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Reid couldn't stop the images from rushing to the front of his mind, he couldn't move or speak. Reid wanted to cry as he remembered Jacob forcing him to do things that he didn't want to do, as he remembered the pain. Reid was aware of his surroundings, he heard the team telling him to come out of the memories but he couldn't obey them, everything inside of him was keeping him locked away. Reid heard footsteps walk away from him, he knew he was alone now.
Reid felt his heart fill with fear as he saw someone sit in front of him, he felt fear because he knew this person couldn't be real. The man sat in front of him was the beaten and bloody version of himself that haunted his nightmares. Reid was afraid that the last sane part of himself was now gone. He wondered if he had finally gone crazy. Reid tried to move but found himself still trapped in his own mind.
"Don't worry, the memories will stop soon. I'm only here for a few moments to show you that I was right all along. Do me a favour and listen to the voices in the other room, I know you can hear them. Guess where crazy is going back to?" the bloody hallucination of himself smiled.
Reid concentrated on trying to hear the voices in the other room. It took a few moments but he found the voices and listened to them intently.
"Rossi, you can't do this," Reid heard Morgan say angrily.
"He needs help, the doctor will be able to get him out of whatever is happening to him. He needs help," Rossi said back. Reid froze inside as he heard the word doctor. The bloody version of himself laughed in front of him.
"We're going back to the mental house!" the bloody hallucination of himself laughed hysterically. "I wonder who will use you this time. The team is already sick of looking after you, can you blame them? You are nothing but a hassle to them, they want to get on with their lives. They don't have room for you."
The hallucination of himself disappeared in front of him. Reid blinked a few times and let out a small breath. Reid shook his head as he tried to remember where he was. Reid looked around and remembered that he was in the kitchen. Reid stood his feet unsteadily, he swayed for a moment before he stopped and found himself being more steady. Reid could hear the others in Rossi's study. He knew what they were planning to do with him. They were going to put him in another mental hospital. He couldn't go back there, he couldn't be trapped again.
Reid knew that there was only one way that he was going to stay out of the mental hospital. He knew that he had to run. Reid ran over to the side, he searched Morgan's jacket that was on the side. He felt a surge of happiness as he found a set of car keys. Reid grabbed Morgan's jacket in case he needed one. Reid carefully ran to the front door, he found his shoes and slipped them on. Reid opened the door as quietly as he could and stepped outside. Reid unlocked the SUV that Morgan has been using, he quickly climbed into the car and started it.
Morgan
Morgan was furious as he listened to Rossi try to justify calling the doctor. The inside him dulled as he heard an engine being started from the drive.
"That's my car," Morgan interrupted Rossi. Rossi and Morgan looked at each other for a second before bolting of the room, they ran outside to find Morgan's SUV driving fast down the road. They barely registed Garcia till she spoke.
"Reid's gone! His shoes and your jacket are gone. He took the car," Garcia panicked.
"Why would he run away like this?" Morgan said in shock. A look of horror came across Rossi's face making Morgan turn his attention to the man.
"Do you think he heard us talking?"
"Oh no, he probably thinks we are going to put him in a mentla hospital. We have to track him down, it isn't safe for him to be driving," Morgan said before he picked up Rossi's house phone and dialled a number.
"Who are you calling?" Garcia asked.
"I'm going to call Reid on the spare phone I have in the car, I always have a handsfree in my car in case of emergency," Morgan explained. Morgan waited as the phone started to ring.
Reid
Reid didn't care where he was going, all that mattered to him was getting away. Reid jumped as the small cellphone wired into the handsfree set began to ring. Reid recognised the number as Rossi's house phone. Reid pressed the answer button before returning his attention back to the road quickly.
"Reid, it's Morgan. Reid, please just turn the car around and we can talk," Morgan pleaded. Reid could hear the worry in his friends voice. He couldn't trust the voice.
"Y-You lied t-to me!"Reid yelled. "You s-said that you w-would never m-make me go to a-a hospital, I h-heard you t-talking. You think I'm crazy. Morgan, you fucking p-promised m-me that I would never go back t-to a place l-like that. I c-can't go back."
Reid began to cry as he felt as if the world was falling apart around him. Everything he had worked so hard to rebuild was falling away again.
"Reid, we are not sending you anywhere. Rossi wanted to call a friend of his when you wouldn't come out of it back in the kitchen. Rossi's friend is a doctor. Reid, I promised you that you would never ever go back to a mental hospital. I promise you that you are not going to a hospital. Just come back to the house Reid," Morgan begged again.
"No, no, no. I'm n-not seeing a d-doctor. He will just p-put me back into a p-place where I get used. That is all I-I am good at. Just leave m-me alone, I w-want to be alone!" Reid shouted before pressing the disconnect button.
Reid kept driving till he got onto the highway, Reid didn't want to stop. He knew deep down that if he stopped he was going to lose his freedom again.
A few hours later
"Garcia, are you sure that the car has stopped?" Morgan asked as he raced towards where he hoped Reid would be. Morgan cursed the rain as it thundered outside of Rossi's car, he could barely see anything.
"Morgan, I tracked your car and it has not moved for the last ten minutes. How close are you to it?"
"I'm about two minutes away. Babygirl, I hope he is okay. It's all my fault, I should have stayed with him. I should have stopped Rossi from calling the doctor," Morgan said as he felt a wave of guilt run through him.
"None of this is your fault. Reid is scared and frightened right now, if you want to blame and feel angry at someone feel angry at the bastards that hurt my junior g-man. Blame them," Garcia said angrily down the phone. Morgan was concerned for Garcia. Morgan turned the corner and saw the SUV parked at the corner of a long road with trees at the side. Morgan parked behind the SUV.
"Babygirl, I'm here. I'll call you back in a minute," Morgan said before disconnecting the call. Morgan opened his car door and ran to the SUV, he tried the door handle and cursed when he found that the car was locked. Morgan looked into the car and couldn't see anyone inside, he couldn't see any sign on Reid. Morgan hit the car in anger and turned around to go back to his car. He stopped when he saw a small figure sitting under a tree.
Morgan ran across the road and kneeled down next to Reid. Reid was shaking from the rain being so cold, his teeth chattering and his hands shaking too hard. Reid was staring ahead again, Morgan wasn't even sure if Reid had registered his arrival. Morgan knew that Reid had been sat in the cold for too long. His hair was soaking wet and Reid's skin had gone a deathly pale.
"Reid, can you hear me?" Morgan said gently.
"I-I was g-going t-to d-do so much i-in my l-life, I d-don't h-have a life a-anymore. I c-can't do anything a-anymore," Reid said through chattering teeth.
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