I was only joking btw, I wasn't going update but then suddenly I had a brain wave. I think it was the music I was listening to. It gave me hope to write this delicate chapter. If I've go it totally wrong please tell me and I will redo it. This chapter is short (no pun intended) it is only holly's letter. Will update next as soon as I can. ITS MY BIRTHDAY SOON on the 18th of NOVEMBER. Can't wait.

sorry I will let you read. Bye for now. I love my reviewers. Maybe that was too much info. *friend locks her in the broom cupboard so to stop her writing*

Dear trouble,

This must be the hardest thing I've ever had to do and in our line of work that's saying something. Well where do I start? Thank you for always being there for me. You and Foaly are probably the only people in haven that trust with my life. Maybe that isn't the best thing however.

OK here's the hard part. I don't know when you will read this. For I know now I could be 150 years old and have 5 screaming kids. For all I know now is that I have to tell you how I feel at this moment in time. (a/n I managed to escape haha. Anyway this letter was written about a year before she went missing so nothing has changed much)

I know I am writing this after I've been in the LEP for several years but I never had time you know. I'm avoiding the subject. The real reason is that I writing this letter to you to tell you my true feelings which I think would be relevant at the … OH FOR GODS SAKE I'M BABBLING the truth is that I like you trouble kelp. A lot. I wouldn't be able to carry on if anything happened to you. This is a lie I don't like you I love you and I would die if anything happened to you. I've lost the commander who I saw as a father figure or so my doctor told me. Apparently the reason I love you is that I need to feel that someone will protect me and love me back. But I don't need a doctor to tell me that I couldn't go on without you. I have liked you since I joined the force. Your smile the first time I met you made me weak at the knees.

That all said and done now if I haven't told you this and your reading about this for the first time I think I was a complete fool for not having told you. I hate to admit that I am scared in the first time in my life to tell you.

Well I think that's all I can say. Goodbye trouble. It is you I miss the most when I'm away. i understand that you don't probably feel the same but, I have now told you and, well goodbye.

Forever Holly Blossom Short