Chapter Seven
Sorry this took so long, kinda had writer's block a bit. But all is well now, so here's the next chapter.
Don't own Glee.
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Finn was lying on his bed, looking at a magazine about truck parts. Burt was going to help him remodel a truck he bought with the settlement money. He had enough to buy a new truck and then some, but wanted an older truck. He put the rest (half as his mother saved the other half) in the bank, the other half with his mom was for college. So Burt gave him the magazine and told him what parts to pick out and order for the truck. He didn't hear Puck come in until he felt a weight on his body. Puck took the magazine from his hands and laid it in the floor beside the bed. Finn looked at Puck, he tried to look relaxed about the guy he loved laying on top of him, but what Puck saw was a kid scared shitless. So he rolled off Finn, and sat beside him, giving him a quick kiss before laying down.
"You didn't have to move", Finn said shakily.
Puck laughed, "just by the shaking in your voice, I would say I did the right thing".
"I'm fine, I just wasn't expecting you is all, what are you doing here I thought your mom was taking you and Sarah somewhere?"
"I told her that you had a doctor's appointment and Kurt was out with Blaine and no one was here to take you".
Finn smiled, "you haven't told her about us have you?"
"Why does it matter?" he glared.
"It's not that, I just don't understand why you won't tell her, I understand why we keep it under wraps at school or whatever. But that's your mom, she's known me for forever, doesn't she like me?"
"Look, she likes you just fine, as long as you're my friend. She knows how I feel about you, when we weren't speaking I told her why, what happened. She flipped out man, telling me all kinds of horrible things that would happen to me if I 'acted' on my sinful ways. She told me the first thing that would happen was I wouldn't be her son anymore. She said she's close to doing it now, but I told her you don't feel the same way so she's fine with me spending time with you".
Finn looked at Puck, he looked so sad, "Noah I'm sorry, I never thought your mom would be one of those people".
"Me either, as long as we stay away from my house we should be fine".
"Okay, hey can I talk to you about something?" Finn asked.
"Anything".
He smiled, "it's about you know, like sex".
Puck smirked, "who better to talk to than me".
"That's not what I meant", Finn should've known the stupid side of Puck would come out now.
"Okay I'm being serious, what's going on?"
Finn didn't look him in the eye, "do you like want to do stuff with me?"
Puck had to strain to hear him since he said it so softly, "you think I don't wanna touch you or something?"
"Well you never try, you barely kiss me, and I'm okay with going a little farther, not like all the way yet..."
He laughed, "that's why I don't kiss you more, I get started and I'm afraid I won't be able to stop myself".
Finn didn't let him say anymore, as he pressed their lips together in the first REAL kiss they've had. That's when he realized what Puck meant, as he felt his hands under his shirt trying to pull it off. Finn backed away breathless, pulling his shirt back down, the look Puck had in his eyes scared him.
"What the hell Finn!"
Finn was just staring at him, not sure what had just happened, all he wanted was a real kiss, not anything else. He wanted to do one thing at a time.
"I..I..just..w..wanted to kiss", he stammered.
Puck rubbed his face with his hands, "okay, well lay down and we can okay?"
Finn nodded, still not entirely sure why he trusts him.
Puck was just kissing him at first, then his hands started to wonder, Finn tried to break the kiss, tried to wiggle away.
"Puck...Puck..no...s..stop"
"It's okay Finn, just relax, it'll be good I promise".
Finn felt tears in his eyes, he started to thrash around, shaking his head back and forth. But Puck didn't listen, his hands were still under his shirt rubbing everywhere. He tried to push his hands away, but Puck kept on, when he got to his sweat pants all Finn did was turn his head away, trying to fight the tears that were falling. He loved Puck, Puck loved him, why was he doing this?
Puck looked up at Finn, and the last thing he expected was to find him crying and not even looking at Puck. Puck stopped, and ran his hand through Finn's hair, which made Finn close his eyes. He crawled off of Finn, who in turn curled himself in a ball, Puck couldn't believe just touching his chest would make Finn that uncomfortable.
"Finn look at me, come on", he touched Finn's face and turned him towards him, seeing the fear in his eyes, "oh Finn I didn't mean to scare you. I just thought if you relaxed a little you'd like making out, I wasn't going to go any farther. I know you are really new at this, and it's okay. Look I'm sorry okay?"
Finn nodded, "I'm sorry too, for acting like such a baby".
Puck shook his head, "no you weren't, you were nervous and scared and I wasn't helping this at all. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry".
"I'm okay now, it was just so much, felt like so much".
Puck leaned into his embrace laying back down beside him, and started to kiss him again. His hands not going past Finn's head or neck. What Puck didn't expect was a tentative touch on his chest, he pulled back and saw Finn looking at him with a question in his eyes. Puck just nodded and let Finn just touch him. After a few minutes Finn got brave and toyed with the hem of Puck's shirt. Puck took it off for him and just laid back down. He sat there just staring at Finn, who was staring at his chest, running his hands all over the muscles there. That's when Finn grabbed one of Puck's hands and put it on his own chest, Puck kept it there not moving until Finn got comfortable with him touching him. He got the hint when Finn sat up and took his shirt off, then looked at Puck, who looked at him with love and lust and Finn couldn't hold back again. Yes it was scary, but this was Puck and he'd never hurt him. So he laid back down and pulled Puck on top of him, Puck grinned and kissed him, really really kissed him. Finn was smiling when Puck pulled away, "you're beautiful Noah", Finn whispered.
"So are you Finn", he smiled back.
"Finn I won't ever do something you don't want, so when you want more you have to tell me okay? I'm sorry I assumed earlier, but I like this..taking time".
Finn nodded, "me too, didn't think you'd be able to hold out this long".
"Well Finn I've never loved anyone before".
Finn smiled and pulled Puck back down to continue what they started.
