"Brian." I moan. His lips start trailing down my neck. I can feel myself getting turned on, but to be completely honest, I don't want to do anything. "Brian." I moan again as he continues to kiss my neck and starts rubbing circles into my hips.

"Mhmm?" He mummers as he kisses me.

"We can't do this." I quiver as he kisses a new spot of my neck. His lips are cold against the new area of hot skin he is kissing. He ignores my statement and continues kissing me. I let it go for a while, but I refuse to have sex with him. I want to, but it's just too early in the relationship, plus he said we can go shopping. I don't want to be tired by the time I want to go.

After about 5 minutes of Brian kissing my neck, he attempts to start kissing my stomach. I moan, but I protest his movement and I back away from him. He gives me a look of disappointment and I just stare at him.

"Bri, I-." He stops me before I could finish telling him what I need to say.

"I know Sammy. I'm sorry. I was just getting a bit carried away."

"It's ok, I understand how you feel too." I pause for a moment and think of how I should say what is on my mind. I'll just let it go with the flow. "Bri, I know you want to have sex with me." He stares at me and smirks a little. I knew it.

"Well, you got me. I do want to have sex with you. But if you're not ready, I completely understand. I respect your decision."

"Thank you Brian. And to be honest, I kinda want to have sex with you, I'm just not ready yet. Especially since you said you can take me to go shopping." I smirk, get up, slap his ass, and walk up stairs to get ready. I can tell that he was staring at me as I walking up stairs, but I wanted to get ready.

Despite the fact that Brian made me feel so good, I need to shower. Especially after what just happened. I'm soaked and I just feel grossed in general.

Brian didn't care if I showered in his house, I've already done it plenty of times before. I did need to stop back at my place real quick to change some things, but I don't give a fuck if I wear the same pants.

I enter the bathroom and locked the door behind me. I turned on the shower, as I let it heat up, I slipped off my clothes. I turned to the mirror to stare at my nude body. Did I really want Brian to see me naked. I have all of these scars on the right side of my body. I then looked at my breast, are they big enough for him? I scanned every part of my body and I kept asking myself the same question, "Is it good enough for him?"

I brushed off the thought and just went into the shower. Within minutes, I am singing, but that's how I roll. I started singing Scream for many reasons, but I just loved the song in general.

I got out of the shower and dried myself off. I put my hair up in a messy bun and I quickly put my clothes on. I checked my phone and it was 10:30. I wanted to go to the mall in Jacksonville because there is just a lot more variety there. I opened the door and I heard a strange squishing noise. I stopped and remained quiet so I can figure out what the sound is. I walk and with each step I take, the sound gets closer. I find myself outside of Brian's room, I press my ear up against the door to hear what the noise is. But I stumble because he opens the door as soon as I go to listen.

"Trying to get a peek?" He said with a huge cocky grin. My face turns red really badly.

"I. Uh. I was just trying to-." I stopped myself because I didn't know what to say.

"I had to finish off what you started babe." I rolled my eyes at him, I was about to grab his hand, but I just remember that he was touching himself.

"Wash your hands and get dressed please." I turn around, walk downstairs, and sit on the couch. I can hear the water starting to run. I sighed in relief. I would have been nasty if he didn't wash his hands.

A few more minutes pass by and Brian is all dressed. He is wearing a black v-neck t-shirt with lightly ripped jeans and black Nikes. He looks madly attractive, especially with his hair perfectly shaped up and just enough eyeliner on his waterline. I almost died of because of how good he looked, but I wanted to go shopping, so I need to control myself.

"Alrighty. I need to stop at my place real quick so I can just get a change of new clothes." Brian nods and he grabs my hand. We walk outside and it is gorgeous outside. It's not too hot not too cold. It's wonderful. As I walk towards the car, I breathe in the fresh air around me. Brian opens the car door for me and walks over to the other side for himself. He starts the engine, turns his head, and backs up.

"So, what mall are we going to?"

"Can we please go to the one in Jacksonville Bri?" He sighs as the word 'Jacksonville' comes out of my mouth. He knows that it is a bit further than where my school is, but he agrees with the nod of his head.

"Ok Sammy. Just for you." I smile at him and we begin moving towards my house. When we get there, Brian just sits in the car as I run in real quick to change my shirt, underwear, and shoes. I just put on a black tank top with some black Converse. I also put on my band bracelets and the spiked bracelet I have. I look like rocker chick and I love it. Because it's how I feel most of the time but I usually don't dress like this, especially when I have school. I could never go to school like this.

I didn't want to put on any makeup, so I quickly go to the mirror in my room and take my hair out of the messy bun and just let it fall perfectly against my skin. I lightly brushed it and I head out the door. Brian turned as he heard the door open and he started at me in awe.

"Woah." His jaw slightly drops and I just wink at him.

"You like?"

"Like! Sammy you look flawless! Why don't you dress like this every day?"

"I don't want to go to school looking like this." As I said this, I pointed to my whole outfit. It's really different, but at the same time, completely me.

"Babe, why give a fuck about what others think of you. Just go with whatever pleases you, please? Now, come get in the car." I guess he is right. I do enjoy some of my outfits I usually wear to school, but I loved dressing like my actual self.

I get in the car and Brian presses a light kiss to my lips. "Babe, you look beautiful."

"Thank you. You look pretty good as well." He smiles and he starts to drive down the road towards the highway.

"Do you want any Starbucks before we hit the highway?"

"Nah, thanks for asking tough."

"Ok." He pauses for a moment. " By the way, today I'm picking the CD we listen to."

"Fine, but can we listen to one of mine next?"

"Sure. Now, can you get me any System Of A Down CD?" I nod and shuffle through the CD's in the backseat of his car. I take out Steal This Album! by them and place it in the the radio.

For the rest of the ride, it is smooth sailing with us jamming out to System Of A Down. Now, I just wanna go shopping and my day will be pretty good.