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The right kind of wrong 7

Did she really ask that?! I'm not dreaming am I?! Oh my god calm down Possible! Shego could see that Kim was stressing out. She could almost hear Kim's thoughts and she knew that Kim tried to stay calm.

A small smile formed on her face as she continued to gaze at Kim. The red head was unaware of Shego's staring and just continued a fierce discussion with her own mind. She was going insane about the fact if she had heard it right.

Eventually her mind couldn't make a decision so she gave up. She snapped out of her thoughts and looked back at Shego. She did the one thing she could think of.

"What did you just say?" She questioned and Shego let out a soft chuckle.

"I asked if you want to be my girlfriend."

Kim blinked a few times in confusion and remained quiet. By now Shego was thinking that she had made a mistake. She tried to hide the fact that she was disappointed. She was thinking that she had asked it too quick and that Kim would reject her.

She didn't do a good job hiding it. Kim noticed a flicker of emotion in her eyes and felt a feeling of guilt wash over her. She looked down at the ground, avoiding Shego's eyes.

I want this right? Then why am I having so many doubts? I know she's wrong but she's right for me. I just know it. Yet I can't seem to tell her that.Shego reached out and grabbed Kim's chin. She slowly raised Kim's head and looked at her.

Kim almost gasped when her eyes met Shego's eyes. The emerald eyes were expressing almost everything Shego seemed to be feeling at the moment. They seemed sad and disappointed yet at some point happy.

She looked deep into those bright eyes and saw something she never expected to see. Love. She thought. Could she really love me? Her mind questioned. Kim felt overwhelmed by all the emotions Shego was showing. It showed her a whole new side of the criminal in front of her.

Yet it wasn't enough to convince her that Shego loved her. She had to know it for real. She had to hear it.

"Do you love me?" She asked.

Shego's eyes widened and she stepped back a bit. Her hand left Kim's chin and fell to her side.

"Well?" Kim urged.

"I uh... I… can't say it." Shego replied.

"Why not?"

"Because it's hard. I want to say I do but I can't."

"You don't love me do you?" Kim's face fell when Shego looked away.

"I have to go." She announced and turned away. Kim grabbed her arm and she looked back. "Let go." She whispered and Kim did as Shego said. She watched in silence how Shego left her room. She heard her front door open and close.

As soon as the front door closed she dropped herself to the floor. She let her head fall back against the wall and she closed her eyes. That was a disaster. She doesn't even love me.

The rest of the day passed by in a daze for Kim. She eventually ended on the roof of a building without knowing how she got there. She was sitting on the edge, her legs dangling over the ledge. She looked down at the street and back up at the setting sun.

After Shego had left she had cried and cried. She managed to stop the tears but there remained a hollow spot inside of her. All she had wanted was for Shego to love her. The fact that Shego couldn't say it was enough for Kim.

It was enough for her to let go. She knew that Shego hadn't meant it like that but she was ready to let go for real. Yet she kept wondering what would've happened if she had said yes to Shego's question.

Guess I'll never find out. She thought with a sad expression on her face. Shego left and she blamed her at first. Now Kim was blaming herself for what had happened. She kept thinking about the 'what if's'.

What if I hadn't asked if she loves me? What if I just told her that I wanted to be her girlfriend? What if I hadn't let her go just like that? There were too many 'what if' situations and it was driving Kim insane.

She knew it shouldn't matter anymore but it did. She felt like she should go on but couldn't. To anyone else it might seem like she was exaggerating. In her own mind it seemed like she should've done more in the situation.

It could've been simple but I had to go and make it difficult. She thought.

By the time she was done getting her head straight the sun was gone. The city was engulfed by a dark sky and overflowed with lights. She remained in the same spot as before only there wasn't a sunset she could look at.

She looked down at the street again and closed her eyes.

"Everybody has been searching for you, you know that?" A voice questioned behind her. She immediately recognized the voice and she let out a sigh.

"I didn't know that. I've been on this roof for half of the day." Kim replied softly. Her eyes remained closed but she knew the person was standing a few feet away.

"Well you should've called somebody or something like that."

"What do you care?!" Kim snapped.

"I care enough to admit that I was worried." It became quiet after that. Kim opened her eyes and got to her feet. Still facing the person with her back. "But I guess that doesn't mean anything to you." She heard the sound of boots on the roof.

Kim turned around and saw that Shego was now standing with her back towards her. Her head seemed to hang slightly, as if she was staring down at the ground.

"That's not true." Kim whispered barely hard enough.

"Maybe it does mean something to you but it doesn't mean enough to you." Shego replied in the same soft tone.

Kim felt tears spring into her eyes as she looked at Shego's back. Never before had she thought that Shego could be so sensitive. Never before had she imagined Shego like this. There wasn't any sarcasm or anger in her voice. It was the first time Kim had heard sincere words coming from Shego.

It amazed, surprised and shocked her beyond limits. She snapped out of her thoughts when she heard the sound of boots again. Shego was walking away and definitely wasn't planning on stopping.

"Wait!" Kim yelled. Shego continued to walk away, ignoring Kim's plea. "Please wait." She whispered just hard enough for her to hear. The sadness in her voice made Shego stop, yet she didn't turn around to face her.

Tears escaped Kim's eyes as she saw Shego stop in her track. She wanted to run op to her and hug her. Something inside of her told her she shouldn't do it.

She remained frozen to her spot as she looked at Shego's back.

"What is it?" Shego asked.

"I…. I uh… just... don't go. Please?" Kim questioned. She didn't know why but she didn't want Shego to leave. She had the need to see her even though she didn't know what to say.

"Why should I?"

"Cause you care." Kim saw Shego stiffen slightly at that. Shego turned around and finally faced the red head.

"Do you love me?" Shego asked. Kim was visibly surprised by that question just like Shego had been. Her tear filled eyes widened and she inched back a bit.

"It's not simple just like I said. You can't just ask something like that. You can't command someone to love you. It's a feeling that can't be forced. It takes time because it's a complicated feeling. You can't expect me to say that I love you just like that." Shego explained.

"That's because you don't care enough." Kim replied in a cold tone.

Shego turned away and was about to walk away again. She looked back at Kim with a sad smile on her face. A soft breeze blew her hair around her face making her look like a fallen angel.

"You're right, I don't care enough. But I know now that I care enough to admit that I love you." She whispered and she walked away, leaving Kim behind.


Now what the hell just happened? That's probably what you're thinking right now. Or just.. WTF.. right?

That was kinda sad wasn't it?

Though Shego did tell her that she loves her. So that was a good thing!

I'll see how I'll carry on.. if I decide to carry on at all!