Long time no see but I just remembered this story again and the hiatus is now over if someone's still interested in reading this! I just saw Breaking Dawn Part 1 midnight showing yesterday and now I'm full of inspiration so, this is just a little taste of what to come. If you give me reviews I'll continue :) Sorry about the deleting and publishing mess, but now I hope I got i right.
ALICE POV (though the first wordthing is going in inside Jasper's head)
Pain. Colors flashing. Voices echoing. More pain. Maria and the wolf. Voices. Flashes of the ending of Bella's birthday party. Confusion. Death. Embrace. Pain. Alice.
"Jasper?" I shook him again as hard as I dared "oh spare me" I said as Edward was opening his mouth to say something. I already know what, that Jasper was going to wake up again when he was ready, Edward had told me a million times. A sudden grunting made me flinch and Carlisle, who had been sitting in the couch opposite the one where Jasper lay with his head resting in my lap, was on his feet and kneeling beside Jasper in a centesimal of a second.
"Son?" he called and to my relief Jasper slowly opened a golden eye. He blinked and then opened both of them, groaned and made an effort to sit up though both Carlisle and myself pushed him back down again.
"What happened baby?" I asked "where does it hurt?" he looked confused, like he wasn't sure either. His hand started to subconsciously rub the scar.
"It doesn't hurt" he said "I'm okey"
"I won't accept that answer anymore" Carlisle said, gaze pending between me and Jasper as if he was waiting for me to agree with him.
"But Carlisle, seriously, I am" Jasper said again but Carlisle still looked like he doubted it. I heard Jasper sigh when I noticed Carlisle was looking over at Edward.
"He's fine" Edward said and Jasper gave him a thankful look "confused and scared, but fine" and the look turned into a glare.
"Don't be scared love" I started to play with his hair and kissed his forehead "it'll be okey, you just have to let us help you"
"But I've said I'm fine" he said "I can feel people again" he added and the relief in his voice was huge.
"Just like that?" Carlisle asked and Jasper rolled his eyes
"Now there's something wrong with feeling fine?" he sat up and this time no one stopped him, he laid his arm around me and I rested my head on his shoulder.
"No, it's not" I said, taking his hand "I'm so glad your okey, nothing else matters"
I looked over at Carlisle who looked like he was about to say something again and tried to convince him not to with my glance. He looked back at me, his golden eyes piercing through mine saying that we couldn't leave it like this but he didn't say anything. I smiled back at him saying thank you and he returned it, understanding. Of course I wasn't going to settle with that Jasper was better now and everything was fine, as long as we didn't know what it was it could as easily come back.
There's was a lot of unanswered questions but one I was, and had always been, certain about, I'd do anything to protect my Jazz.
