensations searing through the teen, making him let loose a high-pitched moan and hands fisting in sunshine locks, gripping the stands hard as Kadaj felt his vision start to fade and become white as his building pleasure teetered to the edge. "Ooohhh... fuck... Cloud...," he whimpered, tears forming in his bright jade eyes.

His grip tightened on Cloud's hair when he began to make swallowing motions, massaging the tip of the cock with the back of his throat. Kadaj held back another loud moan when the artist began to increase his pressure and pace. Cloud looked up at the sweating, porcelain face and the bright eyes staring down at him. Kadaj saw a golden god with sooty eyelashes framing dark sapphire eyes that were filled with lust and need and that smirk he carried sometimes as he watched his lover writhe above him. Kadaj felt himself let go as the hand that held his erection pulled up in a slow, long, hard tug. Kadaj screamed and arched highly off the mattress, his release flowing into the hot mouth of Cloud's as he drank every drop possible. A long, happy sigh erupted from Kadaj's chest as he floated back down to 'Earth', and he sleepily glanced at the blonde cleaning his body. Cloud grinned, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. He crawled over the long body and kissed his lips. Kadaj leaned into it, pushing his tongue inside his mouth, tasting himself faintly over the blonde's own. He felt hands lift his bottom some, a gentle brush of a fingertip teasing his entrance. Jade eyes looked up at Cloud's face. "Yes," he murmured playfully. The man did it again, his head bending down to place kisses along Kadaj's jaw line. "Let me have you."

The boy reached behind him underneath the pillow to produce a tube of lubrication and a Cheshire Cat smile. The artist took it and placed another kiss on the swollen lips, his hands untwisting the top and squirting a good amount of lube on his fingers. He threw the tube beside him and laid Kadaj back, thrusting his fingers inside of the boy. Kadaj threw his head back against the pillows, revealing his pale, creamy neck to the blonde. Unable to resist, the man leaned forward and fastened his teeth against the smooth arc of the silver-haired youth's neck, sinking his teeth in. A hiss escaped Kadaj's lips and the metallic taste of blood entered Cloud's mouth; it was just a thin cut, but a small trickle of blood escaped. With a flick of his tongue, he soothed the slight wound and the teen moaned in appreciation, the sound vibrating against his lips as Cloud moved three fingers in and out of his squirming lover. Kadaj cried out in rapture at the intruding digits inside of him and the blonde that was suckling from his neck, the two points of pleasure over-whelming him. His hands searched to hold onto something and found the top of the headboard. "Harder," he panted and Cloud could only happily oblige, nipping the skin around the bite he left on the boy, feeling Kadaj's hips buck against his own. "Why not I put something bigger in," he whispered hoarsely, withdrawing his fingers and grabbed the lube to put on his straining erection. Slicking his member, the blonde grabbed the thin, pale hips and brought Kadaj to him, the sheets falling partially to the floor with a gentle 'swish' like fallen water. He stared down at the person below him and nearly buckled over at the sight. Kadaj was still hanging on to the headboard, his silver hair strewn around his head like a bright, gleaming silver halo, his cat-eyes staring within him with adoration and love, his porcelain body stretched to Cloud like an offering, his body glowing with sweat and anticipation, lips ruby red and his bite mark standing out proudly from his neck. A wave of pride and possessiveness rode over Cloud and he bowed his body over Kadaj, placing a sound kiss on the boy's lips before entering him without warning. A squeal rang inside of Cloud's mouth as he sat inside of the teen's pulsing entrance, his cock twitching madly and he broke the kiss, panting hard, and his eyes closed in concentration. "M-move, Cloud...! Move," Kadaj whined, turning his head into his arm. The blonde sucked in his breath and starting thrusting slowly in and out of his lover, relishing at the noises that came along with it.

"Harder! I want to FEEL you," Kadaj groaned out, his voice slightly muffled. Cloud could only oblige to the offer and picked up Kadaj's hips, angling himself and began a series of quick, hard, and fast thrusts, making the boy cry out again, moving along with the motions as the artist nailed his prostate over and over again, making Kadaj's cock spring back to life. Cloud arched his back some, meeting with Kadaj's furious rocking against him, gripping the hips hard, knowing he was going to leave bruises. The warm, tight walls of his body gripped Cloud's cock, clenching around him, pulling him in deeper. Pleasure racked between the two bodies as the thrusting got faster and sweat mingled around them, the sounds of wet flesh smacking against each other in the lamp-lit room. Kadaj gave up on holding onto the banging headboard and his hands limply fell above him, crying out and mewling as he felt Cloud's cock move within him like lightning, his body alit with fire. "Oooohhh, shit...! I-I'm gonna-," he whimpered, biting his bottom lip as he felt his groin tighten more and more with each touch Cloud did to his prostate, making the boy squeal now and leap up, encircling his arms around the man, his face buried within the crook of the man's neck.

"P-please, Cloud. Re-release me...! Let me come," he whimpered in his ear, licking the lobe, causing Cloud to gasp and tighten his hold on Kadaj. A hot hand wrapped around his weeping arousal and jerked it, making Kadaj shudder and bite the man's shoulder as he came fast and hot in Cloud's hand, causing his inner walls to clamp down hard on Cloud's cock, making the blonde come within him as well. Both men clung to each other as they released themselves, their panting and harsh breathing echoing around them, the scent of musk, sex, and sweat lingering in their noses. Cloud pulled back some, watching Kadaj catch his breath, his eyes fluttering sleepily, strands of silver falling around him and his jade cat-eyes, his mouth parted. "You're so cute," he whispered and hugged the boy tightly. Kadaj accepted the embrace and smiled tiredly. Cloud laid their bodies down in the cool bed. The man bent down and placed a soft kiss on the boy's forehead, brushing back the silver bangs. "I love you... I'm not lying when I say this either, Kadaj. There's no one on this planet that will take me away from you," Cloud said in a gentle tone, all the while looking down at his lover with a loving gaze. Kadaj stared at him with wide eyes. "You mean it?"

"With every being within me."

Kadaj smiled happily and hugged the man to him once more, relishing at the contact. "Good. Let's sleep. I'm tired," he mumbled, snuggling against Cloud's chest. He heard a deep rumbling of laughter and a arm wrap around his waist." Alright, kitten. You deserve it."

"Deserve it? Whatever..."


DONE! OMG, I'M DONE! falls down on the floor, twitching The things I do for love... well, I hope you all enjoyed this chapter. Now that Sephiroth is back in the picture, what does this mean for Cloud and Kadaj? -insert creepy music- In the midst of all this, my lovely muse Seraphim decided, "Hey! I'm gonna go on vacation for awhile and I hope you get the chapter done!" ... WTF! I was left behind for like... almost a MONTH! Oh well... no cookies for her. :) I hope this chapter has pleased you all because I'M going to BED! GAH!

(1) the trench coat flaps reminded me of his black angel wing. Teehee…

--- the moonlight carries the message of Love.---

SD