Disclaimer-I do not own outsiders, but I will live…barely….

Pony pov

I was staring at the back of his head. I was frozen. I wasn't sure how to react. I wanted to meet up with him for awhile. I'm just not sure how it will end up. But I'm scared. I ruined the 'happy' family we had even thou it was all just a act. For me anyways. I couldn't think straight but I had to say something to him. I couldn't just stare at him. Finally I worked up the courage.

"Soda"

Earlier that day

They sky was filled with smoke and flying embers. I looked to see a burning church. I looked away. To only face the same fountain that started it all. I turned away again to face a bloody blade laying next to a Gone With the Wind book that was partially burned in the right corner.

I couldn't take it and whirled around to be face to face with a old friend.

"J-Johnny" I said not sure of what I was seeing. "how? Why?" I asked more to myself then him. He chuckled lightly.

"Ya have to forgive and forget Pony, you'll never make it ya don't" He said with a twinkle in his eye.

"What? Johnny? Forgive and forget what??" I asked hoping to figure out what he was saying.

"Damn it kid, he's saying ya cant blame everything on others and then blame every thing on yourself. You have to forget about it. Put it aside. God kid" A rough formiller voice said pissed off. I turned around.

"Dally?" I said with a grin.

"Just say sorry Pony, their your only family. The only one you can ever have. Ya can never replace them Pony. Never." Johnny said as he turned around and started to walk away.

"Oh and Pony?" Johnny asked.

"Yeah?" I answered not able to say anything.

"Stay gold" He said with a smile before disappearing. The burning church came into view again. It was in flames and a bang went off once, twice, three times

I sat up in the bed breathing heavily. What did this mean? I asked myself. I still couldn't figure it out.

Omg I'm sorry its short but its late and I'm tired. I'll make the next one when I get up. Sorry about spelling errors. All comments are welcome flames or not.