WARNING:

There is a lemon in this chapter. If anyone is uncomfortable with the idea of a lemon, please just do NOT read that part.

And, this will be a long chapter. I can promise you that. XD


Alternative Eclipse

~Chapter VII~

When the sun was going down, we were all waiting outside in front of the Cullen Mansion. We were saying goodbye to one another for it was now time for Alice and Esme to take their husbands out on a group hunting trip, and for Rosalie and Emmett to go and watch over my father. That meant it was only going to be me and Edward inside the house tonight.

It also meant it was the night for me to put my plan in action.

"We'll be back sometime tomorrow morning. Until then, stay safe." Esme said, hugging Edward and kissing his cheek before moving onto me. She hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear, "Good luck my dear. I hope tonight will be magical for you." and then she moved onto hugging Emmett and Rosalie.

Alice's words of advice and encouragement were after her. "Don't worry, Bella. I see tonight going beautifully according to plan. He won't be able to resist you; you just need to be very persistent with this." Alice whispered to me, a bright and mischievous smile on her pixie face. Unfortunately, Jasper was right behind his wife, and he let me know just how I was feeling right now.

"Your plan has been spoiled, Bella. But, all I can say is don't be so nervous, and have confidence in yourself." Jasper whispered, smirking when he saw me blushing deeply in embarrassment.

Carlisle had also overheard the ladies' words of the plan, yet he just smiled at me reassuringly and kissed me on the cheek. Emmett and Rosalie were last.

"Glad to see you stepping up in losing your virginity tonight, Bells. I'm sure Eddie will be one happy vampire tonight." Emmett whispered in my ear, chuckling when he saw how horrified I looked. Rosalie smacked him on the shoulder for saying that, but smirked still. "Remember all of the tips we gave you to be sexy, Bella. Edward not going to be able to resist you." Rosalie whispered to me, patting my head and kissing my forehead.

And, after much embarrassment on my part, the Cullen departed. "That was weird; everyone kept whispering something you..." Edward muttered once they were gone. I giggled to myself; it was so cute to see him very confused and naive. He was totally unaware of how his family knew about my plan.

"Oh, it was them just wishing me to be safe and have fun tonight since it's only just the two of us." I replied, hoping my lie was convincing enough for him. Thankfully, he seemed to have bought, and nodded his head.

"So, what do you want to do, love?" Edward asked me, taking my hand and leading back towards the mansion. I want you to throw me over your shoulder and take me up to bedroom, Edward. Then, I want you to make love to me. One side of my thoughts had spoken up in my mind. No. That would surely frighten him, or make him immediately reject me and go back to his old ways... Plus, I didn't want to expose my true plans to him just yet.

Then, I thought of something that made me smile. It's been a long time since he's done that for me, and I truly missed it.

"Can you play for me?" I asked him in a tiny voice, looking up at him with pleading eyes. His golden orbs sparkled; I could tell by that one look that he really missed playing the piano for me, as much as I did. "Of course." Edward breathed to me, and wrapping his arms around my waist, he led me inside.

And played for me, he did. He had started off with playing Clair de Lune, and smiled when I leaned my head on his shoulder. That piece of music always reminded me of my mother who was in the sunny state of Florida. I haven't seen her in a long time, and missed her terribly. Maybe I could convince Edward to let me get a ticket to go see her. No doubt he would follow me, refusing to leave me alone - unprotected.

After Clair de Lune, he switched to other classical pieces, astounding me with his musical talent. While playing, he told me he had wrote two new pieces - both for Alice and Rosalie. He said that he had played the songs for them, and said they both loved them. I asked him if he could play them for me, and he happily obliged.

First he played Alice's piece. Her piece was happy, fast and very energetic. I had to giggle at it; it suited Alice's bubbly nature perfectly. Then, when he played Rosalie's piece, I was a bit confused by it. It was beautiful, of course; just like Rosalie is. But, some of it sounded rather sorrowful. I didn't understand that. Why was there sad sounding music to Rosalie's music? I thought with her beauty and everything, she would've had a happy life as a human. Did something terrible happen to her when she died and became a vampire?

When Edward saw my confusion, he said, "Rosalie said she would tell you about her past when the time is right. She'll explain to you what happened to her, and hopefully that'll explain why some of her music sounds sad to you."

I nodded, and continued to listen to him play. He played Esme's favorite for me, and then, he played my lullaby. I smiled at him when I heard him begin playing it. I haven't heard my lullaby in a long time, and I was happy to hear it today. He smiled back at me, and kissed me on the lips, but didn't get distracted from playing.

He played for me, for two hours straight. When he was done, he raised his fingers from the keys, and looked down at me. "What would like to do now, love?" Edward asked me, brushing back some of my hair behind my ear. I think now would be the time to start the plan. I thought to myself before I answered him. "I think I want to go take a relaxing long bath before I go to sleep." I replied, kissing his cold cheek. "Oh." Edward frowned a bit. "What is it?" I asked him, wondering why he was sad all of a sudden.

"I just thought you would want to do something together. But, if you want to take a bath, then go ahead." He quickly tried masking his sadness by urging me to go take that bath. Smiling down at him, I kissed his lips slowly, hoping to show him that I love him. "Don't worry, Edward. We'll do something together after my bath, and before I go to sleep." I whispered in his ear, then skipped off, heading upstairs to his bedroom.

At least there was a bathroom attached to this room. When I entered the room, I saw a pile of clothing on his bed, with a folded up note on top of it. I walked over to it, and unfolded the note to read it to myself.

Dear Bella,

These clothes will help you in getting Edward to sleep with you tonight. Don't be nervous; hold your head up high and remain confident he'll have sex with you. I've seen it happen in my head so many times, I know for sure that it's going to happen.

And, I expect details tomorrow.

Love,

Alice~

I blushed from the last bit of the note. Details? She can't be serious, right? I don't think Alice would want to hear about how the night would end. Or at least, I hope she doesn't...

Sighing to myself, I picked up the pile of clothing without bothering to look at how little it was, or why it felt silky at the bottom of the pile, then went into the bathroom, closing the door behind me. Edward's bathroom was larger than my bedroom, and it was lit by lights hanging over the wide mirror, over by the counters with a sink there. A roomy tub sat next to a little room that held the toilet - all for appearances, no doubt - while the shower was off to the side, with glass doors for privacy.

I turned the dial on the tub, letting it fill up with lukewarm water. Thankfully, shaving supplies were waiting for me on the counter. Alice always thinks of everything. I thought to myself as I brought the shaving supplies over towards the tub. Then, I stripped out of my clothes and stepped into the tub after turning off the running water once I saw the tub was filled up to the limit I wanted.

I bathed and shaved off any unnecessary hair anywhere on my body. Once I was sure my hair and body was clean, I got out and drained the tub. I dried my hair and brushed out any knots in my hair, before putting on the outfit Alice had left me. It was some fancy French lingerie set, with lace and sheer fabric here and there. But, what was important was that it was Edward's favorite color on me - royal blue.

He reacts nicely when I'm wearing this color. I thought as I remembered the times when I wore this color, and how Edward couldn't help but touch me in some romantic and intimate way. Then, I saw the silky fabric on the counter, and picked it up. It was a long silky light blue robe that reached my ankles once I put it on. Then, I felt a note was in one of the pockets, and took it out, before reading it to see who it was from this time.

Dear Bella,

I thought you'd want to wear this over your err... ensemble, Alice put together for you. I know you, and you would want to be comfortably covered in the beginning for this.

I wish you the best of luck tonight, and no matter the outcome, just remember you'll always have Edward and his unconditional love for you.

Love,

Esme

I have to remember to thank Esme for the robe.

I gave myself one last look in the mirror while my heart pounded. This was it. It is either the night where I'm finally to have my vampire be with me as one, or it was going to be a night of utter disappointment and rejection. But, I had to remember Esme's words; no matter what, Edward will be mine and I'll still have his endless love.

Taking a steadying deep breath, I steeled my nerves and walked out of the bathroom. He wasn't in here, so that helped me in keeping my cool. I turned down the lights and then hid myself in his closet. Rosalie said I should act like I'm trying to look for a shirt to go with his outfit for graduation, so when he comes in and sees me in the robe, he'll be taken by surprise. I don't know why this would help me getting Edward to sleep with me, but I followed her suggestion and went looking through his shirts.

"Edward?" I called, but I knew only merely whispering or talking, he would be able to hear. "Yes love?" Edward's voice rang from outside in his bedroom. "Alice told me she wanted me to help her by looking for a fancy shirt for you to wear at graduation, but I don't know which one would look best on you." I said innocently, while really, I could care less about the shirt; no matter what my Adonis wore, he would always look like he stepped off the runway.

"Want me to come in there to help you?" Edward asked, but I sighed. "No. I think I'll have Alice help me tomorrow. I'm simply not cut out for putting outfits together." I said to him in a grumble, trying to stifle my giggles. Alright, here we go. I thought just before I stepped out of his walk-in closet. I heard a quiet gasp, and looked up to see Edward in the doorway. He was staring at me, his topaz eyes darkening considerably in lust. Huh; maybe Rosalie's idea helped some...

"What?" I asked him, feigning innocence. "Uh... you're wearing a... robe..." Edward stammered to me quietly, his eyes raking up and down my body. "Yes, and...?" I asked, again acting innocently. "I-It's just... I never really... seen you... wearing one..." Edward stuttered, clearing his throat. "Oh." I said to him, smiling. I walked over to him slowly, staring at him intently and loving how his Adam's apple bobbed when I stopped in front of him. "Do you like that I'm wearing this?" I asked him sensually, taking his hand in mine and setting it on my hip.

He gulped again, and nodded his head. "You look... gorgeous." Edward breathed, moaning when I leaned up and kissed his neck. "Thank you." I whispered, smiling and using my human teeth, I nipped at his neck; he moaned again.

"But, I don't think I might where this to bed." I said offhandedly, stepping back. It looked like Edward had released a sigh of relief, happy that I wouldn't be torturing him with this silky cover up. Oh, is he in for a surprise... I thought, giggling.

"Well, if you don't want to, that's fine." he replied. I nodded my head, then undid the tie that kept it on my body, before letting it fall to the floor. I turned around, and saw Edward staring at me wide eyed, his eyes darker than before. "Bella..." his voice cracked while he stared at me, standing there in the lingerie his sister gave me for this night.

"Do you like it? It's a little too lacy for my liking, but if you like it, then I can get some more." I said as nonchalantly as I could while trying to keep my heart calm and steady.

Then, all of a sudden, Edward was gone. But, he appeared in front of me, and I realized I had my robe back on me, for he was trying to tie it. "I-I think you should keep this on tonight." Edward stuttered, refusing to look me in the face. "You don't like it?" I asked him, hurt. Edward chuckled and finally looked up at me, his eyes still black with hunger.

"I love it on you, my angel. But, you don't understand; if you wear that tonight, then you're testing my boundaries too greatly, that it'll become difficult for me to control myself." Edward purred to me, a bit of an angry growl slipping through his answer. When he was finished tying the robe's tie back together, I scowled up at him. "Well, maybe I want you to lose your control with me tonight." I said stubbornly, and undid the tie, where I pushed it off of my shoulders once more.

Edward looked the other way when the robe fell away for the second time. "Bella, please. Put it back on and keep it on." Edward begged to me desperately. "But, I don't want to." I argued, stepping over to him and pressing my body close to his cold one. Edward heaved a sigh where I could see he was having an internal battle with himself from how conflicted his eyes looked.

"Edward, there is something I want from you tonight." I began, reaching up for the buttons on his shirt. I began unbuttoning it slowly while talking to him. "Ever since you came back, and ever since I accepted your proposal to marry you, we've been so carefree and wild with our sessions. I love it that you're not so strict with your boundaries anymore, because it's led me to see that you want me in every single sense. But, what I don't get is that you always stop us from becoming one. Why is that?" I asked him, getting all the way down to his last button of his shirt.

I abruptly found myself on my back on his comfy bed. I gasped at the quick movement, and found Edward hovering over me, his open shirt hanging on his shoulders while the robe was draped over me like a blanket, covering me from him. "The reason why I stop us from making love, Bella, is because I refuse to taint your soul with my dead, lifeless body." Edward hissed, seeming angered that I was pushing this.

"Taint my soul...?" I trailed off questioningly, bewildered by his answer. "Yes. I'm a monster - can't you see that? I kill animals, I've killed humans. How could you ever still want me still after all of this time is beyond my mind, but if there's one I want to keep intact before we marry and before you are changed, is your innocent fragile virtue. So, please. Stop. Pushing. Me. To. Have. Sex. With. You." Edward growled out, emphasizing his words through gritted teeth.

I was stunned by this. How could he believe he would "taint my soul" if he were to have sex with me? So hurt from his answer, hot tears of utter rejection began falling from eyes, rolling down my cheeks and landing on the soft bedspread below me. "You... don't want me anymore..." I stammered out to him brokenly, sobbing at this revelation.

He didn't want me anymore. That had to be really why he didn't want to have me in every way possible.

"What? Bella, no!" Edward yelled out, looking shocked that I would come to that conclusion. "Yes, you do! I know you don't want me anymore!" I wailed, releasing more tears and choked breaths of air as I suffocated on my sobbing. I was suddenly sitting up and in his cold lap the next second, with his arms snared around my bare waist, and him cooing to me. "No, Bella. I want you - oh god, you have no idea how much I want you, my love." Edward soothed me, stroking my hair.

"Then... why won't you make love to me?" I asked him in a whisper, leaning back to stare into his eyes. Edward sighed and said, "You're soul matters to me more than anything, just like the love I have for you. If I were to make love to you while you were still human, Bella... it... I could kill you." I stopped him by looking at him, confused.

"You would never kill me, I know you wouldn't." I replied defiantly. Edward again sighed and shaking his head, he replied; "I wish it could be easier said than done, my love. But, you don't understand. When my kind can lose their self control - their grip on reality -, we are nothing but wild, animalistic savages. We see no logic and don't realize that we can kill innocent beings, including humans. It's hard for us to regain control of ourselves. And... if I were to hurt you, I would never be able to live with myself..." At the end of his answer, his voice slipped into a pained whisper.

I shifted in my spot on Edward's lap to where I was now straddling him. "Edward, look at me." I whispered, placing both hands on his cold cheeks and trying to pull his face up to look me in the eye. Edward slowly looked up, his eyes so saddened and so lost, I had to hold back my shutter of pain.

"Edward, please. This is all I'm asking you. I want this, more than anything. I want to experience this before I become a raving lunatic, craving only blood, blood, blood and more blood. I want every single emotion and feeling during this, but I won't get that after I've been transformed. Please, just make love to me now. I promise you that you can do whatever you want if you give me this. I'll let you buy me a car. I'll let you pay for intuition for Dartmouth. I'll let you even buy us a mansion if you wanted that. But, I want you to make love to me first." I breathed to him, hoping he could see in my eyes that I really wanted this and would be willing to let him shower me with expensive gifts, pay for anything and do whatever he pleased with the money he and his family had.

Edward looked in my eyes, studying me, before he said in a quiet voice, "I can give you anything you want - love, money, gifts, eternity - and this is what you ask me to give to you? A risk that can kill you as you're so fragile?" "It's all I'm asking you now, Edward. I want this so badly - to feel your love me as a human. Just... please." I whispered back, leaning in and touching his cold nose with mine.

He gulped and sat there, thinking to himself.

Then, I found myself on my back once more, only the robe was thrown away this time. Edward hovering me, his shirt gone. I was momentarily distracted by his sculpted alabaster torso - his defined muscles, his beautiful abs, and that sharp "V" at his hips where it was pointed downwards to the treasure I wanted badly at this moment.

But, I was stopped from looking when I felt Edward's lips on mine in the next second. He kissed me hungrily but also gently, so he wouldn't hurt me. I kissed him back just as eagerly, raising my upper body up so I could wrap my thin arms around his neck and thread my fingers into his wild hair. My heart raced from how passionate he was, and my blood boiled from his feather-light touches skimming over my flushed skin.

We moaned when his hand gripped my breast and he kneaded it through the bra I still had on. I reached down and undid his button and zipper on his pants, where I pushed them down as far I could. He took over and slid them off his body, leaving him only in black silk boxers. We continued kissing each other wildly, when I decided that I waited long enough to keep this confining bra on.

So, I reached around with my arm, my hand going towards the clasp when Edward's hand stopped me. I looked up him, pulling away from his glorious lips, wondering if he was going to stop me like always; this is was all Edward would allow from our previous sessions. He wanted us to stay in our underwear while we would fondle each other and explore new things together. He never wanted us to be naked during this.

"Let me do it." Edward whispered to me hoarsely, and I gasped quietly. I can't believe this; he's actually going through with this...

I heard Edward gulp loudly - he's probably swallowing back some of his venom - then I felt his cold hands slithering up my back to the clasp. He gripped it between his fingers, then undid it slowly. The bra fell away, where my breasts - once pushed up and supported - bounced and hung free. I took slow breaths to calm my heart, and waited for Edward to move.

When he did, he saw my breasts and stared at them with wide, dark eyes. "So beautiful..." he choked out, swallowing once more. I sat there, trying to remain calm and still for him to go slowly with this. I didn't want to rush him into anything he wasn't ready for. While I sat still, I let Edward cup my breasts in his large hands, then I mewled when I felt him kiss both of them. He was so gentle and tender, it was only turning me on even more.

After paying so much attention to my chest, Edward leaned back to attack my lips with a new fervor. I returned the heat by throwing my arms around his neck once more, digging my fingers in his hair while pressing my chest to his. He moaned into my mouth when he felt my nipples graze his skin.

"Edward..." I breathed when his lips pulled away from mine and were making their way down to my neck. "Bella, my sweet Bella..." Edward purred, and with his arms that were around my bare waist still, he gave it a soft squeeze at the same time he began sucking on my neck lightly. I felt my eyes roll into the back of my head and my eyes closed on their own accord, while another moan escaped my lips and my hips bucked. The one area where I wanted him to pay attention to the most was pooling with need, and I don't know how much longer I can wait.

"Edward... I need you." I cried to him, scratching his head lightly with my nails. Edward growled but nodded his head. He pulled back and laid me on my back, where he placed both of his hands on either side of my head and hovered over me again. Then, he let one of his hands move, where his fingers brushed my skin as his hand got closer and closer to my nether region. I groaned at the feeling of his cold fingers; they felt amazing on my hot skin.

He finally reached my panties, and he ran his index finger over it gently. "Please, Edward. Take them off!" I cried out; the sexual frustration I had from this was making me want him to just rip them off and take me. Edward gulped, then hooked his fingers in the waistband. There, he dragged them down, away from my body.

He tossed the panties behind him, not caring where they landed. Edward was distracted by staring at my sex, staring dazedly at the curly hair that was glistening with my need for him. It seemed like he was frozen in his place, so I sat up on my knees and wrapped my arms around his neck. I kissed his frozen lips, pressing my naked body to his, where I could feel his erection hard and poking me in the stomach.

Then, I felt Edward shift around, where I could feel him slipping off his silk boxers. When he tossed them off to the side, I sat back and stared at it. His manhood was large, pale and was glistening in pre-cum. I knew then that he wouldn't last long once we would be connected, and with it being so big, I knew this was going to hurt.

Edward saw me staring at his erection, and gulped again. He then wrapped his arms around my waist and picked me up. There, he crawled closer towards the head of the bed, and lied me down again; my hair fanned out around me on the mountain of pillows below me, and I stared up at him when he gripped the headboard behind me with firm hands.

He took a shaky breath, staring down at me with worried eyes. "This will hurt, Bella. If you feel the slightest amount of pain, please tell me, and I'll stop." Edward whispered to me. I reached up with my arms and wrapped them loosely around his neck, and spread my legs for him, wrapping them around his waist. "I'm ready for you, Edward. I promise I'll tell you." I whispered back, giving him a smile; we didn't want to speak any louder than a whisper, fearing it might ruin the romantic air.

Edward nodded, smiling nervously down at me. Then, he took a deep breath, before he pushed himself in. He went deep, where he broke the barrier, and that's where I felt the sharp sting of pain. I let out a sharp gasp, and tears quickly fell from my eyes. Edward saw this and froze. "I'm so sorry you're in pain, my love." Edward whispered, and reached down with a shaky hand, he wiped away my tears. I knew he was trying to be so still for me, to not hurt me further.

"It's o-okay, Edward. W-We couldn't avoid you h-hurting me." I gritted out in a slight stutter, wincing when he moved just the slightest bit. We waited for the pain to subside, and when it did, I told him that he could move. Edward nodded, then he pulled himself out before thrusting back in. He continued this, building up speed and my pleasure for this was growing with each thrust.

"Ungh... Edward..." I moaned, my hands clawing at his bare back as he thrusts his manhood into me roughly. He growls loudly, his eyes shut tight; I knew his vampire urges were growing with each stroke, and I could hear the iron of the bed frame creaking and groaning out in protest from his hands bending it so he could control his strength.

"God... Angel... won't... last..." was all Edward could grunt out. His thrusts became increasingly fast at this point, and I was so close to falling apart. "So close..." I cried out, my heart pounding. "Bella, Bella, Bella... oh god...!" Edward snarled out, my name falling from his lips like a prayer.

Then, with one final thrust, I couldn't hold on any longer. "Edward!" I screamed and fell over the edge into bliss, crying his name out as I rode the waves of utter pleasure. Edward snarled when he released his hot seed in me, his orgasm being let loose right after I did. His muscles rippling as I heard metal being ripping away from something, while I could feel his head duck down and heard a tearing noise; was he biting into the pillows in order to stop himself from biting me?

When we were spent from our orgasm together, he collapsed on top me, panting heavily like I was. I was sweaty and flushed from our first time together, yet I couldn't be more elated. Smiling dreamily, I laid there while Edward shifted to lie beside me. He wrapped an arm around my waist and lifted us while he turned down the quilt and sheets. He pulled them over our naked bodies, tucking me under them before cradling me close to his chest.

We then laid there, letting our breathing return to normal. When I was calm, I looked up and saw him staring down at me with golden eyes, and he was smiling at me lazily. Stretching up, I was able to reach his lips for a quick, tired peck. "Thank you." I murmured happily, smiling at him. Edward raised a hand and stroked my cheek with the back of his hand, and kissed my wild hair that grew messy after I had been bucking my hips crazily just a few minutes ago.

"I love you, Bella." Edward purred, and began humming my lullaby. I yawned, now realizing I was so tired from our activity, before snuggling into his cold chest. "I love you too, Edward. Good night." I mumbled sleepily.

With that, I fell asleep in my true love's arms.


A/N: So? What do you think about my first "official" lemon? Was it good? Bad? Awesome? Terrible? Accurate enough?

If there are any mistakes about the lemon, then I'm sorry about that. This is my first time writing one, and well, I'm a teen and haven't done anything like that, that would give me the knowledge of how it's usually carried out... *blushes*

But, I promised all of you a lemon, and I tried my best. So... yeah...

Reviews would be greatly appreciated, as well as votes to the poll on my profile. :D

Bye for now,

~*Lady Lily of Darkness*~