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KPov
Everything has changed in my life since Paul has come over. I mean everything; I can't stop thinking about him. About the next time I might see him. The next time I might talk to him. Anything, I feel like I'm going crazy! What is going on with me!
You know who will help you through this Kristen?
Who Nic?
Kim, why don't you call her and you can spend the day with her. Have her come over and you two can make outfits for her to wear to school today.
Good idea! I'm going to call her now!
Oh my god. I'm talking to myself, what the fuck you have done to me Paul! It doesn't matter who cares it was just one moment nothing to crazy is going on, just breath everything will be okay. I quickly take a deep breath and call Kim.
"Hello?" Kim asks.
"Hey Kim, you said that you didn't go to school until late today right?" I ask.
"Way to say who it is Kris!" Kim says with a laugh, "And yeah I don't know in for another two hours why?"
"Well I was wondering if I could come over to your place and help you come up with an outfit? It won't be bad, I've already decided what I want you in and it will be cute I promise!"
"Sure, I'm going to be at Emily and Sam's so just meet me there in an hour?" Kim asks.
"Sounds great Kimmy! See you soon!" I say waiting for her to say her goodbyes before hanging up.
Okay so this should work just get in the shower Kris everything is going to be okay you can do this. Breath you've got this. I quickly run upstairs and take a fast shower before pulling out my black off the shoulder top and a pair of straight leg jeans. I slide them on as well as a pair of black flats and go to dry my hair, I once again decide that its natural curl is the best idea and quickly decide to add my silver hat and some jewelry. (Her outfit :D. .)
Once I'd finished my hair and makeup I decided that I was decent enough to leave the house. I looked cute enough to pass for day time casual but sexy enough that I would catch male attention…Paul….if they so happened to be around. I think that I am going to do well. I quickly grab the outfit which I'd chosen for Kim and ran out to my car.
The drive was pretty short just like always, but still I wouldn't want to have to walk it. I walk into Sam and Emily's house without knocking just like Emily had told me many times. This time however I was going to have a little fun. Emily and Sam watched my walk in and I quickly spotted Jared.
I walked right over to him and sat in his lap. "Santa! You're here! Liza told me your weren't real I know she lied!" I yelled jokingly.
"Well little girl, this Liza sounds like a horribly mean lady that takes people from their amazingly sexy friends. So I am going to have to say that she lied, now what would you like for Christmas?" Jared said with a smirk.
"Well Santa I don't want much just my own island, money, and diamonds! I love diamonds! Like this one!" I say holding out my right hand showing my mom's engagement ring.
"Well that is a tall order I might have to call in reinforcements."
"Why is it that I always seem to walk in on this Jared?" Paul says with a smirk.
"Well Paul I just have this charm that makes Kris unbelievably attracted to me so she had to come and ask Santa for a present." Jared said with a laugh.
"Paul! Your now Santa's helper!" I say laughing and I give him a quick hug before I notice Kim, "KIMMY! I MISSED YOUR FACE!"
"KRIS! I MISSED YOUR FACE MORE!" Kim yells hugging me tightly. God I've missed her she has quickly become like my sister and it's been almost a week since I've seen her. I don't know how I survived.
"Darling, we are going to get you ready for school so that all these boys have trouble controlling the rest of the male population around you!" I say with a smirk kissing her cheek.
"Kris you are crazy but come on lets go, and you look amazing today by the way."
"Thank you! It's new, I got it from Nicolette!" I say earning a snicker from Jared and Kim to roll her eyes.
"Quit holding that over my head you jerk!" Paul yells at me halfheartedly.
"Oh shut it and eat Paul!" Kim and I yell together causing both of us to laugh as we get upstairs.
"Here put this on and plug this in!" I say handing her a curling iron and a bag with skinny jeans, ankle boots, and a gray and black zebra print off the shoulder top. (Kim's outfit :D. .)
"I'm ready for you now Kris my dear!" Kimmy yells a couple minutes later, I grin taking in her in the outfit. She looked great, and I loved it. Maybe I wasn't joking so much when I said they were going to have to keep the guys off her. I wonder if Paul will notice that Nicolette wore this exact outfit on the cover of Vogue…
Okay Kristen focus, curl Kim's hair. No thoughts of Paul just Kim's hair. You can do this. You can do this. You can do this. God why does everything seem to take longer when I know that Paul is down stairs! Why do I really care? I mean sure I know that he REALLY likes Nicolette but that doesn't mean anything. Even if she is part of me…
"Kristen don't worry so much about my brother" Kim says quietly.
"How did you know that? I mean I haven't mentioned anything about it so I didn't think I was being very obvious about it."
"You're not but he told me that you told him you knew Nicolette which shows that you are afraid if he discovers who you truly are that he will leave."
"Kim, Paul loves who he thinks she is. If he found out that she is really just me then he won't like either of us anymore…" I say with a sigh.
Kim sighs and looks at me for a moment, "Kris you are over thinking this way too much my brother will and does like you now so just because you didn't immediately blurt out that you Nicolette doesn't mean that he is going to hate you trust me I know my brother better than anyone."
"I know that this all seems stupid but I don't even understand it myself, I've never liked a guy as fast or as much as I like your brother it scares me."
"Don't worry about it; I have a gut feeling that he is going to fall in love with you. Every part of you."
"I really hope that you're right Kimmy. Anyways the guys are going to be wondering where you are so I think that it's time we bring you downstairs and revel your sexiness!"
Kim blushes, "You know no matter how many times you say I'm pretty, beautiful, sexy or any other thing like that I'm still never going to believe it so you're wasting a lot of your time."
"Don't worry by the time I am done with you darling, you are going to believe it!" I say with a smirk.
Kim just rolls her eyes at me as I pick up all of my "torture devices" as she likes to call my beauty products. Once everything is picked up I smile and link arms with her, smiling knowing that if I had gotten to go to high school today I would totally turn heads. I wonder if I could use my identity of Nicolette to get them to let me into the high school? That would be awesome.
"Kristen, what on earth did you do to my sister!" Paul says with a smile when we walked into the kitchen, "Kim you look amazing. I haven't seen you look like this in forever and you look like a model or something!"
"Well Kristen used what she learned from Nicolette and helped me to look my best. She said that since I was getting my senor pictures done after school today I should look amazing as well" Kim said with a shrug.
Senor pictures…oh yeah! I forgot that I have to pick Jamie up at noon from the airport so he can take Kimmy's pictures for me. He's going to take pictures of all the guys that are still in school for free because I'm amazing. They get a world famous photographer to take their senor pictures because Nicolette said they are cool.
"Oh I guess that makes sense. " Paul says.
"It does." I say distractedly before I turn to Emily, "Hey Em what are your plans for the day?"
Both Emily and Sam turn to look at me shocked, "I'm not doing much of anything probably just cleaning maybe some cooking, I don't know. Why?" She answers confused.
"I was wondering if you would like to come spend some time with me, I want to get to know you better and I think that it might be a little fun. If Sam will let me steal you away for a little while that is" I say adding a little joke at the end to show them both that I have no intention of being mean.
"I'd love to spend some time with you, I don't see what could go wrong there." She gives Sam a quick look, "That does not mean you need to list all of the things that can go wrong for us. I'd love to though Kristen, I'm sure it would be a lot of fun"
"Yay! Okay we'll leave when they leave for school. We can go get some lunch or something?" I say with a smile.
"Sounds great…Kristen I was wondering….do you think that I could talk to you in the other room really quickly?" Emily says glancing at Sam and then back at me.
"Sure" I say following her into the other room confused as to why she would need to talk to me in here and why she couldn't say it in front of the guys.
"Kristen I know this is going to sound bad, but is there a way that you might be able to cover or do something that will distract from my scars?" Emily says looking down ashamed.
"Emily! You're beautiful with them, I don't see why you want to hide them though I do know a way which I could make them less noticeable if it would make you more comfortable. If you are just doing it because of other people though I'm going to have to say fuck them because they obviously don't know what real beauty is"
"Thanks Kris, I just hate when people stare at me when I'm out. I've come to love the scars they are a part of me but I don't want them to be what defines me. Do you know what I'm saying?"
"I know exactly what you're saying and I have an idea if you're willing. You don't want the scars to define you why don't I teach you how to do your makeup and hair so that it complements you more, that will distract from the scars some while also still allowing you to have them and have them as part of you if you understand what I'm saying."
"No I love it. You are going to highlight what isn't scared, so that stands out as much as what is scared with is in turn going to make me look beautiful just like what you were able to do to Kimmy today, she looks amazing."
"Thanks Emily I'll take you to a hair dresser and stuff while we are out as well to make sure that you get the hair cut which I think would look best on you."
"You really are amazing Kristen, you know just how to make a person feel amazing about themselves don't you?"
"It's what I grew up doing. We should probably head back into the other room before Sam has a heart attack over what you're doing." I say with a small laugh as we start walking back into the kitchen.
"Emily! Is everything okay!" Sam asks looking at Emily with worry.
"Yeah, I just had to ask for a favor which is going to help change my life for the better, Sam. Kristen is going to help me become the old me again."
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