DISCLAIMER...Nope still haven't got the rights to Twilight or the characters But I have the rights to freedom of speech and I use it to my advantage! =p

I woke up to Doctor Cullen standing above me holding one of my eyes open and shining a flash light in it. Rude much? I thought to myself. But I knew he was only doing his job.

"Well good morning sleep head."

"How long was I out?"

"Around twelve hours." He informed me.

"How are you feeling?" He asked.

"Oh no twenty questions again huh?" I replied.

He just chuckled as he waited for my answer.

" I feel fine. Well besides the obvious." I told him.

" Can you tell me what happened right before you passed out?"

"Um...I was talking to Edward when all of a sudden I started remembering things."

"Would you mind telling me what those memories were?"

" Well I can remember everything actually."

"That is great Bella!" Carlile replied with a ton of enthusiasm. Maybe too much?

"Can you tell me anything about the accident?"

I took a moment to think back before I started in with my story.

"Well I was out by the road checking the mail after my afternoon with Edward 'If that's what you want to call it I mentally said to myself' and when I turned around all I saw was a flash of silver and then felt the most horrible pain I had ever felt and then I woke up here. I can't tell you what kind of car or who was driving tho because I didn't see. I don't know if it was male or female either. I'm sorry I wish I could be of more help."

"Do you remember anything else." Carlile pressed.

"Well I remember everything from that day and from the rest of my life but nothing else about the accident." I replied before hanging my head. Why couldn't I have saw more. The person who tried to kill me is still out there. Who knows if they will try again.

"Well we know it was a silver car. That is something to go on. Good job Bella." He smiled and I knew it was a real smile so I exhaled in relief.

"I am going to go see if all of your test results are in. If everything is fine you should get to go home in twenty four hours." He informed me.

"Thanks doc! I could really use some fresh air, good food, and maybe some music. Anything is better than all these beeping noises!" I softly laughed.

"I'll see what I can do sweetie. Your mom and dad are here to see you. Please don't visit long you need to rest."

"Okay doc, thanks again."

After spending an hour with my parents who I found out had been there almost the whole time I was passed out, they decided to go home and get some rest so I could get some. I didn't sleep very good. I kept repeating the day of the accident in my head. Instead of having nightmares about the accident, I had nightmares about Edward walking away from me. He walked out of my life left me alone for Tanya. He didn't want me not even as a friend.

After remembering everything the thing that hurts me the most is Edward chose Tanya over me. Again. I mean I know they are together but I have been his best friend since birth basically. All I asked for was one day with him. I don't see how Edward can't see that she is intentionally coming between us. I laid in the very uncomfortable hospital bed all alone going over what happened a million times. How could he not see how hurt it made me for him to walk away from me so easily. How can it not bother him that he don't spend time with his best friend. The one he swears whos side he will never leave again. Has he even been here since I passed out? Does he really even care? He is probably out with Tanya at this very moment. I was proven wrong as soon as I thought that last part.

"Bella? Would you mind some company?" I heard his soft velvety voice through the opening from my door.

"If you want to come in, then be my guest." I replied. I couldn't help but to be upset with him. He has hurt me. It may not be a physical hurt but it is the deep kind. The kind that is very hard to get rid of. He has hurt me emotionally. I just wish I could tell him this and exactly why. But there is no way without ruining our friendship.

"I'm sorry Bella." Edward whispered from the chair by my bed.

"For?" I asked. Curiosity had the best of me. I knew I should have said Its okay but really it wasn't and I wasn't quite sure what he would be saying sorry for.

"Dad told me you remembered everything. Which means you remember me walking away from you at the meadow. I should have stayed. You are my best friend. It was the first time in months you asked to spend a day with me and I just blew you off once again. Bella you mean more to me than that. I promise from now on out I will be at your side all the time." He looked so hurt and torn up about it I actually felt sorry for him.

"Edward I can't lie. You hurt me. I can't figure out what happened to us. I mean I know we have grown up and you got a girlfriend now. But why do you let that come between our friendship? I thought I could count on you but I obviously can't. I can't sit here and lie and tell you everything is fine. Because it's quit obvious it's far from fine. I am hurt and not just physically. Right now I think I just need time to think. I need to process everything. Please just go. I'm sorry Edward, I am not trying to be mean but I just...I need time okay?" I couldn't tell him I just want thing back the way they were when having each other was all we needed and I want nothing more than to be wrapped in his arms feeling safe and loved and know he is mine forever. Even tho I desperately wanted too.

"Bella please."

I cut him off with a turn of my head and listened as his foot steps got closer to the door. I heard the door start to close but before it was latched I heard him say one last thing.

" I'm not going anywhere Bella. I will prove to you that you can count on me. I will always he your best friend. I will be sitting right outside this door. If you need anything at all just holler because Bella I promise you I will not leave this hospital without you."

With that I head the door latch and I laid there and cried. I cried until I couldn't cry anymore and I feel asleep from the exhaustion of the day.

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