Guyzzzzzzz I'm baaaaaackkkkkk!1 *HEEEEEEEEEEERES JOHNNY!* So...first of all, shout out to my friend Parul (not Parul Chauhan) for the lingerie idea...I don't know why I hadn't done it by now...hmm. Anyway, so 1- Sadhna's present. 2- Lingerie! It gets naughty. Alekh is a naughty naughty husband! Anyway guys, I won't blab anymore. You waited long enough. Enjoy and review! (I STILL NEED REVIEWS FOR CHAPTER 6, PEOPLE!)


Alekh Ji thought my present was in a box wrapped with shiny paper, so he went straight to the bedroom to look for it, so I explained to him that it wasn't exactly like that, and kicked him out of the room. He didn't understand why I didn't let him stay in the room, but I promised him it would be worth it. He left to watch a movie in the living room and I got on with my plans. First, I decorated the entire room with candles. They had a bunch of candles in different colors, and I put them in different spots all over the room and light them. I realized not much else needed to be done, so I decided to get ready too.

I went over to our luggage and went through mine and found what I was going to wear. The minute I touched my clothes, memories flooded my mind. I took out another little box, and opened it and ran my fingers over the shiny objects inside. Before I burst into tears, I thought it was best I got ready. I started putting on my clothes and felt just as nervous as I did that day. That day of course, I had a lot more on my mind. Tonight was a much happier occasion. My mind was at ease. The one I wanted was just outside the room, and he was mine just as much as I was his.

I finished dressing and put all my jewelry on. I wishes Jiji was here, there was so much to put on. I did my makeup and tried remembering the exact way it was on that day. Then, I arranged my hair and finished up everything else. Once I was fully dressed and ready, I took out my present for Alekh Ji and placed it on the bed, took a deep breath, and opened the door. I walked out slowly, but I knew he could hear my steps because of the heavy jewelry I was wearing.

I was so nervous. I tried to steady my steps. Slowly, I made my way to the living room. The TV was on, Alekh Ji was sprawled on the couch, and was watching a movie. I went behind the couch, and then slowly moved in front of him, and stood there and gave him a smile. If I was any more nervous, the smile would have been accompanied by me passing out right there, but I managed to hold it together.

He looked at me from head to toe repeatedly, and then his eyes went on my face. He was silent, but his mouth was slightly opened. It probably brought back some memories for him. I was in fact, dressed the same way I had been dressed on our wedding day. I wore every article I'd worn that day, down to every last detail. I was dressed as a bride. I smiled at Alekh Ji, who suddenly looked like he had forgotten how to speak or even move.

I reached forward and he placed his hand in mine. He got up, and walked with me back to the bedroom. I opened the door slowly. Once he stepped inside, he looked at my face and then at the room, and back and forth for at least a minute. The room was light with nothing but candles, and I admit it looked heavenly. For the first time ever, Alekh Ji was completely at a loss of words, and looked like he didn't even know what to do next.

I smiled at him.

"Come sit with me…"

He nodded, still holding tightly onto my hand. I sat down and he sat next to me. His present was right in front of him, but I don't think he would notice it even if it was being dangled right in front of his eyes.

Alekh Ji's present was simple. During our separation, I had come to a point where my feelings were becoming unbearable. The person I wanted to share them with wasn't with me, my sister, and my husband, the one I harbored them for, was always far away. One night I decided to write them in letters to Alekh Ji. I never actually planned to give them to him, because they were very personal, but I thought he needed to read them. I had reread them myself before coming here, and they were about the best I could do in writing out my feelings for him, and my hopes for our future. At that time, things were very hopeless, so they were written with a heavy dose of desperation.

I handed Alekh Ji the box with the letters inside.

"I want you to read them…they are letters to you…I wrote them when we were separated…"

He nodded and took one letter out. He began to read and I watched his face. He read one, and didn't comment. There were fifteen in all. He read each and every one of them slowly, at a few points, I saw him take a deep breath and close his eyes, but other than that, his expression was blank. At last he finished reading them, and he put his hands in his lap, and stared at them. It looked like he needed a moment to digest it all. I looked closely at his face, and his eyes were swimming in tears. I think he was trying his very best not to cry.

I got up and he continued staring at his hands. There was a second gift for him. After our marriage, the first one, there was a picture of me which Alekh Ji had torn up, in anger, because at that time he hadn't accepted me yet. Once he realized how wrong that was, he painted that picture by hand, and it was perfect. It was of me on my wedding day, dressed as a bride that first time. That painting always meant a lot to me, because it was the first time I felt like there was hope, and Alekh Ji might accept me, and perhaps, there could be a relationship between us.

Before coming here, I got it framed and in perfect condition. I took it out of my bag. This was the shiny wrapped thing Alekh Ji expected, and I hoped he would like it. I put it in front of him, and sat down again.

"Open it…"

He started unwrapping it. Once he finished, he stared at it for a long time, and then he looked back at me. His eyes were still swimming in tears, but he managed a small smile. Then he put the painting down, and pulled me into the tightest hug imaginable. He crushed me against his chest and wrapped his arms around me.

"I love you so much…I love you Sadhna…"

I smiled my "face is going to crack" smile and mumbled into his chest that I loved him too.

Finally, he let go, and I saw how emotional he looked, which of course, started the water works. But I controlled them, and took his face in my hands and kissed him.

"You look so beautiful! You look perfect…just like how you did that day…you're stunning…I love you…I can't possibly love you any more…"

He took off my ghungat gingerly. I must look like a doll which is dressed like a bride. If one thing gets disturbed, the entire look dies. I had my hair up but with a small clip in the back. He ran his fingers on my neck and up to my cheeks. Then he went to the back of my neck and up to my hair, where he opened the clip and all my hair fell down to my back.

"Gorgeous…"

I smiled. He moved my hair out of the way kissed my cheeks and my neck. But then he stopped, and pulled me into a hug again.

"Sadhna those letters…your feelings…I thought I knew, but I had no idea. Why do you love me so much? Why Sadhna? Why? That part where you said that your day begins when you see me…all those sleepless nights you had…that one letter where you wrote all about what you hoped you and I would one day have…children, a boy and a girl…but you thought it was impossible now that we were separated…but somehow you still loved me…"

His voice got shaky at the end at he stopped.

He looked into my eyes and just added a simple "thank you".

"Everything is perfect. How did you think of this? It's so thoughtful and so beautiful…"

"It took me forever to think of this actually. I was really nervous doing it. This doesn't compare to everything you do for me…"

"Oh but it does…and it's beyond anything I ever do for you…this is so real. Everything you did has a connection to our past and everything we've been through together…"

He pointed at the painting.

"You still cherish this? Now that means a lot to me. Those letters and all your feelings in there, that meant everything to me. The way you are dressed just like our wedding day…"

He stopped and took my hands in his.

"Sadhna…you're the most beautiful bride in the world…the most beautiful person…and you never got to have a good wedding day…I messed it up both times. I'm really sorry about that, I still can't forgive myself for it."

He kissed my forehead and we hugged again. I lay down and he took off all my jewelry one by one. I stopped him and made him lay down next to me. I put my head on his chest and felt him breathing.

"Lets stay like this…I just want to hold you…nothing else…"

I felt his hands caressing my arms.

"You can have anything you want…"

"Hold me…"

He put his arms around me tightly, and I feel his heartbeat. He ran his fingers through my hair and held onto me tightly. I felt peaceful and tranquil, and I began to doze off. I woke up when I felt his arms weren't around me anymore. I saw that my head was on a pillow and not his chest. If I fell asleep in his arms, I hated waking up and not being in them. I was lying on my side and I turned and he was looking at me. He smiled and moved my hair out of my face.

"You fell asleep…you looked so beautiful..."

I wrapped myself around him again. I was still wearing my wedding clothes, but I was too sleepy to get undressed.

"I told you to hold me…I don't wanna sleep on a pillow, I want sleep next to you…"

He chuckled. "Ok ok…but can you sleep in this?"

"Oh…I don't know…" I was too tired to go on.

He laughed. "Alright…you have had a long day. Time to go to sleep Mrs. Rajvansh…tomorrow, let's go shopping. We only have two days left here, can you believe that? Time really flew."

I was too tired to reply, but I just clung to him even closer. I wished I was capable of doing more tonight, but God, we'd had a long day. I looked at my sparkling ring and smiled. I had a delayed reaction to Alekh Ji telling me we had only two days left here, but pretty soon I was asleep.

In the morning, I woke up and remembered that I had slept with makeup on. While Alekh Ji was still in lala land, I showered and changed, and tried getting my makeup off. He was still asleep when I came out, so I told the house keeping lady to leave the bedroom alone for now, and I brought the breakfast into our bedroom and woke Alekh Ji up.

"Wake up Alekh Ji! It's 10am. Oh look, breakfast is here too…"

Finally he got up and looked at the breakfast. I told him to go shower first and he did, very quickly, and came back and attacked the food.

"I feel like I could eat a mule."

I laughed. "Maybe you're eating for two…"

"Huh?" He laughed.

"I'm kidding…"

"That should be you…we're not doing much to prevent that". He blushed saying this.

"Yeah, we're not, are we…oops…"

We both laughed. It was true though, we weren't really worrying about the biology behind what we were doing.

"Whatever happens happens…"

I agreed and ended up blushing too.

"Your first blushing of the day…."

"What?"

"Get ready…we're going shopping, and I'm going to make you blush…hope you don't mind, it's all in the name of love…"

"What do you mean?"

"You'll see…get ready! Time to go out." He smiled. He was up to something. What did he mean by making me blush? Oh boy.

So we got dressed and went out. The journey anywhere outside this place took forever, no wonder I was so exhausted last night. On the way, I apologized to Alekh Ji for totally passing out on him last night.

"It's ok…I was pretty drained by then too…you looked stunning though…and your gifts were…unforgettable."

"I know you wanted us…last night to…"

"Yeah that would have been fine…but not every night between us has to end up that way…I'm not that demanding!"

We were in a big shopping area, surrounded by shops of all kinds. At first everything was normal. I couldn't understand what Alekh Ji meant by making me blush. We bought some souvenirs and gifts for everyone back home. I took an hour deciding what to buy Jiji. But then, we were walking by one particular shop, and Alekh Ji stopped us both and my mouth hung wide open, and I was ready to run away immediately.

"No way!"

Alekh Ji was holding my hand and I tried pulling away. We were outside some lingerie place, and judging by the mannequins, there was no way I could buy any article of clothing from this place without dying of shame.

"Oh come on Sadhna, you're with me, don't be shy…"

"I am not going in there!" I managed to free my hand and walked away and Alekh Ji grabbed my elbow at the last minute and turned me around.

"Sadhna, do this for me…please! I will be grateful to you forever…"

"Uh…ugh! Why do I need any of this pathetic lacy trashy stuff?"

"You going to wear that incredibly sexy and lacy stuff in front of me, and no one else…just me…no one else has to know you even own it…come on Sadhna!"

"There are people in that store! They will see us buying this…"

"Of course, that's what they're there for!" He rolled his eyes and laughed.

"Why do you want me to wear this? The point is to take my clothes off, what's the need for this stuff?"

"Because every husband who is crazy about his wife wants to see her in these clothes. I'll admit it's been a fantasy I've had for a while…and I knew you would never buy it in India, because people will look at you and someone might recognize you and a million other excuses…so now is the chance. Come on Sadhna…if I think you look sexy, you are going to feel even sexier."

"I'll turn into a cherry, and pass out from humiliation…now let me go! I want to leave this place at once!"

"Just once Sadhna…just once…that's all I'm asking for…one night…if you hate it, that's fine…just one night…" He showed me those puppy eyes and I gave in.

I hung my head and walked inside. A young girl who didn't know much English came up to us, and was got busy eyeing Alekh Ji like a hawk. She gave me a dirty look too. Oh great, I was buying lingerie and the staff had their eyes on my husband. Meanwhile, I wasn't feeling too good about things and wouldn't do much to defend him.

Alekh Ji poked my arm and pointed to some red lacy stuff which had no business being called clothing.

"No."

"Ok fine, what color would you like…"

God was on my side, when my day got a bit better. A guy who worked here walked up to me, and Alekh Ji straightened up and gave him a look. What blew us both away is the look he gave Alekh Ji in return. He looked at him from head to toe and said something in Greek to the girl that was following us around. The girl nodded and I realized that the guy was in no way interested in me, he was interested in Alekh Ji too. I had to control myself, because any minute I would burst out laughing.

Alekh Ji began to get the picture, and he grew very uneasy.

"That guy has gotta be kidding me…"

"He likes you!" I laughed.

"Shut up, Sadhna!"

"Now you know what I'm feeling right now…"

He grew red from a mix of anger and embarrassment.

"Ok fine, you win…somewhat. I'm going to go stand outside, and I want you to pick and buy whatever, ok?"

"Deal."

He went out and the male worker looked very disappointed. Then again, so did the girl. I giggled and finally felt a little at ease. I would fulfill his "fantasy" somehow. I started looking for something suitable. Everything was so silky and lacy, and tiny!

I found a black two piece which was a bit ok. It was lacy too, but at least it wasn't see through! Everything else was tiny and see through, this was just tiny.

It was actually a strapless push-up bra. God have mercy on my soul! The panties were better than everything else in the shop, since it actually looked like panties. Everything else looked like it went through an accident being sewn together.

I got nervous again. Alekh Ji would suffer for this! If only they had a male lingerie shop around here, I'd like to see his reaction if I pushed him to buy any of that stuff.

I remembered what he'd said about buying this stuff in India. He was absolutely right. There was no way I'd go into a lingerie shop in India, especially with him. If I was ever going to buy anything, it would have to be now, so just in case I didn't turn into a red fruit tonight, I decided to buy another set. I already had black so I went around and found a light pink set which was ok. The bra was similar to the black one, but had straps. The panties were ok too.

I took a deep breath and bought them. My cheeks were burning hot and I was a mixture of anger and embarrassed. The male worker winked at me on my way out. I wonder if he wanted me to pass that along to Alekh Ji.

I came outside and Alekh Ji was waiting for me.

"Can I see what you got?"

"No way. You don't deserve to..."

"What? Why?"

"Because that was one of the most embarrassing moments of my life and because you will see it tonight, so wait…"

He put his arm around my waist and pulled me closer while we were walking.

"Really? You'll wear it tonight?" He sounded giddy. Darn.

"Yes, I don't have a choice…unless you wanna wear it for me…"

He gave me a horrified look and I couldn't help it but laugh.

"Well can you at least tell me what color they are?"

"No."

"Please…"

"No."

He stayed quiet the rest of the way. I didn't try to get him to talk. He was getting his way with me,that was enough. I had gone inside a lingerie shop and bought lingerie, and I was going to wear it. That should be enough.

I knew he was anxious for tonight, and so was I, but I was anxious in a bad way. I put the bag on our bed and every time I looked at it, I felt a wave of nausea. Lord, those were the tiniest items of clothing ever owned by me. I'll have to wear them and try to act sexy. Oh my God.

At night, even earlier than expected, he practically begged me to change into that stuff.

"Please Sadhna, I can't wait any longer…just wear it and lemme see, I promise I won't even touch you…"

"Yeah, right…"

"Please! Make me the happiest man alive."

"Ok! Ok! I'll wear it…just get out and go watch TV and let me get ready."

"Anything you want!"

"Haha, thanks…how sweet of you…now, go!"

So I showered and nearly passed out in the bathroom. I blew dried my hair and then came time to put that stuff which didn't deserve to be called clothing, on.

Thank God everything fit. I was afraid it would be even tinier than it looked. I wanted to vomit my dinner out. I looked in the mirror and honestly I had no words. I might as well be naked. How my breasts managed to stay in the bra was unbelievable. There must be some science behind its design. The panties were even worst. I swallowed hard and fought my shyness, embarrassment, and anger at being forced to wear this. Why did Alekh Ji have to have such fantasies about me? Darn it.

I was in the bathroom for more than an hour. I heard him knocking.

"Are you ok in there?"

"No! I hate you!"

"That sounds like good news! I can't wait now!"

I mumbled some stuff and stuck my tongue out, but he couldn't see it.

"Don't make any faces at me!"

Wow. Oh God…the time was coming…for me to step out in this…in front of him.

I shook off my nerves as best as possible and took a deep breath. It's now or never, I thought.

So I opened the door and stepped out. I knew he was on the bed waiting for me. I thought it was best just to get this over with, and get on with business. I knew business involved me taking this off too, but somehow I was more comfortable doing that than trying to walk like some model and wear this.

I walked out, my face was red as a plum, and I felt like vomiting. Alekh Ji saw me and didn't wait too long to express his opinion.

"Oh my freakin' God, Sadhna…that bra…and your breasts…are like…"

His mouth was hanging open. He was shirtless too, and I knew soon the pants would come off as well.

"You are so hot…you have no idea…how hot you look right now…this is better than what I imagined…"

"I hate you, Alekh Ji. I hate you." I pouted and felt totally naked. I crossed my arms around my chest and sat down on the bed, and he sat in front of me.

"You…are gorgeous! You look so sexy…so damn sexy. Sadhna…have you even looked in the mirror? You're a sexy siren…I think I'm gonna lose it…you look stunning…I'm definitely the luckiest man in the world. No doubt."

He did seem happy. I tried cooling down. There was no doubt that I felt the most beautiful in front of him. I looked up through my eyelashes and smiled at him. He took my hand and pulled me forward.

"Come here, beautiful…come…"

I got closer to him and he kissed me right away. His hands were all over my body, even underneath the elastic on my extremely tiny panties.

"You're dangerous, Sadhna…I want you so much…"

Alright, so maybe this wasn't such a bad idea after all. I did feel sexy, I must admit, once I saw his mouth hanging open and his eyes looking like they were going to pop out. Maybe I did look good. Maybe this extremely tiny lacy stuff wasn't so bad after all. I thought all of this while he was busy kissing my chest. His thumbs were underneath the elastic on my super tiny panties.

"How can you be sexy, beautiful, delicate, vulnerable, and yet…you own me, you totally own me…"

He lay down and I got on top of him. He wasn't looking at my face, so I covered his eyes with my hands and kissed his lips.

"I'm still mad at you…" I kissed him. "But…" I kissed him again. "YOU, are so gorgeous…" Another kiss…"That I can't help it but forgive you…"

I removed my hand from his eyes and he looked right into mine. He put his arms around me.

"I think it's time for you to take everything off …"

"So fast? You still have your pants on…"

"Oh, they need to come off, trust me…"

"If you like these so much…I bought another set, in pink…"

"Oh, pink! Can you wear that next?"

"Hmm…you might just get your wish…"

"I can't wait…thank you for making one of my fantasies come true..."

"One of them? What are the others?"

"I'll tell you some other time..." He winked.

After that, I didn't have any place to hide. I didn't have to make a move; he got me out of my clothes himself. He unhooked my bra and my panties barely survived under his hands. I blushed but I couldn't help it but smile.

"I better be careful…maybe you'd like to wear these again…hmm?"

"I might."

It was just his touches, kisses, his heart beat, breathing, hands, and arms that I was aware of after that. Lingerie was a success. Now I knew why people bought this stuff, because it never failed.