Haha! I love every single one of you guys! A lot of reveiws for the question of the chapter! So I guess I will keep that up! And I want to keep doing that disclaimer also because it was fun to write! So anyways, for the question of last chapter's thing. I did get a lot of answers but I have made up my mind. You guys on the other hand will have to find out!
Me: Who wants to do the disclaimer?!
(Cricket chirps)
Me: I got a western novel.
Dimitri: Fine. I will do it. Grace does not own Vampire Academy. Now give me the western.
Me: About that... I lied.
Dimitri: You are a very mean person! You can't lie about westerns!
Me: I will make it up to you.
Dimitri: ( Moves away from me, looking scared)
Me: (Laughs evilly)
Chapter 7
RPOV
He pulled back. I looked into his soft brown eyes. They were filled with love. Passion. I wanted to kiss him again. I knew I couldn't though. After all, I still had a wound from when he left. Can I trust him not to leave again? Why did he even leave in the first place? Should I let him in my life again? I will just have to see. I can't let him hurt me again either. We can be in love again if we can trust each other. But as he knows, I have a lot of trust issues. I have had them since my mother left when I was still a baby.
Dimitri looked at me. He looked like he wanted to kiss me again, and I wanted him to. He looked conflicted as if he should or not. He voted not. He let my arms go and took a step back.
" I promise. I promise I will never leave you again. I don't think I can. Not after seeing you again. I still love you and I can't ever leave you again. I am so, so sorry. I love you, I love you Roza! I will make it up to you. I promise you that." I was speechless. He still loves me. But that doesn't tell me why he left in the first place. I need to know that before I can figure out if I can trust him again. " I need to know why you left that night." I said my voice shaking. No doubt he heard it, because his face turned guilty. Or maybe that was just because of his answer. I knew he wouldn't lie. And even if he did, I would be able tell. We just had that connection. I just had to make sure he wouldn't just up and leave again.
" I left because... because... I left because I thought I was holding you back. You have so much to live for. You are beautiful, amazing. I loved you so much, I had to make sure you would do what you could. Not be held back because of me. I knew as soon as I was on the plane that I made the wrong choice. My heart was telling me that, but my head was saying it was for the best. My heart was breaking in my chest. When I got on the plane and it took off I felt my heart blow up. I can't live without you. I never wanted to either. I loved you so much, I needed you to be the best you can be. I knew that couldn't happen in I was in your life." His eyes started to water. I reached out and wiped away a tear that escaped. I can't stand to see him hurt. He held my hand against his face. He looked me in the eyes. I could see all the love, passion, lust in them. I can't let him hurt me again, because I still wasn't healed from the last time. I don't think I ever will. I knew after his amazing speech, that he wouldn't leave again. I knew but I had to make sure.
" I believe you. But, Dimitri, I am not me if you are not by my side. I cannot be the best I can be without you, but you have to prove to me that I can trust you again Dmitri. I thought before you left that we would always be together. Look how that ended up. You have to prove it to me Dimitri. You know I still love you, and I know you still love me. But we can't have a relationship without trust Dimitri. I love you. Please, don't make me regret it." I told him. I saw a flash of hope in his eyes. I meant what I said. I did still love him. He knew that.
I guess we will just see how he gains my trust.
Haha! I had fun writing that. With everyone's review I decided to do both, since there was a tie. I will make her play hard to get, but still kinda lovey-dovey you know. Anyways. QUESTION TIME!
Question:
Did you ever have to gain someones trust? If so, tell how.
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