Ok guys I hope you enjoy , Quite enjoyed writing this one , :-D .

Disclaime:I own nothing but my OC'S .

Also forgot to mention in the first chapter this FanFiction is dedicated to princess-katie who wrote 'The Adventures Of The Doctor And His Daughter' and it's sequels because she gave me the inspiratin for this story and I STRONGLY suggest you read her story it's AMAZING !

Ruth had been at Torchwood 5 days now and was loving every minute of it and after the catch (That Jack finally let Ruth go on) they wnet there separate ways - Jack to his office and Ruth to go see Ianto.

"Hi Yan you alright"She said sitting on the table,

"Yeah I'm alright thanks you ?"
"Fiiiine"
"So Jack's finally let you on a Weevil hunt then ?"Gently pushing her off the table,

"Yeah!After alot of persuasion"She said once her feet hit the floor"Anyway more important matters Les Miserables tommorow , You excited"Ianto turned round and smiled at her

"Yeah it's gonna be great"Ianto then started to look un-easy"Ruth I know we've only just met and all that but...Why was Jack so shocked at seeing you?"Ruth sighed"You don't have to or anything"Ianto said quickly,

"No it's alright you would have found out sooner or later just don't tell the others"Ianto nodded "Basically Jack thought I was dead..."And she launched into the whole story with John but not into much detail Jack wouldn't look to kindly to that.

Ruth sighed and put down her cup of Coffe -which Ianto had given her half way through her explanation-"I just don't get it how could he beleive I was dead , I mean John always did lie..."The realisation hit why did Jack beleive John?"I'll be back later Ianto" and with that she ram up to Jack's office and burst in.

Jack looked up from his report and looked at her,

"Can you at least knock"And with a huff Ruth went back and knocked and came back in.

"Why?"Ruth demanded and strode forward

"Why what?"Jack replied calmly

"Why did beleive John when he said that I was dead?"Jack sighed "Come then why?"She demanded,

"Because you two where mates OK!I thought he wouldn't lie about something like that!" Jack said standing up and walking round the desk,

"Did you even ask him if he was making it up!You KNOW he always lies!"She shouted at him

"Of course I did ! How could you think I wouldn't!"

"AND YOU BELIEVED HIM!I thought you cared about me Jack!"She shouted at him furiously ,fists clenched walking closer to him so she was right in front of him
"Of course I do of course I bloody do !I was already missing you because you where away and then John comes and says you're dead I didn't want to look for you and be dissapointed!"He shouted back and with that Ruth slapped him in the face,
"But if you had looked you would have found me ! And you could have asked someone else !"She said truly shocked that he hadn't tried looking for her to make sure"And you could have asked someone else !",

"Ruth..."He started but got cut off,

"Forget it Jack"She said and stormed out just as she opened the door Gwen was there looking shockedbut Ruth stormed past her and out the hub, Jack was about to go after her but Gwen put a hand to his shoulder,

"Let her cool off Jack"Jack looked Gwen and then at Ruth storming off and sighed and retreated back to his office.

Ruth stormed out of the hub furious,Ianto-who saw her storm out-went to go and comfort her , Ianto put his hand on her should and rubbed it lightly,

"You alright?"He asked her concerned,

"Yeah...I just...just...can't beleive he beleived John he's always lied"He said her voice crackling lightly,Ianto turned her around and into a hug which she returned,

"Maybe he really did think you were dead" He told her,

"Maybe...he was always quite manipulitive"

"Well there you go then"He said with a small smile,

"Thanks Yan"She said and gave him a kiss on the cheek and a quick hug went in search of Jack but just as she was going in Jack was coming out,

"I..."Ruth started Jack raised his had to stop her,

"We need to talk"He told her simply.

"Right"Jack said once they were in his office and had settleddown,

"I'm sorry Jack I should have listened to you"Ruth gushed out,

"It's fine"He assured her

"But-"She started

"No-I completley undertsand why you reacted in that way"

"Ok then"She sighed"Right I have work to do"

"But-there's no reports to do"He asked confused

"I'm sure I'll find something to do"She winked then smiled and left but just before she reached the door Jack said,

"And for the record I really do care about you"Ruth round eyes widenig slightly and then turned back around and exited Jack's office and Jack's thought's back to the day he was told she was dead ...

Jack had just finished his latest mission-Without Ruth because she had been called away on anthother mission and they couldn't of taken Jack because 'Wasn't right for the job',Jack sighed he missed her lots but she'd be back next week.

Then all of a sudden a flash appeared before him and John appeared,Jack glared angrilly at the man,

"What do you want?"Jack growled and then took a proper look at John's stressed face "What is it?" John looked at sadly at Jack.

"It's about Ruth"Jack froze and his heart started pumping wildly,

"What's happened?"Jack asked fists clenched,

"There...There was an explosion at Shonigh,You know the place she was working?"Jack nodded eyes welling up"Anyway the factory they were infiltrating exploded because of one or the workers or something I don't know the full details"John told Jack.

Jack strode forward and grabbed hold of John's collar,

"You're lieing!"Jack growled eyes now glisteng with moisture,

"I'm not Jack, The factory did explode she didn't make it",

"Your lying!"Jack shouted,

"Why would I lie Jack she was a great mate of mine"Jack looked at him shocked and a tear fell down his cheek as he dropped John to the floor,

"No"Jack whispered"NO!"

"I'm so sorry Jack"John said as Jack fell to the floor crying and John walked over sat by Jack and put an arm round him while Jack cried .

"Her body"Jack suddenly said"I need to see Ruth's body"

"I'm sorry Jack but you can't"

"ANY WHY NOT?"Jack shoutedhis emotions getting the better of him

"In the explosion...Ruth's body was blown up there's not much left of her now"Jack stared deep into John's eye's before Jack got up and put in the Co-ordinates into his Vortex Manipulator and then looked back at John,

"Thanks for letting me know"He told John quietly and pushed the button to the room he and Ruth used to share...

Jack snapped out his thoughts when he heard a knocking on his office door,

"Come in"He called and in came Ianto with a glorious cup of Coffe"Ianto you are magical"

"I try my best sir anyway that's not the main reason I came up"

"No?"

"No,I wanted to make sure you were alright,I mean because of , You , Ruth and John and everything"Jack looked at Ianto alarmed,

"What?You know about John?"Ianto nodded

"Yeah she told me"

"WHAT?She had no right!"And with that Jack walked over to his office door and yanked it open,

"RUTH!"Ruth looked up to the sound of her name"Get here now!"

"Eep I'm slightly nervous now Jack and Ianto in the same room"Ruth told the the others as she was getting up,Owen smirked while Tosh and Gwen giggled.

Once Ruth was in the office she straight away nociced the boys expressions , Jack had one of Anger and Ianto was just really nervouse scared that something was going to kick off.

"What's going on?"Ruth asked Jack

"You told Ianto about John!"Jack shouted

"Is that it?Listen Jack I only told Ianto because he was curious!"She shouted back

"That's private!You should of asked me first before dishing out our lives to him!"

"I'm sorry"Ianto said

"NO Ianto you're alright!It's him over there that has the problem and for the record Jack I only told him about you thinking I was dead because John told you that I had died in an explosion I WOULDN'T go handing out private lives before Torchwood!I thought you knew me better than that!"

"You still shouldn't have told him!"He shouted

"You know what Jack I'm starting to question if there was any point in me coming back it's not as if I can do anything I'm so restricted here I can't even tell them anything about my self!"She shouted and exited the office .

Jack looked at Ianto shocked,

"Go after her"He said and nodded in the direction she went in , Jack nodded and sprinted off in search of her.

Once Ruth left Jack's office she ran straight to her room slammed the door shut and punched the wall in anger so hard that blood came , Ruth squished her face up in pain and craddled her hand in her other hand, Then next thing she knew was a knocking on the door and a worried Jack came in Ruth glared at him,

"I'm sorry Ruth...I just don't like people knowing about my private life"Ruth sighed

"But Jack that's the point I didn't tell them anything not really , I only told him that there was a guy called John whom told you I was dead becuase of an explosion and you weren't there because you weren't right for the mission"Jack sighed this time and looked at her hopefully,

"Truce?"He asked,

"Truce"She agreed and Ruth went in for a hug which Jack returned when pulling back Jack nocticed her sore hand

"What happened?"

"I punched the wall"She said as if was an everyday thing , Jack chuckled lightly

"Come on lets go get you cleaned up and Owen's also going to have to take some blood sampleas aswell for the Database ok?"

"Yeah that's fine it"Jack chuckled lightly as Ruth headed for the door,

"Oh yeah and Ruth"Ruth turned round to look at him,

"Don't leave"Ruth grined at him as if she was ever going to leave

"No fear"And looking at her smile Jack knew Jack really knew she was back and that was just so brilliant .

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