A/N Sorry I couldn't update fast enough like I said i did have part of the chapter ready but i still had to add on to it, so here it is now. I had those midterms today oh the joy. I apologize. Songs used- When you're gone by Avril Lavigne and Breakeven by The Script. I do not own these songs or glee.
Chapter 7
I was having a good time at this party then I come out of the bathroom after throwing up and Noah is there with Quinn and some other fucking girl all over him. Right in front of my face, this was too good to be real and I think I'm pregnant I was in the kitchen and the smell of turkey made me have to puke and I'm late. There's a knock on the door.
"Go away!" I yelled.
"Um babe its my room." Said Santana. I opened the door.
"Sorry I thought it was Noah." I responded.
"What's up with him he looks like he's about to explode and cry and shit. What the fuck did he do?" So I told her what had happened.
"Babe honestly looks can be deceiving, Ask Quinn what happened? Or you want me to kick his ass. Did he drink that much? I don't think he was even drinking a lot." Santana said.
"No don hurt him I don't really trust Quinn, the worst part is I think I'm pregnant. Now how do I tell him, when I just walked away from him?" I said.
"What? Are you sure?"
"I'm pretty sure. I'm late, and that never happens. I've also been throwing up but I just had a fight with Noah."
"Talk to him."
"No, I don't want to I feel too sad and hurt."
I started to change back into my normal clothes to head home.
"You're leaving?"
"Yeah, I called a cab don't worry."
"Fuck, Rach just promise you'll talk to Puck or Quinn."
"Not now, walk me out. Please"
She opened the door. Noah was waiting across the hall.
"Babe, listen to me." He said, he sounded kind of upset I don't really know right now.
"Puck she's confused right now you guys can talk tomorrow or Sunday let her calm down." Santana said to Noah.
"What? No. Rach…" He looked at me. Oh Noah you're not supposed to be the guy that hurts me.
"Puck!" yelled Santana. Noah stopped in his tracks.
"Fine, I'll wait but we will talk. I love you Rach." He said and walked away.
I, I, I, love you too and our baby.
Santana walked me out "Be safe, and I'll pick you up Sunday to go to the mall for a test, Cause tomorrow I will have a hangover along with most of the people here.."
"Okay thanks. See you Sunday then." I kissed her on the cheek.
I couldn't sleep; all I saw in my mind was that girl kissing Noah on the neck and shoulder, and Quinn under his arm. How could he?
I got home and locked myself in my room, I cried myself to sleep. I miss him already. Who would of thought it'd be Noah Puckerman to steal my heart in the end. I didn't do anything Saturday I just stayed home and cleaned, my dads noticed Noah's absence, so I told them he was busy helping his little sister out with a project. I still think they knew something was off.
Santana picked me up around 12pm on Sunday and we went to the mall, she bought me a test at the pharmacy there but I couldn't take it I needed Noah with me. I need him.
"Lets eat, my treat. Gotta feed Puck Jr or mini Rachel." Santana said.
"Thanks, how thoughtful of you." I answered with a slight smile.
"You're welcome, by the way Finn cheated on Quinn at the party, Puck was with her when she saw him with the other girl so that explains the Quinn part. Can you just talk to him he keeps texting and calling me asking about you. It's getting annoying." She said.
"Fine! Another day though cause it still doesn't explain the slut, with him."
"Oh Rach I will die if he keeps messaging me. Like seriously dying over here."
"You're silly, you shall be fine. And I'm really enjoying this girl time."
"Enjoy it all you want. Oh my cousin Lily and her special friend Walter will join us for lunch."
"Okay I don't mind at all."
I need to keep my mind off Noah, After lunch Santana's cousin and her boy-toy friend left so Santana took me shopping it was extremely fun. Noah did text me three times. Noah: Rach I miss you. While eating Noah: Babe, we have to talk. Then when I got home, I swear I think he knew I was home. Noah: I love you, can you please hear me out. I'm passing by in the night. Maybe I should call Quinn and find out what happened but she is known to lie. I'll listen to the radio first.
After Rachel left the party so did I, I don't hit girls and I didn't want to punch that fucking slutthat caused this fucking shit to happen between Rachel and me. I kept grabbing the phone and dialing her number but I didn't because I know she just needed to cool off. She should find out the truth soon from me, that nothing happened the girl wasn't ugly but she was no Rachel. I wouldn't trade Rachel for anything in the world. Yeah the badass is in love with the crazy Jewish girl, she is cute, funny and believes in me more then I do. I'm not scared to let the world know. That Saturday felt like it was the longest day ever. I saw Rachel at the mall today; it took a lot of texts to Santana so she could let me know where they were going but she warned me not to get near them or else she was gonna kick my ass. Yeah to hell with that she can't even if she tried. I was gonna go up to them but then two other people showed up, and Rachel sat their smiling and laughing but with sadness in her eyes she has to miss me as much as I miss her. And I could notice those fake laughs and smiles, I know her. I grabbed my guitar and headed out the door. When I got to her house her dads let me in and told me to go right up to her room as I was walking up I could hear her singing.
[A/N: Rachel singing, Pucks thoughts during the song, Puck Singing]
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
Rach , I could never walk away from you
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
I've never felt this way before either. I love you
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I miss you and it's been a day I cant live with out you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breath I need to feel you here with me, yeah
We were made for each other, I'm right here
I just stood in front her door and decided to sing a little too before she finishes:
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no
I could heard guitar playing outside my door and his voice as I finished off the chorus, he was here:
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
He walked through the door.
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no-
"Noah!" I interrupted him. "Who let you up?"
"Your dads, I miss you babe." He said. "I missed your voice, those were the longest hours of my life."
"Noah, I, I need to apologize. Santana conferenced me in when she and Quinn were on the phone and she told me everything I'm sorry." I said. Feeling guilty.
"S'okay babe, I knew you'd needed a little time to calm down."
"I didn't trust you, I feel horrible. I'm so sorry Noah. I missed you too." He leaned in and kissed me.
"We were made for each other Rachel, I'm not going anywhere. Promise."
"Noah we need to talk." His face turned from a slight smile to a worried look. "It's nothing bad."
"Okay. Shoot."
"I think I'm pregnant."
"What?" he didn't look mad. Good so far.
"I'm not sure, me and Santana bought a pregnancy test but I couldn't take it without you. I need you. Don't be mad and you promised not to leave. I love you Noah."
"I'm not leaving no matter what that test says, now go pee on the stick babe."
"Okay." I pecked him on the cheek After 5 minutes… I checked the results. "Positive."
"Rach, I love you and I respect whatever you decide."
"I'm keeping the baby Noah, I know everything you went through with Beth I would never do that to you, you're going to be a wonderful father."
"Thanks Rachel, I love you. And our baby, I love you more everyday and I promise you our baby will be the happiest, cutest, badass baby."
"Oh Noah, I knew you wouldn't walk away from us. And our baby will not be a badass. Cute and happy yes, and very loved."
"Babe I'm the luckiest guy in the world for having a girlfriend like you."
"Indeed you are." I giggled and kissed him. "I'm lucky too, for having you."
"Damn straight babe."
"Noah, can we wait till the end of the month when I turn 18 to tell our parents."
"Whatever you like babe." He began to kiss me in the neck and stuck his hands under my shirt.
She's pregnant with my baby, this is fucking amazing that baby s gonna be the fucking coolest, cutest badass baby Puckerman ever. Thank fucking god she is keeping it, I would literally fall apart if another baby was taken from me. Even though Quinn is trying to get Beth back now it's not the same. I love Rachel and this baby. I will not be like my father. My ma will probably through a party when she finds out with a rabbi included, she's always liked Rachel and tells me "You know she is a beautiful young lady, wonderful future daughter in law and will give me beautiful grandchildren." Well she's getting her grandchild now, full Jewish baby.
"I love you," she said. "I love you too." I responded.
I unhooked her bra. And pulled her shirt off. Thank god I locked the door.
"Noah, my dads are home."
"I locked the door, we'll make it fast but good." I winked at her. She just smiled.
I pulled off her leggings then her panties. Rachel looked fucking perfect. As I took off my shirt she pulled down my pants. "No need for a condom now." She said and winked at me. That's right. I put her back down on the bed and slowly pushed into her, slowly then faster. Nothing crazy not much foreplay we didn't need it. She grabbed the sheets and bit her lips to stop her from screaming. She was quietly moaning and I kept thrusting into her slowly at a rhythmic pace. I came in her and her face lit fucking up. Sex without a condom is fucking awesome, but this is with Rachel this is love making. I kissed her. "Noah, we just made love and I couldn't be happier that it is with you." She said as I lay next to her and hugged her. Skin to skin. "Only for you Rachel. You are the best part of me."
All of a sudden we heard Leroy yell "Puck your mom called, she needs you to go pick up Sarah tonight!"
"Oh shit I forgot about Sarah. As much as I would love to stay babe I don't want your dads to catch us and my brotherly service is needed."
She laughed,
"Get dressed, pick Sarah ell her I send her a hug and tell your mother I say hello."
I began getting dressed and so did Rachel.
"I'll pick you up in the morning for school, babe."
"And I'm going to call Santana and give her the news."
"Love you my Jewish-American princess." I kissed her on the cheek and walked out her door.
Forgive any grammatical errors hopefully nothing too bad for you guys to not understand. I honestly don't know when any of the character on the shows birthday's are, I haven't seen any on screen birthdays. But for the sake of my story Rachel's birthday is in November. Yes we are in November already in my story. And the big news is out yes Rachel is pregnant. Will she have a boy or girl… hmmm… I've started the next chapter bu ti have a paper to edit for friday and one to start/hand in friday so i must get to that now.
Xoxoxo Jennifer.
