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They have been friends since childhood. Closer than most sibling's. Always there when things go wrong and always there for the best things that happen. But Bella is having feeling's for both, confusing and heart racing feelings. Her desires have changed, friendship - want - need. But for which one? How could she choose between them ? Lately though, she's been thinking, why should she choose?
First's
Bella's POV
The blaring of my alarm was sudden and unwelcome. Reaching to hit it off, I particulally fell out of bed . Freakin' thing...ugggghhhh, what a time to wake me! Laying back against my pillows, I know I had on stupid smile.
I was dreaming about the beach...my boys'...and our time alone. Hmmm...then again, maybe that was a dream or wishful thinking? Throwing my covers off, I grapped my things to go get shower. Two hours before first day of school. I had already set out my outfit and had everything in my book bag, I know I know, compulsive over-achiever.
Emmett is always teasing me about how I have to have everything lined up for me. Jasper laughs, but always tells Em to leave me alone, he likes my psycho-deliciousness. A shiver runs through me, making me tingle everywhere just remembering him saying that in his deep, slightly accented voice. And then, the way he looks at me with those freakin' bedroom eyes...OMG!
Reaching out my hand I lowered the HOT on the tap. Shivering slightly, I quickly run into my room to finish getting ready. Running the towel over my breast's I can't help it that my thought-filter isn't awake this morning! All I can remember is having their hands and then their mouths on them.
Sitting on the edge of my bed , the towel is still covering my hands as I slowly run them over my suddenly aroused nipples. HMMMMM...yep, just like last night. Closing my eyes I can recall perfectly how my boys' head's seemed to blend together. How their hand's felt, slightly rough like the towel...mmmmmm.
Bella...you didn't fall back to sleep did you? Jumping about three feet in the air, dammit. Umm...sorry Dad. I'm umm...dressing. Be down in a minute. HOLYFREAKINHEARTATTACK! I hurriedly throw my clothes on and rush into bathroom to finish drying my hair. Usually this is really a waste of time, but its cloudy with no rain supposedly today. I hurriedly put on eye make-up and a quick spritz of perfume. Grab my book bag and hoodie and run down stairs.
Charlie is leaning against counter with the sports page and cup of coffee. But as I walk in he lowers his paper smiles at me and offers me my fruit cup and juice. Taking them over to table he soon joins me with another cup of coffee. I smile over at him and dig in. This is another thing my boys' will tease me over, well frankly, they tease me over almost everything but yea that's just them. But anyway, they tease me over my 'eating healthy routine'.
I don't know what or why for that matter, but about year ago I just started eating more... healthier. Now, of course, being a girl I still have those 'cravings' certain times of the month. But the rest of time, fruits, veggies, and lean meats. Smirking, it drives them crazy!
I look up to find Charlie staring at me with small smile on his face. Ok Dad, what are you up to? He just shrugs his shoulders, but his smile widens as he looks out the window. Jumping up, he comes over to me and pulls me up and turns me so I can't see out. Ok, well Bella honey...I have surprise for you. I've been waiting to do this for so long...Umm...anyway...you know how I took your truck in to have it over-hauled? Looking up at him, I raise my eyebrow slightly, Ummm...yesssssss...
He seems to well fidget and clears his throat . Well, Jake said that there was no fixing it sweetie. I'm sorry...I know you loved that old thing...but...Holding up my hand What do you mean Dad, no fixing it?...you mean...like...it died? Sitting back down quickly in my chair...but..I LOVE that old truck!
Well...I'm sorry honey, but yea...it died. But...I took advantage of that...umm..I mean...I replaced it with something else. And well...lets go see it , ok? I looked up at him, noticing he looked like a little kid he was so excited. Expelling my breath, I stood and grabbed my hoodie putting it on as we head outside.
HOLYFUCKIN'SHIT! This has to be a joke...no no, I'm still asleep and this is a dream...a freaking amazing dream!
Sitting in front of Charlie's jeep is...my dream car! I look at Charlie to see if this is a joke, but he's wearing this big ass goofy fucking grin...and YESSSSSS! Walking toward it...my hand is shaking as I reach out to touch it. I look back at Charlie and he's shaking his head yes, and he starts to laugh. But...but...how... ummmm..Dad...how?...I can't finish a freaking sentence. I'm shocked and numb and...Bella baby, it's yours . Your not dreamin' baby, its really there and its really yours.
If its possible his smile gets bigger. Walking over to me, he pulls my hand up to his and lowers a set of keys into it and closes my fingers over them. I look up at him, But Dad...how..its so much... He stops me, Well hon, its an early birthday present. And well, its already paid for and...and don't let me catch you speeding or it will be sitting gathering dust and rust...
I threw my arms around him and kiss his cheek, several times, ending his speech. He's arms come around me, picking me up like he did when I was little, he whispers...I love you Isabella Marie. This is something that was coming for years. So, don't let me hear anymore about costs. You just make sure you use those seat belts and keep to speed limit.
I squeezed him harder, kissing him quickly, I love you too Daddy. Thank you, I'm absolutely stunned and thrilled and...I laughed and kissed him again. I can't wait any longer, I run over to side and open door and climbed into my first new, yes NEW! 2010 Ford F-150 SVT Raptor, off road capabilities, Black truck!
Charlie had brought my book bag out to me still smiling. Waving me off as I backed out and headed for school. OMG! It handles like a dream! I can't wait for the boys' to see this, their going to freak. As I pull into schools student parking, I noticed that Em has just jumped out of his monster.
Turning into the space right beside him, grabbing my bag I reach to open door. Emmett telling some idiot not to park there, that its saved for one of his best friends. I'm laughing as I jump down, letting him see its me. He stopped yelling and looked at me, looked at the truck.
I know my smile got bigger and laughed even more at the look on his face. Just as I started to tell him, we could hear Jasper coming in. So I waited and watched as he pulls his Harley in beside Em. His parent's had surprised HIM with it for his birthday last month. Its a Harley V-ROD Muscle 2009, black of course! He was shocked to say the least, never expecting his Mom would ever let him have a bike.
Him sitting there with those long legs in ripped at the knee jeans and his leather coat on, is truly an amazing sight. Swinging his leg over and standing up, he reaches for his helmet taking it off. I know that I probably having spittle running out at corners of my mouth, remember me saying drool worthy?
He smiles at us, bumping fists with Emmett and glances at me, and freakin' winked! I started to ask him if he suddenly developed a tick but he asks where my truck was. Em starts to chuckle and tells him I'm standing in front of it. Jasper reacts with a 'Whatthefuckyoutalkinabout' look.
I laugh and shaking my head yes. He's by my side and then quickly walks around it. You can see his shock but he has a huge ass smile on his face. Wow, darlin'... is all he can say.
Emmett grabs my bag and my hand as Jasper lays his arm over my shoulder and we head towards the doors. I'm telling them both about Charlie and everything this morning. Nobody is really paying us any attention as we walk in, because, well this is just normal for them. But out of corner of my eye, I can see several people watching us.
Hmm...I thought, must be 'new' kids. Oh well, they can quit fucking staring anytime now! Jasper looks down at me with a questioning look. I slightly tilt my head towards them. He looked over, then back down at me, and shrugs his shoulders. Emmett had noticed and peered around us, then he too shrugged. And said something about not being able to help themselves, he was just too good looking! We were laughing as we entered the building.
Since we already had our schedules and our lockers, we headed for them to dump our book-bags and stuff. Leaning against mine, I waited for both of them. Theirs being slightly down from mine in either direction. Looking towards my name that was just called, waving at Angie and rest of the girl's and smiling at some of the guys, I see 'new' kids coming down hall from office.
There is six of them. Wow, Charlie never said how many, but I really hadn't given it much thought. Trying not to stare, I watched as they went to row of lockers almost right across from mine. They were all laughing and talking to each other, ignoring the looks that were being sent by almost everyone.
Jasper leaned down to whisper in my ear that I looked amazing, sending chills down my spine, freaking ridiculous! Emmett walked over, standing on other side of me, I looked up and he winked at me! Mumbling to myself about flirts and sudden eye twitches, I looked over and found myself looking into a pair of dark green eyes!
Hmmm...shit! Em and Jasper following my eyes, both seem to straighten themselves to their full heights. Both looking like they would like to snap something in half. They look back down at me and I just shrugged my shoulders at them, grabbing a hand of each one, we head for our first class of the day. We all have almost same schedule, only one class during day that we won't be together.
As we head into our English room, we spot several seats in back and head for them. Of course they put me between them...my mind and body telling me that's the best place to be! Ugh...not now...can't think like that...now! Just as the bell rings in walks three of 'new' kids.
Our teacher introduces them as Mary-Alice, Kate, and Edward Cullen. Oops...just Alice she asks the teacher. Chuckle to myself, yea good luck with that one. Being that is an English teacher she is totally about 'proper' enunciation, including freaking names. So, yea, she calls me Isabella constantly.
She's wasting no time in handing out our books and assigning us our first chapter to read. Then goes into our syllabus for the year. That seems to be the motto of the day, books, reading assignments and what they have planned and what they 'expect' from each of us. Why was I excited about starting? Finally, bell rings and lunch period is next.
As we head for our locker, my boys' are behind me talking about everything from practice for each of them after school, to the 'new' kids. I wasn't really paying attention until I heard them both say about how 'hot' the girl's are. Stopping suddenly ,right in middle of hall, they both run into me.
Emmett had quickly reached down to grab my arm so I wouldn't wind up on my rear end. Neither say anything and neither do I, but I'm sure my looks weren't exactly sweet. Turning away, I stomped over to my locker, and then slamming it shut. I noticed them look at each other and then shrug at each other.
I was still ahead of them as we walked into the cafeteria. Grabbing myself a salad and some yogurt and a water, I'm reaching for my money as Emmett's arm reaches over me paying for all of our stuff. Smiling up to him, we head for our normal table. Sitting down with both of them on each side of me. I shrug off my irritation and we're all laughing and talking about our day so far.
We are soon joined Angela, Jess and several others including Eric and Mike. My boys' growl and look like they would to say something but I nudged them both in sides. They look down at me and give me an innocent enough shrug, but both give their smirks and a wink. Hmm...makes me tingle...and freakin' fidget in my seat. Stupid boys'!
They both seem to know what happened and both of them laugh, but won't tell Jess about what. Emmett throws a long, muscled leg over, so he's straddling seat so I can lean my back against him. Jasper pulls my legs up and lays them back down over his lap. No one says anything because we've been doing this since grade school and its nothing new to them. But I noticed we have several 'new' pairs of eyes on us and they all have varying looks on their faces and questions in their eyes.
Jess and Angela notice too, and laugh, saying that their probably thinking that the three of us are together. Looking at Jasper and then tilting my head up towards Emmett, we all laugh too, but if you looked closely, I'm sure you would see our expression's mirrored each other. Smirking back at her, I said that they could think what they wanted to.
Well of course Jess had all the ' news ' about them. Ok, six, three guys and three girls', hmmm...The three oldest where all seniors, Garrett , Rose, and James Cullen. Of course we met the other ones, Alice, Kate and Edward. They were all adopted by a Dr. and Mrs. Cullen.
But then Jess was almost vibrating when she said, " they we're all together. Like, you know together - together!" Hmmmm...ok, well that was definitely adding to the gossip! The only two who actually where related though were Alice and Edward, brother and sister, twins.
Trying to pay attention to what Jess was saying, I kept glancing over to them though. All of them dressed very well, even though they looked like rest of us, with holes in jeans and hoodies and such, you could tell they were a better quality.
My eyes landed on one girl I hadn't seen, I know my mouth probably dropped. Man, she was gorgeous! And that thought totally freaked me out, I never look at another woman and say that stuff, DAM! But she should be on the cover of fashion magazines, not sitting in a high-school cafeteria! Jess was saying that she was with the bigger guy, Garrett.
Alice the real tiny one with dark hair,was with James. And that Kate was with Edward. The only thing that enter my mind, THANK GOD ! At least I didn't have to worry about one of them trying to take my boys' from me! Oh geezzzz, where did that come from?
When I looked back over at them, Edward and I'm guessing James, where both staring right at me. I hurriedly looked away. I glanced back at them and noticed they both had grins on their stupid faces. I glared at them both and they both laughed! JERKS! Well, fuck them!
Emmett whispered in my ear asking me what was wrong and Jasper was looking at me too, waiting for answer. I finally motioned over to their table while trying to sit up, but they wouldn't let me. Letting out deep breath, I told them how they were looking at me like they were judging me and thinking nasty thoughts. I shrugged my shoulders as I looked down into my lap. I didn't see the look that Emmett and Jasper gave each other, but Jasper's fingers hooked under my chin bringing my eyes up to meet his.
Darlin', they don't mean shit to us. I don't really care what 'they' think, or what anyone else does for that matter. If this, he motions to the three of us, is 'somethin ' we don't have a problem with, well fuck them! Emmett was shaking his head in total agreement.
Looking into those expressive eyes, I managed to let it drop and smile back and looking up to Em, giving him a smile as well. But, I couldn't help but wonder 'what the something was happening between us'?
The rest of day seemed to drag by even slower after that. I would smile and try to laugh at them, but I just couldn't shake what I saw in those two boy's eyes. Ughhhh...last class...freakin' gym! But the only good thing about first day, we didn't have to dress or really do anything. Coach is usually more concerned about football practice and the coming first game to worry much over it. THANKGOD!
Jasper and Emmett continue to tease me about going straight home and NO speeding! Make sure you do all your homework like a good little girl as they walk me out gym doors. And since they both have practice, that's furthest we go. Laughing up at them, I tease back, saying they'll have all theirs to do, after their done with two hour practices.
Em's booming laugh could be heard down towards parking lot. I noticed that the 'Cullen's' all turned to look, watching as they both leaned down to kiss my cheek. I laughed again, smirking at them, and turn to head for my truck. Walking past them, I heard the girls, I think she's Rose, make a snarky comment about boy's and their 'toys' while looking at me.
They all seemed to look at me and you could hear laughter as I past by them. Mumbling about 'bitches' and 'bunch of asses' on the way past them. Slamming my door, alittle harder than necessary. I was shaking so much. I wanted to scream and hit something or someone , so badly! Who the fuck do they are? I finally start my truck and head home.
Once home, I get supper started and then sit down to start some homework. Charlie had called to talk to me and I tried not to let him know something was bothering me. I know I didn't do good job, but he didn't ask, which I was very grateful. Anyway, he told me he wouldn't be home to pretty late. They were helping local town with a case and they needed everyone there.
He told me to make sure I locked everything up before going to bed and that he would see me in morning. I told him there would be a plate in the frig. for him, just heat it up, and we said our goodbyes quickly when someone in the background called his name.
No sooner did I hang up, there was a knock on my door. When I opened it, I couldn't help but to smile , seeing them standing there looking at me with freaking sexy smiles on their faces. I started to laugh and opened door wider for them. They both told me Charlie had called them and asked if they could both come over to keep me company alittle because he had to work. God, I love that man! We decided to watch a movie and of course, it took us awhile to finally agree to on one.
They moved the coffee table out of way and placed a blanket and pillows on floor. Just like we have down for past 15 years. Of course, both of them where on either side of me. Hmm...Jasmett sandwich! HELL YEA! Shaking my head, I try to concentrate on the movie. Didn't take long for me to realize though, that that wasn't gonna happen!
I feel my hair being moved aside and a light touch running down the side of my cheek. Looking towards him, his head lowers to mine and his lips brush against mine. Neither one of us had closed our eyes or looked away. His lips brush against mine again...and again. Just barely at first, but then he holds my chin pulling me closer, he lips descend and hmmmm...my eyes close and I strain up to meet him and press harder into his mouth.
I turned towards Jasper, yep...without breaking contact, trying to get closer to him still. He moved pressing up against me like couldn't get close enough either. I felt the big body of Emmett's press against my back , spooning himself into me, while his hand rubbed down my side, hip and thigh. Jasper had grabbed back of my thigh and pulled it to lay over top his hip, bringing us all closer yet. Moaning into his mouth at the contact of their hard bodies surrounding me.
Emmett had totally turned into a vampire, kissing and biting my neck and ear. I broke away from Jasper to turn my head seeking Emmett's full lips. As if he was waiting, his kisses leaving me shaking and gasping more. Jasper had let his lips find my other side and continue what Em had been doing. His hand was slowly inching up my stomach, just barely touching my breast. When his fingers and hand, finally!, made contact, I pushed into his big hand letting him know with a low growl that it was about fuckin' time!
Emmett's hand had pushed my shirt up to just below my breast, he was rubbing my sides still, but as Jaspers' hand squeezed my breast, Emmett's, squeezed my ass. Hmmm...ohshit! They both pulled away from me, Jasper was sweeping my shirt off and throwing it to the side, while Emmett made quick work of my bra. When they both returned to their spots, they weren't wearing anything from waist up either. OHHHMYGOD! Jasper found my lips again while Emmett's found my spot just below my ear.
OMG...uggghhhhh...mmmmhmmmm. His hand had also found its way around me and was teasing my nipple with touches and squeezes. Jasper had raised my leg further up on his hip, bringing me in direct contact with his hardness. Letting me feel what was happening to him, I pushed back into him, letting him know I fucking loved it. He growled and pulled me closer while his hips rubbed against me slowly.
Emmett had pressed into me from behind, growling as he pulled my lips away so his could have a turn. His hand still held my breast, squeezing the nipple harder. MMMmmm...he pressed harder into my ass-cheeks , showing me he was feeling same things.
Groans and growls, lips, tongues and teeth...bumping and grinding...totally fucking hot! I could feel my entire body, I was like a living-electrical line, just running through me. Hmmm...mmmhmmmm...fuck...I'm going to...OHHMYYYGODDDD! I could feel them both tense and their moans where somehow animalistic as they bothcame seconds later. We laid there, entangled and breathing like we just ran a marathon. No one saying anything, but no one tried moving away either.
Once my mind cleared, I was shocked and well...horrified at what I done. Turning my head away, I found my things, reaching for them and then sitting up. Covering myself with my shirt, I didn't look at either of them. My eye's where brimming with tears that started to fall down my cheeks. Both of them had sat up still on either side of me, they both went to touch me. But I quickly stood and without looking at them, I ran upstairs and into my room, slamming my door shut and flopping down on my bed.
WHATTHEHELLISWRONGWITHME? How...how could I do that, with my two best friends in whole world? I didn't even hear them come in. I didn't know that they were beside me until strong hands pulled me up. They both put an arm around me and moving closer, they held me.
Emmett spoke quietly to me first, Bells, babe, stop crying your making Jay feel bad honey. I couldn't help the little snicker that came out, so like him to say something like that, the idiot! Bella, tell us what's wrong, did we hurt you? Ohgod, tell me we didn't hurt you? I started to cry more with that because now he thinks they hurt me. And dammit, it didn't hurt, it felt freakin' was amazing and all, but...Jasper's hand was rubbing my back trying to calm me.
Come on Darlin' talk to us. Your starting to freak us out. Raising my head I looked from one to the other and let out a breathy sigh while reaching for each of their hands. How can either one of you look at me now? How...how can you be worried about hurting me? I don't get why you both don't have repulsive looks on your faces! What just happened...what we just did...I couldn't continue, so I just dropped my head again and letting their hands' go.
I could hear Em's fuck and Jasper's shit...when one of them raised my head back up with their fingers' under my chin. Emmett was looking at me with a really pissed off look, frankly. He looked over at Jasper, and when I looked over to him, I saw the same look sketched on his face too. Bells, seriously, what the fuck? and Your fucking kidding us right?
Looking from one to the other, they both sighed Bella, what happened downstairs, well that was so fuckin' erotic and beautiful for both of us. I looked at Jasper and quickly at Em, who was agreeing. But I shook my head and started to say something but Emmett had placed his finger over my lips stopping me. Babe, what Jay said is so fucking true. And for the other thing you said, don't ever, I mean EVER! let me hear you say something like it again. What we shared, NO, what we SHARE with each other is amazing! And well...your OUR girl so why can't we have that?
Watching him whole time, I turned to look at Jasper who had this sweet but sad smile on his face. I reached up to touch his cheek softly. He leaned into my fingers, Darlin', it might not be a 'typical' relationship we all have, but we DO have one. And I know most people will think whatever they fucking want to, but for US, this is right!
They wiped away my tears and pulled me up to sit up against the headboard while we snuggled there. Thinking about what they said to me, I know they where right and I couldn't help how I felt about each of them. But, how can three people, teenagers, deal with something like this?
We talked for hours. Letting them know I was here, and I wasn't going to stop my feelings for either of them. They let me know how both felt when they were with me, us...but making it PERFECTLY clear also thatneither of them had any of 'those' feelings, except brotherly, towards the other. We wouldn't change how we acted in public, we've always held hands or cuddled togetherand people where use to it! But we also decided, not to show 'more' of our feelings either.
We were worried how are parent's would react if and when they found out . And importantly, well to me, I told them ... well I told them I wasn't ready for a 'full' out relationship either. Making them both laugh that I couldn't bring myself to say 'have sex with them'. Stupidboys', always teasing me! But by the time they had to go, we had come a sort of agreement. No dating anyone else. No making it obvious about us. That I was BOTH of theirs and they were MINE! I slept like a baby that night, dreams of two of the sexiest boys' that both BELONGED FIRST to me!
LUCKY LITTLE...Hmm...ok, well...yea, slightly jealous! More soon, promise ;). How'd you all like new kid's? Surprise you or what? LOL .
