So after the last chapter, i was having a little bit of trouble coming up with something to impress and astound the readers. So i called in back up? who did i call? No... not ghost busters... and for the record, that joke hasn't been funny since the '80s. All i can say is that if you really want to find out you should keep reading cause you totally will.

Thank you again Teinai for your continuous support.

I hadn't noticed that David was still standing by. He rushed over to me and put his hand on my back. He didn't say anything, but was there for me in, his way. Finally I managed to get my sobs under control. My eyes felt hot and my head ached when I finally allowed David to help me up.

"David" I croaked. "Take me back up please."

I wanted to sleep. I was suddenly very tired and all I wanted to do was crawl into my bed and sleep. He nodded silently, patting my shoulder softly. I honestly liked David. I felt he had a good soul. If I could see auras like some vampires can, his would probably be green. The colour of life. Bright like grass or fresh leaves.

We spent the whole ride in silence and when the doors opened he put his hand on my shoulder to keep me from walking.

"Do you want to tell me what happened?" He asked, looking directly into my eyes. His eyes were a deep blue green. I was hypnotized for a moment before I shook myself back into reality.

"I… It's nothing" I said. I didn't want anyone to think I was delusional or something. How could I tell him that my friend had somehow astroprojected himself into the form of the white rabbit in order to haunt my dreams with his regret? I felt a sudden bitterness. Hind sight's 20/20 isn't it? Now you wanted to do something. Now you wanted to be my friend. Unfortunately for the both of us, it was already too late.

I let out a huff and I'm sure there was a scowl on my face. I took a deep breath and counted to ten, I learned that in group, and then looked back into blue orbs.

"I'd really like to lay down now" I said, my voice sounded tight, and I felt guilty. I didn't want to be rude to David. He nodded, giving a quick crooked smile before taking me back to the ward. When we were inside the doors, I turned to him and said: "That little bit of anger there wasn't directed at you. I don't want to be rude to you so I'm sorry. You're actually a very nice person and you didn't deserve that"

"Seth. Listen to me; I understand what you're going through. Maybe not entirely, but I can sympathize with being in a hospital surrounded by people you don't know anything about, and feeling alone and scared. I've been through it. I know you didn't mean to take it out on me. But know that no matter what, you can talk to me and I'll get you whatever help I can. I promise" David told me sincerely. He rubbed my back between my shoulder blades a second before he turned to walk away, slowly.

I wandered back to my room, and looked out the window for a moment. My room faced a different side of the hospital, but it looked very similar to the area in which I looked at from the smoking section. I sighed heavily and turned away from the window. I lay down, and noticed that my roommates bed was far from tidy.

I was in the well again. Only… I wasn't. I don't think anyone could see me, But I saw the middle one arguing with the redhead. It seemed that the third was following the middle one. Suddenly, the middle one Jumped off her rock and started swimming down. The third one looked sadly at the first and followed.

I saw them break water in my pool in the woods and they were human. I saw them swim out to shore and walk out. It was Leah and my mother. They dressed in clothes left on a rock and started walking through the woods. Away from home.

I sat up quickly and breathed heavily. There was a sheen of sweat on my forehead and I trembled. What was happening to me? Suddenly I thought, did Mom and Leah really leave? I think they should if they didn't. I didn't cry this time, and the dream didn't weigh heavy on my mind.

I washed my face quickly and went to the day room. There was a group session in progress and I was asked to join. When it came to me I spoke calmly. Relating only that my family kicked me out after they found out. There were not many reactions. A few of the guys furrowed their eyebrows but it wasn't like they were disgusted. I heard one of the girls squeal and then blush when I looked at her.

"I'm sorry! I just think that's so adorable" She said excitedly. I was shocked and stared at her disbelieving.

"uh… thanks I guess" I said, still confused.

"I didn't mean to talk out of turn or be rude, sorry Seth" she said, blushing and embarrassed red.

"That's alright, I didn't think you were being rude. I've just never had anyone react that way" I said, giving her a small smile. She brightened up after that, and talked excitedly about how she felt happy that she had made a new friend today.

After group ended, she came and sat down next to me. She leaned in close and said in a low voice,

"so what's the whole story?" My pulse quickened as my mind went immediately to the pack and the great secret. I relaxed as I realized that I didn't even keep that secret any more, and turned to her and calmly replied,

"What ever do you mean?"

She giggled and punched me in the arm firmly. "I mean what else happened. No one tells the whole story in group."

"well, dad was an abusive drunk, Literally the whole town ganged up and ran me out and then I ate my own flesh off my wrists somewhere around Seattle, apparently close enough to the city to be found." I said. I don't know why I put it in such direct terms, but it seemed most appropriate at the time.

"Wow. That's horrible" She said, shrugging her shoulders. "I;m here because I started a vampire cult at my old high school. They put me here when someone found the captain of the football team suspended from the ceiling of the gym. All her blood was drained. I tried to explain that the vampires were real, and that a real one had done that to her, but they didn't believe."

I was unsure of what to think. I had seen and killed vampires, but that was deep in the forest. I wondered if I should ask her to describe the vampire but wasn't sure if she might just be crazy. How could I tell her all these things if she was just crazy?

"I was supposed to keep it secret, and I guess I probably should have. But I had to do something. Now there's a vampire chaseing me and my boyfriend, who was also a vampire, took off so now I'm left totally unprotected." She a laugh bubbled past her lips and I could almost swear her eyes were looking in different directions for a moment.

"Really? What town do you come from?" I asked. There was a den of vampires somewhere near la push.

" Forks." She said. "My dad's chief, you know."

"oookay?" I didn't understand why she felt the need to mention that but I figured I should go along for the ride.

"anyway, we were playing baseball out in the thunderstorm, and these three other vampires came up. Then the blond one started stalking me. That was when Edwardo and his whole fam damnly decided to leave."

"baseball…. In the thunderstorm" I repeated slowly.

"They're cold you know. Like marble. And it almost like they're made of stone." She said. That startled me. I knew this to be truth and there had been no previous validity to her story.

"look!" She said, Holding her hand up. There was a bite mark in her palm. It was cold and hard. I looked at her and she smiled and nodded. Her whole story was true. I sat silently, letting her story sink in.

"I'm Bella by the way" She said. "hey, I'm going to go back to my room so I'll see you later."

ooh... Like? No like? Tell me plznthnx. Btw... bella totally came out of left field for me but i was sitting thinking one night... what if bella told someone else about Edward. and then i was like... totally. And the rest is history... er, rather a chronical of an emotionally/phyiscally abused homosexual werewolf... sorry seth... we loves you...

atleast if you really loved him, you'd review.