[A/n] Okay well I might not be updating this story for a while. I'm planning to post up all the oneshots and finish my other story. So when I'm done with secret lies behind pretty faces I'm going t updates this story. I know it may be like 2 weeks till the next update it's just that I'm going to add another multi chapter story and I don't want to have to go back and forth updating between 3 stories. So yeah, I'm so sorry though. This chapter is going to be really short cause I only posted this up for the a/n.

I didn't realize how much fun it was to hang out with my friends again. I didn't want them to leave but visiting hours were over and they had to get back home. I gave them all a hug goodbye as me and Taylor made it back to my room. Taylor got to stay since she is like my supervisor or something like that. I really don't care as long as I'm not alone. Today was really fun, me and my friends are closer than ever. I guess I had to go through the pain before I could enjoy this happiness. I changed my clothes, brushed my teeth, and I slipped into bed into a deep slumber.

I had another dream about Nick today. He asked me to be his girlfriend and we kissed. I sighed at the thought of the dream. Dreams are wishes the heart makes when you're asleep. This dream was defiantly a wish. I wish every night at 11:11 for Nick to be mines; but I know it's useless. Nick can never like a girl like me. If he ever finds out the real reason why I'm stuck in this hospital he's going to think I'm some freak, and he'll never want to talk to me again. I miss his crooked smile and seeing his brown curls. I didn't get to see him yesterday, hopefully he'll come to visit me today All of a sudden my phone began beeping someone was texting me. I noticed it was Taylor, I looked around and didn't see her I wonder where she was. I opened the text and it frantically read out:

OMG!!S.O.S!

Something must be wrong for her to send me a S.O.S.

[a/n] yes I know this chapter is extremely short and I won't be replying for a while. I'm sorry! I promise I'll make it up with a very long chapter 8. SORRYY. I might not update within the next 2-3 weeks.