Forever yours part 7

Jacob pov

I couldn't believe it I'd done the one thing id promised my self id never do: make love to Nessie Cullen.

But I couldn't bring myself to be sorry, I loved this girl more then anything. I would kill for her, I would die for her. She was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen, in side and out, she was funny and caring, and this last couple of weeks I'd really hurt her. I thought if I stayed away from her the feelings I had would go away. But they just got stronger by the day.

This last couple of weeks without my Ness where unbearable, I was like a ticking time bomb just waiting to explode. To be honest I never imagined that Ness would ever have feelings like that for me, so it sort of made things easier, easier to hide my own feelings from her.

So when she told me she was in love with me I didn't know what to do or say, so I walked away. I know it was a dumb ass thing to do, but what other option did I have?.

The thing is I made a promise to Bella and Edward not long after ness born, I promised them that I would be nothing more then a brother to her. At the time I was happy to agree, But as the years rolled on it was hard not to notice what a beautiful and stunning woman she was turning into.

So now I was stuck between a rock and a hard place, do I break the heart of my one true sole mate and be forever lonely, or keep a promise I made to my best friend.

This was going to be the hardest decision I have ever made.

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Nessie pov

As I lay there spooned with Jacob IV never been to happy. Yesterday was without a doubt the best night of my life, It was perfect, Jake knew what I wanted and how I wanted to be touched. It was as if we were meant to be together, and now I had him, I wasn't going to let him go.

" Wakey, wakey sleepy head" I whispered in his ear. He groaned he hated being woke up, I turned around to face him and he was just staring at me " hay " he said wearing a mouthwatering smile.

He moved in and kissed me with as much intensity as last night, his hands moved slowly down my back and suddenly he pulled me on top of him and he touched my forehead to his.

" Have I ever told you how amazingly perfect and special you are" he murmured , " no" I said shyly." Oh I missed out stunning, beautiful " he replied.

I'm sure my face went as red as a tomato, but I didn't care I was on top of the world. I begun kissing him again moving down his neck and then his chest he started to moan and it really turned me on. I could feel his hard penis on my leg throbbing to be inside me. But the moment was was ruined when my cell rang. I gabbed it, it was Charlie " Hey Char... Grandpa" I said,

" Hey Ness, just ringing to see if your okay", "Yeah I'm good" I answered. " So you have a good time last night" He asked, I turned around to look at Jacob and replied " the best".

Jacob smiled and got up and walked to the bathroom, His smile worried me, it wasn't a Jake smile it was a pained smile. " I'll be home in a bit, have a good day at work" I said rushed then snapped my phone shut and walked over to Jacob I put my hand on his back " Whats wrong Jake, was it something I said".

He turned around and looked at me and placed one warm hand on my hot cheek " I meant everything I said to you Ness, I love you so much", " and I love you, please Jake tell me whats wrong?", " you've done nothing Ness, but you have to know that this is wrong".

I didn't know what to say, last night was so perfect and now he was ruining it " is that what you mend last night, saying there's so many reasons you and me where a bad idea?" I shouted.

He couldn't even look at me, " Yes Ness, but cant you see what people will think, what your family will think?", I was so angry " So couldn't you have told me this before you fucked me" I said acid strong in my voice, I was shaking I'd felt like I'd been used.

He walked over to me, he looked pale like I'd just taken the wind from his sails, He graped my arms " You know it's not like that Ness, last night I just let my heart rule my head, and I meant everything I said ,I love you more then anything".

I tried to be stay angry with him, but as soon as I looked into his eyes I melted into him. "How can something wrong feel so write Jake?" I whispered trying my best to hold my tears.

" Ness there's something I need to tell you".

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