AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hey, guys! I'm so sorry that it's been soooo long since my last update. College just got a little crazy for a while. I hope that you all aren't too mad at me and that this chapter sort of makes up for it. To be honest, as far as the story goes, shall we say, it escalated a little quickly. I wanted to try my hand at writing smut, so I decided to add it to the end of this chapter. I have to change the rating to M, but if you decide to skip the smut, you won't really miss anything as far as the story goes. Just know that Blaine and Kurt miss EVERY aspect of their relationship and leave it at that. I'll add a page break at the end of the survey so those skipping the smut know where to stop reading. So, enough of my bullshit, here's the next chapter (finally!) Usual disclaimer applies!
RATED M FOR SMUT! WARNINGS FOR PHONE SEX, A LITTLE BIT OF D/S PLAY (NOT TERRIBLE AT ALL REALLY), AND SOME DIRTY TALK.
Kurt was in the shower when he heard a ding from his laptop in his room in the loft. Luckily for the sender, Kurt was almost done, so they didn't have to wait long. After rinsing off all of the body wash lather, Kurt turned off the water and pulled back the pink daisy shower curtain. Rachel decorated their bathroom, so he had nothing to do with that one. Kurt pulled his towel around his waist and then wrapped another one around his head and walked back into his room. Pulling his computer towards him, Kurt looked at the screen and saw that the email was from Blaine.
My Dearest Kurt,
I'm sorry that we've been so distant. It hurts me to think that we hardly know anything about each other anymore since we've changed so much in such a short time. It would please me greatly if we both could set aside some time one night to complete a questionnaire like we used to. My hope is that it will help us to re-learn about each other and what we both are about. Maybe this weekend, we can Skype and talk about our answers, if you are at all open to the idea. I've attached the questions to this email.
I love you, KH.
Yours always,
Blaine
After finishing the email, there were tears running down Kurt's cheeks. He hated that Blaine was feeling so upset and neglected. It's not that he doesn't love him with all of his heart, it's just that Vogue has kept him so busy. Kurt re-read the email and noticed how formal Blaine's writing was. He was such a grammar Nazi sometimes, Kurt thought to himself. Kurt sent a reply back to Blaine and sat down to start his questions.
Are there any causes you strongly believe in? –Marriage equality, Anti-bullying
Are you a member of any societies or associations? –Not currently, unless you count the staff of .
Are you a people's person or do you prefer your own company? –I prefer to be alone or with a few close friends. Being with just Blaine and Esmerelda is best though.
Are you a virgin? If not, how old were you when you lost your virginity? –No, I'm not. Blaine and I lost our virginity together when we were 17.
Are you addicted to anything? –A good outfit :)
Are you afraid of ghosts? –I don't believe in them, but I'll "scare them off" for Blaine when necessary.
Are you afraid of heights? –No, not really.
Are you short tempered? –No. Never.
Can you dance? Do you like dancing? –I'm an excellent dancer, but Blaine is much better.
Can you keep a secret? –Of course. I still haven't told anyone (other than Blaine) that I knew Karofsky was gay before anyone else did.
Do you believe in life after death? –I want to, but I'm still not sure.
Do you believe in marriage? Why? –Absolutely. Love is love, no matter who it's with.
Do you believe in monogamy? –Of course.
Do you consider yourself a neat or messy person? –I'm a neat person. I can't stand it any other way.
Do you consider yourself lazy? –Only when I'm sick. Blaine says I'm whiney too, but I think I'm just lazy.
Do you drink? –Only socially now.
Do you have a role model? –Alexander McQueen, Anna Wintour.
Do you have any siblings? If yes, are they older/younger to you? Are they male or female? –I have a stepbrother. Finn's technically younger than me, but since he's taller than me, he calls me "little brother."
Do you have many friends? Are you in touch with friends from school/college? How close are you? –I'm close with Rachel, and I have a few friends from Glee club that I still talk to of course. I've made tons of friends at Vogue and a few at Parsons.
Do you like cooking? –I love it. It's soothing.
Do you like eating out at restaurants? –It depends on the restaurant. I don't like anywhere trashy.
Do you like going window shopping? –One of my favorite ways to shop!
Do you like partying? Attending parties? Giving parties? –I enjoy partying, but not "hardcore" like others. Social get-togethers and cocktail parties with friends are excellent mingling opportunities. And I definitely throw a mean party!
Do you like pets? –Only Esmerelda. And I have to admit, she's my baby as much as she is Blaine's.
Do you like to go dancing? –Yes. I just wish Blaine were with me.
Shortly after starting his questions, Kurt heard the signal from his laptop, notifying him that he had an email. Knowing it was a reply from Blaine, he opened the email, read it and continued his questions.
Do you like to travel? Which has been your best vacation so far? What made it so special? –I love traveling, but I haven't been on too many vacations, unless you count Nationals both years.
Do you love children? I like them. I, of course, would love to have children of my own one day. I know Blaine wants two, but I'd prefer just one.
Do you own or use a desktop computer or a laptop? –I use my laptop.
Do you read newspapers? –I'll read the one that's lying around Isabelle's desk in the mornings if I'm not busy.
Do you read? Has any particular book influenced you or left a life-changing impact? –I read, but not as often as I'd like to. I read Alexander McQueen's biography and it was flawless, just like he was.
Which are your favorite authors? –I don't really have one particular favorite
Do you see your father as the head of the family? –Of course.
Do you smoke? –I dabbled in it a little when I got here. Rachel made me stop as soon as she found out, ranting on and on about how I'd ruin my voice and ultimately hers by doing.
Do you want to have children? Why? Of course. I don't even know why I want them though. I just do.
Have you ever been on a blind date? –Yeah. It didn't turn out too well.
Have you ever been on the wrong side of the law? –Not that I can recall. Except for that speeding ticket over the summer. Sorry, Blaine. I knew you'd freak out and never ever let me drive again…
Have you ever been part of a not-for-profit organization and done volunteer work? – For Christmas last year, we sang at the homeless shelter.
Have you ever been to a school or college reunion? –No. I haven't even been out of high school that long to warrant one really.
Have you ever had a narrow escape from death? –If you count Karofsky's death threats, then yes.
Have you ever taken a sabbatical? –No.
Have you ever undergone therapy of any sort? –I thought about it, but decided against it after I transferred to Dalton. I didn't need it after I met Blaine.
How ambitious are you? –To a fault, but not as bad as Rachel, of course.
How do you like to celebrate your birthday? –With Blaine and my family. And birthday sex. Lots and lots of birthday sex.
How do you feel about divorce? –I know it's rough on people and on families. I don't feel strongly one way or the other though.
How do you like to spend New Year's Eve? –With Blaine, cuddled on the couch with Esmerelda while his parents are out at a work party.
How important is money to you? –Very. I still need to buy clothes, pay rent, buy food, and all that.
How important is your family to you? –My family is everything.
How is your relationship now with your siblings? –Much better than it was. Finn and I have made great strides in our relationship.
How long are you on the internet every day? –A lot more than I used to be. I have so much research to do on pieces for work and then I'll be working on things for Parsons. Then, of course, I do try to Skype with Blaine when I can.
How many credit cards do you own? The one emergency card Dad gave me before I moved here.
How many lovers have you had so far? –One. And he's all I want.
How often do you meet your parents? –Not as much as I wish. Dad and Carole spend a lot of time in DC now that Finn and I are gone.
How old were you when you started dating? –Officially or unofficially?
How patient are you? –I'm extremely patient. I manage not to kill Rachel, don't I?
How religious are you? Do you pray regularly? –I'm not religious and I don't pray.
How romantic are you? –I'm a hopeless romantic. I expect HUGE gestures of romance.
How tall do you want your mate to be? –Just Blaine's hobbit-sized 5 feet 8.5 inches is fine with me.
If a relative died and left you a million dollars, what would you do with the money? –Buy a place in the city where Blaine and I can live, donate some, shop a little, and then make Blaine put the rest in a savings account. He's better at finance stuff than I am.
If you could change one event in history what would it be? –Karofsky kissing me.
If you could go on a vacation anywhere in the world where would it be? What stops you? –Paris. Definitely Paris. Right now, finances, school, and work stop me from whisking Blaine off to my favorite city, next to New York of course.
If you could know one historical figure very intimately, who would that be? Anna Wintour or Kate Middleton.
What are your political leanings like? Liberal.
What did you do during the summers when you were growing up? Helped Dad at the shop.
What do you consider the five biggest drawbacks of your personality? –This is difficult. Well, I have a tendency to snap at wait staff. Blaine hates that. I'm not as patient as Blaine. I don't always have my priorities in line. I have a bit of an ego sometimes too. And I can't really think of anything else.
What do you consider the five biggest strengths of your personality? –I work hard. I love my family and friends and Blaine. I'm ambitious. I'm good at what I do. I'm strong.
What do you consider your biggest achievement to date? –Securing this job at
What do you do for a living? What would you rather do, if money was not a consideration? –I work at and I'm doing what I love. Well, I'd rather be designing, but this is a stepping stone for me.
What do your parents do? –My Dad still owns the shop and he's a State Senator and Carole is a nurse at Lima Memorial and a Mom.
What has been your most generous act of charity, whether in cash or kind, yet? –We're letting Sam live at our house in Lima. I guess I'm part of that.
What is the most adventurous thing you've ever done? –Kissed Brittany.
What is the most expensive gift you've ever bought for someone? –Can't say ;)
What is the most stupid thing you've ever done? It had to do with kissing Brittany. I pretended to be "butch" for a week to bond with my Dad. Not my smartest idea. As Brittany put it, I'm "capital G Gay."
What is the movie you've loved the most and would watch again, given a choice? Why? Moulin Rouge. It has Blaine's and my wedding song in it.
What is your favorite sport? Shopping is my favorite sport.
What is your idea of a perfect evening? –If I'm alone, I'm asleep or watching a movie with a cup of tea. When I'm with Blaine, I kind of like when we go to the park in the evenings when no one is around and just sit on the swings and talk. I'll miss that when we're here in the city together.
What is your relationship like now with your father? –Not as close as we used to be, but he's my dad. I'll always love him.
What is your relationship like now with your mother? –I miss Mommy every day, but Carole is wonderful.
What was it like, growing up with your siblings? –I didn't grow up with Finn, but the past few years have been interesting, to say the least.
What was your relationship like with your father when you were growing up? –It was different than it is now, I'll tell ya that much.
What was your relationship like with your mother when you were growing up? –She was the only one who really got it and accepted me for who I was.
What would you do if your best friend disapproved of your significant other? –I'd tell Rachel she could fuck off. But she couldn't disapprove of Blaine; no one can, he's too adorable and loveable.
What's the best compliment you've ever received? –Honestly, when I went to my dad about my West Side Story audition, what he said to me really stuck with me.
What's the highest educational qualification you obtained? –High school diploma
What's the worst thing you ever did to a friend? –Well, Rachel and I didn't always get along, so I used to be pretty nasty to her.
What's your earliest childhood memory? –Ice skating with Mom and Dad.
When is your birthday? –November 27th.
When was the last time you cried –Today, because I miss Blaine.
When was the last time you felt really proud of yourself? –When I got my job at Vogue.
When was the last time you really laughed? –Blaine was running in his backyard with Esmerelda and he tripped over her. She yelped and he fell and then Esmerlda sniffed at him and ran to me. After I made sure Blaine wasn't hurt, I pretty much died. I don't know why, but it was just funny that Esmerelda came to me instead of barking at Blaine to get up.
When was the last time you told a lie? –Umm. I think it was to Rachel, telling her that her outfit wasn't completely atrocious.
Where you see yourself in five years' time? –In New York with Blaine, working at Vogue as a designer and working on my own label.
Which body part are you more likely to notice first in someone of the opposite sex? –Smile.
Which celebrity do you admire? –Beyonce.
Which has been your longest romantic relationship, so far? –My only one.
Which is the largest loan you've ever taken? –My school loans. Granted, they're not bad, considering Vogue is paying half of my tuition.
Which is the largest purchase you've ever made? –School.
Which is your favorite magazine? –I work for Vogue, so obviously I'm biased.
Which personality traits do you want your partner to have? Which of these are an absolute must? –Must be adorable, Must be dorky, Must be ambitious, Must be talented, Must be caring, Must love me, Must be named Blaine Devon Anderson.
Which religion do you belong to? –I don't belong to any religion.
Which was the last really impulsive thing you did? Are you an impulsive person? –Letting Rachel move in with me.
Would you prefer to marry someone who belongs to the same religion as you? –It wouldn't matter.
Would you rather live in a large urban city, a small town or in the countryside? Why? –I would prefer to live in the city, but as long as I'm with Blaine, I'm content really.
Kurt got to the end of his questions and put them away for his Skype date on Sunday. He sent a text to Blaine, telling him to never forget that he loved him. He set his phone on his bed and went to the kitchen to start on dinner. Rachel would be home soon, and would be expecting dinner. It was his night to cook, so he decided on Carole's recipe for lasagna, one of Blaine's favorites. While he was preparing the food, he thought about his boyfriend and what he loved about him while humming "Come What May" from Moulin Rouge. He didn't even notice Rachel coming into the apartment with Brody.
"Kurt! Hey! Kurt!" Rachel shouted.
Kurt jumped and almost tossed the salad in the air.
"Geez, Rachel, what the hell?! You scared me to death!"
"Well, it's not my fault you were in the middle of some fantasy about Blaine."
"Oh, did you two have Skype sex this afternoon or something?" Brody asked stupidly.
"No, we didn't. Now, shut the hell up and set the table you two. The lasagna is almost finished." Kurt commanded, rolling his eyes at Brody's obnoxious question. Kurt only wished that they had had Skype sex.
After dinner, Kurt saw that he had a text back from Blaine.
B: KH, I could never forget that. You're the love of my life, the peanut butter to my jelly, the cheese to my macaroni. I'll never stop loving you, not ever. Don't you ever forget that either, Kurt Hummel. Love always, BA xoxo
K: Sorry I didn't reply, sweets. I was making dinner. Lasagna, your fave. I miss you like freaking crazy and then Brody asked if we had had Skype sex this afternoon and I told him that we didn't, but I wish that we did and now I'm horny and rambling…so, yeah.
Kurt's phone buzzed back with a reply quickly.
B: Well, of course I miss you too. I had a peanut butter and banana sandwich that Esmerelda decided that she wanted too and ate the other half of, and I made some mac n cheese. Not as good as yours, but it'll do. And you're horny, baby? How can I help ;) Taking care of horny Kurt is my specialty!
K: What are you wearing?
B: Your hoodie and my Dalton basketball shorts.
K: Take them off and send me a picture.
Blaine sent Kurt a picture of himself making a goofy face, his half-erect penis barely shown in the photo. Blaine was just messing with Kurt now. Angry horny Kurt was better than just horny Kurt.
K: Take one a little lower, dumbass!
By now, both Kurt and Blaine were both stroking themselves in their respective beds. Kurt was biting his lip trying to keep quiet while Blaine was moaning away, enjoying this unscheduled sexting session. Blaine took a picture of his now hard cock and sent it to his boyfriend with the caption "Wish you were here, sexy ;)"
K: You have no idea how much I wish I was there too. Are you touching yourself?
B: Duh. Do I get a picture now?
Kurt pulled his cock out of his boxer briefs, where he'd been jerking himself off. It was fully hard, pulsing and leaking pre-come. It had been way too long since he'd had some private Kurt time. Technically, now wasn't private, but he just couldn't wait anymore. He hoped that Rachel and Brody were too busy making out on the couch to some sitcom rerun to notice him. Kurt snapped the picture and sent it to Blaine.
B: Me gusta! You better not be touching yourself. I think I'm gonna be the one in charge tonight. So stop touching yourself right now.
K: Dammit, Blaine! What am I supposed to do? Could you at least call me so I can hear you get off?!
Seconds later, Kurt's phone rang with Blaine's call. Kurt didn't even have to say anything before Blaine was speaking.
"So baby, how's life?"
"You know how life is right now, jerk. I can't even use anything because I'm not alone."
"Ooo! Exhibitionism. Kinky. That's one we haven't tried before."
"Shut up and tell me what you're doing."
"Well, lucky me, I am alone so I think I may just get the big boy toys out tonight. What one should I use?"
"The purple vibrator"
"Okay." Blaine said, getting up from his bed and going to the back of his closet. Kurt could hear the trunk open and Blaine searching the box. Blaine kept the sex toys buried underneath mountains of other personal things that Blaine liked to keep away from his parents. "Alright, babe, from now on, I'm the only one making noise. You make noise and I won't help you come tonight. Got it? Answer now." Blaine demanded.
"Yes, Blaine." Kurt said, already a little out of breath from the sheer will power he was exerting to keep from touching himself.
"Now, you'll only touch yourself where I say, and I'll tell you everything that I'm doing to myself, understand? Answer now."
"Y-yes Blaine."
"Uhhh. You sound so wrecked right now, baby. This is going to be fun." Blaine smirked, while pulling out the lube for the dildo. "Now baby, start stroking yourself slowly, I want you to drag it out while I finger myself open."
After putting his phone on speaker, Blaine put some lube on his finger and slowly started fingering himself, moaning and gasping the whole time, making Kurt writhe on his bed.
"Oh Kurt, this feels so amazing. You have no idea."
Kurt kept biting his lip to keep from making noise, still slowly stroking his cock, which was now dripping with pre-come. Kurt was still nowhere near close yet, but he was still aching for more.
Blaine added more lube and another finger and started to fuck himself with them. After more moaning and a few added swears, Blaine finally was ready for the vibrating dildo. Kurt had bought the dildo shortly after the Chandler incident, deciding to try and spice up their sex life. They still scheduled some things, but they tried to keep things fun. The toys definitely helped. Blaine slowly inserted the vibrator into his hole, groaning as he felt it stimulate his overly sensitive nerves just from sliding in.
"Oh-okay babe, it's in. I'm gonna start moving here soon, so I want you to start jerking yourself off a little harder, but don't make yourself come yet. Okay? Answer me, sweetie."
A groan was Kurt's only response. Blaine took that as an "okay," so he started moving the vibrator in and out of his hole. Once Blaine was adjusted, he turned on the toy. This produced a high-pitched keen from Blaine and Kurt accidentally let a moan slip through at the noise coming from his boyfriend's mouth. Blaine stopped for a second to reprimand his lover over the phone.
"I heard that Kurt. Since I'm feeling generous, I'll let you come tonight. When I see you again though, you are so in for it. You won't be able to sit for a whole week, baby." Blaine said, slightly breathless from his actions with the vibrator. "God, Kurt, I wish this was you doing this to me. I wish you were here. Ohhh, I'm getting close, baby. Talk to me, Kurt, just…say anything." Blaine moaned, moving the vibrator faster in and out.
"Oh Blaine. You're so desperate for it, aren't you? I wish I was there too, B. I'd fuck you so hard you could even breathe. Oh, Blaine, I'm so close. Are you almost there, baby?" Kurt said quietly, so Rachel and Brody couldn't hear.
A grunt was all Blaine was able to manage at the time. Kurt could tell just from that grunt that Blaine was close.
"Come for me, Blaine. Let me hear it." Kurt moaned, slowing the strokes of his hand so he could hold off his orgasm for just a little bit longer.
After a few seconds, Blaine let out a keening cry and spilled all over his hand and stomach. Kurt, after hearing Blaine's cry, followed suit not long after. Both men lay on their respective beds, panting and shaking from coming. Kurt was the first to speak after about a minute of after-glow.
"God, I miss you so much, B. You have no idea how much I wish you were here right now."
"I miss you too, Kurt. So much. This year is taking way too long for my liking." Blaine said, getting up from his bed and starting to clean himself up.
"I know, baby, I know. I'm ready for you to graduate and come here to live with me. I think I might start looking into new places, just for you and me. Is that okay?"
"Of course, Kurt. I would love nothing more."
"Okay. I'll start looking then. I might wait to tell Rachel though. I don't want her to think she's coming with us. Absolutely no way in hell is that happening. I don't want to have to be quiet all the time."
"And I don't want you to have to wear clothes all the time!" Blaine said with a laugh.
Kurt laughed and rolled his eyes at Blaine's juvenile, but true, comment.
"Don't roll your eyes at me, Kurt Elizabeth. You know it's true! You'd rather us walk around naked all day just as much as I would." Blaine said again.
Kurt laughed and gave a conceding sigh. "Not too much longer and that will be reality, B. I promise."
"I know you do." Blaine paused for a second to hold back tears. "Hey listen, there's some stuff I need to get done around the house and I'm sure you're exhausted, so I'm going to let you go, okay?"
"Alright, B. I love you, so so much."
"I love you too, baby. Sleep well. I'll see you for our Skype date on Sunday."
"Of course. Bye, sweetie." Kurt said.
"Bye, Kurt." Blaine answered. Both men hung up the phone at the same time. Kurt got up from his bed and peeked around the curtains to see if Rachel and Brody had noticed anything. Rachel had fallen asleep and Brody was starting to doze off as well. Kurt tiptoed out of his room and to the bathroom on the other side of the loft.
"Have fun, Kurt?" Brody asked sleepily.
Kurt stopped in his tracks. "Did Rachel hear too?" he asked.
"Doubtful. She's been asleep for a while now. It's no big deal, man. I don't give a shit. I know you miss him." Brody said quietly.
"Umm…thanks, Brody." Kurt said and continued to the bathroom. He closed the door and cleaned himself off and started his moisturizers. After he was finished, he tiptoed back out to his room, noticing that now, both Brody and Rachel were asleep. Kurt re-entered his room and laid down in his bed. He pulled a pillow close to him to cuddle with and turned off his lamp and went to bed, dreaming of the days when he and Blaine would be able to be together again.
POST-CHAPTER AUTHOR'S NOTE: So I hope you liked the chapter. For those of you who stuck around for the smut, I hope it was to your standards. It was my first time writing anything super porny, so constructive criticism would be great if you have any. For those who didn't stay for the sex, I hope you liked the survey. As always, if you have questions you want me to include, review or PM me! Not totally sure when the next chapter will be up. I have a little of free time this semester, but I'm behind in some stuff, so I can't make any guarantees. Just know that I haven't totally abandoned this piece. I enjoy writing, I just am terrible with time management. Thanks for reading! Happy St. Patrick's Day to all who are celebrating! Xoxo Maggie!
