Chapter 7 Not Sure for Sure
Spike looked at Buffy as if waiting for her to continue but she doesn't.
"Sorry, luv. Am I suppose to understand that?" Spike asked.
Buffy begins to tying up her bikini bottoms and top and Spike follow suits.
"No, I guess not. We'll talk about it later." Buffy says angrily.
Spike sit there frustrated and decides he needed to smoke, and pulls out a cigarette. Buffy finds her shorts and put them on.
"Imma go find the kids so we can go" Buffy says then looks at Spike, " Don't smoke in the truck."
Buffy opens the door and leaves. Spike takes a another drag before getting out of the truck to continue. He looks out at the beach that was thinning as a brunette girl walking towards him catches his eye. That's all he needed was some chick hitting on him. Sure back in his vampire days her would have been more than excited. But now he had Buffy and he couldn't do that to her.
"Hey," the brunette says seductively when she's standing in front of him.
Spike looks at the 5'6 brunette looking model up and down but doesn't say anything.
"Strong silent type huh?" the brunette questioned rubbing his left arm.
Spike takes another drag not really showing an interest in her. But the girl obviously didn't understand.
"Just the way I like them. You know, I've been watching you," she says trying to catch his eye.
"Then you know I'm not interested." Spike says blowing smoke out.
Buffy, Dawn, and Jarred walk up to the scene of a girl handing a piece of paper to Spike. Dawn and Jarred were making fun of the girl cause it was clear that he was not interested. But Buffy was pissed and she saw red. She walks over to him and stands on his right side.
"Hey, baby." Buffy says pulling him to a kiss.
The brunette in front of them seems unfazed by it.
"You wore me out earlier. Now I'm all hungry," Buffy says pulling the pout that made Spike crazy.
Spike looked at Buffy and was ready for round two. He's never seen her jealous before and found it entertaining as well as sexy. Dawn and her boyfriend walked up. The brunette was looking at the obvious couple and began to get pissed.
"All right, pet." Spike says kissing her forehead and wraps his arm around her.
Spike throw the girls number and his cigarette in the sand. The brunette is pissed off and stomps away. Dawn and Jarred quickly hopped in the backseats of the truck. The young Summers had a feeling her sister was never going to let Spike hear the end of this. Buffy shoves Spikes arm from around her and gets into the passenger side.
"What the bleeding hell does it take?" Spike grumbled.
Spike gets into the drivers side.
"What do you want to eat?" Spike says starting the truck.
"We don't have time. And we're having dinner at Giles' tonight." Buffy says bitterly.
"Okay, luv?" Spike says talking softly.
Dawn and Jarred look at each other and laugh.
"Whipped." Jarred whisper to Dawn.
"Hey what was up with that hoe?" Dawn says out loud.
Buffy looked at Spike for the first time since they've been the car. She couldn't wait to hear this. Spike could feel her eyes as he looks at the road.
"Silly bent. She was interested, I wasn't." Spike says quickly.
"Oh," Dawn says.
"Really, she was, like, super hot." Jarred said excitedly.
Dawn elbowed him and Buffy rolled her eyes.
"But not hotter than you," Jarred her whispered in Dawns ear.
"Yeah, right. Spike can you drop us off at Giles'? Jarred's mom picking him up from there." Dawn says.
"Sure, Niblet. I guess that's were the gangs meeting tonight." Spike said.
The ride home was a quiet one and Spike was feeling Buffy wasn't in the mood to talk anyway. He never remember her being so emotional. When they arrived home, Buffy walks into the house shutting the door on Spike who was on her heels. Now he was getting pissed. Buffy walks into the kitchen and Spike runs up the steps and into the bathroom.
Buffy walks through the kitchen. She was still pissed and the keeping this secret wasn't helping her. She opens the fridge and grabs a bottle of water.
Spike steps into the shower and begins to wash away the salt that dried to his skin. He was thinking his day at the beach and how long its been since his gone. Then some how Buffy petite frame came into his mind making him hard. So he began to stroke himself.
Buffy walks into the bathroom with her opened bottle of water. She hears Spike moaning and turns around and finds him jerking off. Buffy throws water from her bottle at him, startling him. Then she just threw the bottle.
"Are you thinking about her while your fucking yourself," Buffy shouted.
"What?," Spike turned off the water, "have you lost it?"
"Where you thinking about her?" Buffy asked getting angrier by the second.
"Who?" Spike asked dumbfounded.
"Come on, Spikey. Please lets not play dumb," Buffy says sarcastically.
Spike finds a towel and puts it around his waist while stepping out of the shower.
"I have a feeling your not playing," Spike yelled back fed up.
"Fuck you," Buffy eyes watered.
"Fuck me?" Spike asked striding across the bathroom, stepping in front of her making Buffy take a step back.
"It's you, love. I always think about you. There's no room left for anyone else. The beach chick long forgotten, luv. I'm hot from out session in the truck." Spike says heartfelt.
There so much going on in Buffy head when she started to cry while Spike was talking to her. Spike cradles Buffy's cheek with his hand using his thumbs to wipe the tears falling down her face. Buffy threw her face in her hands and started to slide on the floor.
"I'm sorry," She hiccupped, "Its just with everything going on I feel as if I'm going crazy. With Dawn and having a boyfriend and she's a senior now, you turning human and having superpowers, and I think something's going on with me and I'm scared shitless that it is what I think it is." Buffy ranted.
Spike squatted down as far as the towel would let him and hugs and kisses his disheveled lover.
"What going on whit you love?" Spike asked worried.
"I don't know, William." Buffy cried out not wanting to say it out loud.
Spike pulls her into his arms and carries her to their bedroom. He sits on the bed and places her in his lap. He starts rubbing her stomach, a tricked he knew soothes her. Buffy lays her head on his shoulder and signs, how ironic.
"William, promise you wont leave me? Too many people do that." Buffy asked quietly.
"I came back, didn't I?" Spike challenged.
Buffy lifts her head from his shoulder and looks him in the eyes.
"What I was trying to tell you at the beach was that…. I might be pregnant. I'm not sure for sure. But I have a strong feeling." She confessed.
Spike just keeps looking at her and doesn't say anything but now he was rubbing her belly for a whole other reason. He never though about being a dad and now there was an opportunity he might be.
"So it's a good thing if I am?" She asked the trance Spike.
Spike kisses her passionately. Looking at her with unconditional love and support.
"How can we be sure?" Spike asked.
"Well, I have a test under the sink. I'm way too scared to take it by myself."
"I'm here now and I'm never leaving."
Buffy wrapped her arm around his neck and buried her face beside his. Spike stood up and carried her back to the bathroom.
*10 minutes later*
Buffy comes out of the bathroom with a towel around her body. She goes looking for underwear when Spike comes in with a tray.
"Here, pet." Spike says getting her attention.
Buffy turns after putting her underwear on and looks at the tray.
"Spike, I'm not sick." Buffy said referring to the soup she saw.
"You haven't had anything all day."
Buffy throws off her towel to put on a shirt when she saw Spike looking at her.
"No, not right now. We have to much on our plate. And I just got out the shower."
She quickly put a shirt that was Spikes on.
"Come on and eat then." Spike said.
Buffy walks over to the bed and sits down and Spike places the tray on her lap. Buffy looks at the plate thinking Spike had completely lost it.
"Babe, speaking of to much on our plates. I would've been okay with just soup and crackers. You brought the whole damn kitchen." Buffy said looking at the extra on the tray.
"I know, I just want to make sure I fed both you and Bit." Spike says sincerely.
"We don't even know if theirs a …Bit?" Buffy sighed.
"You didn't check?" Spike asked.
"I was scared," she confessed as Spike walked to the bathroom.
Spike walks out of the bathroom with tears running down his face and looks at him nervous and was about to ask what was wrong until he spoke.
"Like I said I have to make sure I feed you and the Bit." Spike says smiling through tears.
